Dragongal
Miss Medic
They ate their meal, then went back to the forge, with Arryn hiding in Ferron's room reading while he worked, so she wouldn't have to walk around and start rumors. Alone, though, she found herself starting to question their relationship. Was she ready for this? Or even capable of a long and stable relationship, after everything she had been through? That would mean taking on his burdens as well as her own. And what if Ferron didn't love her, and just wanted her around because she was convenient? Or what if he fell out of love with her soon when he got bored of the sex? Maybe he would eventually find her skittishness annoying, and her inability to cook decent food too expensive. He loved smithing, what if she eventually got in the way of that for him? He had risked his life for her, but could that all have just been reflexive?
After a while she realized she wasn't even reading her book and set it aside, then nestled under the covers and pressed her face into the pillow while her mind ran a mile a minute.
After a while she realized she wasn't even reading her book and set it aside, then nestled under the covers and pressed her face into the pillow while her mind ran a mile a minute.