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  • Despite what my profile might say.


    I'm not gonna technically be online, as I am going to Barnes and Noble to see if I can get more Blue Exorcist or Nisekoi. And suffer sit through and elementary thing.
    Fuck


    I didn't know how long I'd been dead. Wherever I was, it was endless, white, and completely empty.


     


    But none of that mattered. Elliot wasn't here, and he wouldn't be for a long time. The memory of him crying as I died in his arms replayed in my mind.


     


    Yes, I had known all my life I would die young. But I hadn't expected someone like Elliot, and I hadn't expected that I'd want to keep living. He'd given me that drive to live, and something to live for, whereas before, life had been somewhat dull.


     


    In this strange place, I received visions of all that was happening to my loved ones, but only at random times. I had no way of knowing how recent it all was. My mother crying--was that a minute ago or two weeks ago? My father struggling to concentrate on his work--how long had he been grieving? Elliot with his head in his hands, a picture of us laughing in his lap--how long would it be before he forgot about me?


     


    I didn't know how long I'd been dead. And I had no way of knowing. I had nothing to distract me. Instead, I relived the pain my death had caused. And I wanted it to stop.


     


    Eventually, I heard footsteps echoing behind me. I turned around to see who it was, when--


     


    Elliot's wide blue eyes greeted mine. We stared at each other for a long time, not daring to break the silence.


     


    Finally, I murmured, "Elli...ot?"


     


    That broke the ice, and he dashed forward to crush me in a hug. I wrapped my arms around him, tears brimming my eyes as I tried to contain myself. "Elliot..." I sobbed. "Elliot!"


     


    He buried his face in my hair, but didn't reply. Meanwhile, I cried, "Dammit, Elliot, you weren't supposed to die! You were supposed to live a good long life, have children, stay friends with Oz, stay in line thanks to Leo... Dammit, why'd you die?"


     


    His grip on me tightened as he pulled away. We were nose to nose, but he didn't look at me. Guilt washed over his face, and suddenly I knew what was wrong. These damn visions of our loved ones, and this one just had to come now. "Elliot..."


     


    "I'm a terrible person, Akari. I... I killed my family. Not all of them, but a lot of them. I... I denied the Chain that I made an illegal contract with, and... I died for it. To save Oz. And everyone else."


     


    The tears began to fall without my consent. "I know. I know, Elliot, and as much as I wish it wasn't true, that I could somehow make you forget, I know you won't. But that isn't you, Elliot. I know it isn't."


     


    "But, I..." He gulped. "How can you stand to look at someone who's done so many bad things?"


     


    "Because I love you, you idiot," I said, kissing him. He kissed me back, hugging me tighter to him. 


     


    When I finally pulled away, I saw we were both crying, both out of joy and of sadness. Even after all the things we'd said to each other, we'd ended up dying so close together. I wanted to laugh wryly; how ironic for us. As happy as I was that I had him again, it made me incredibly sad that he hadn't lived much longer.


     


    "Hey, Elliot?"


     


    "Yes, Akari?"


     


    "Let's go back a hundred years from now together, okay? And go visit the gardens again."


     


    He smiled and kissed my forehead. "That's a great idea."



    AUGH I'M CRYING NOW


    DAMN PANDORA HEARTS, DESTROYING ME COMPLETELY
    *stumbles into RPN*


    *falls to knees*


    *brings hands to her face*


    *starts to sob*


    My favorite character died.


    And I'M IN SCHOOL SO I CAN'T FUCKING CRY


    ELLIOT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    That moment when you hate a character so much you imagine yourself diving into the anime/book/game/whatever and punching them in the face.


    *cough cough*


    LEO VALDEZ


    *cough cough*
    AnimeGenork
    AnimeGenork
    And then Thalia


    Or Nico


    Freaking emos
    Pyosimros
    Pyosimros
    Tbh I expected Nico to be waaayyy more emo...


    Also that facial expression. Like... What?


    In general I'd very much prefer the fan art over the actual official art...
    AnimeGenork
    AnimeGenork
    Same here


    They don't look as stiff or creepy
    Shit


    Shit shit shit shit shit


    AUGH NOW I HAVE TEN FICTIONAL BOYS IN MY ELITE HAREM


    STUPID ELLIOT NIGHTRAY AND YUSUKE ASAHINA


    Apologies to Tsubaki Asahina and Dean Redding for not making the cut, though


    Tsubaki: *sobs in corner*


    Dean: *shrugs*


    THE ELITE HAREM AS IT STANDS NOW


    1. Taichi Kamiya/Yagami


    2. Rogue Cheney


    3. Koji Minamoto


    4. Gray Fullbuster


    5. Castiel (MCL)


    6. Noel DuBoise


    7. Kile Woodwork


    8. Ayato Kirishima


    9. Elliot Nightray


    10. Yusuke Asahina


     


    FUCK THERE'S STILL ONLY ONE BRUNETTE
    What the fuck


    *falls in love with best friend*


    *best friend confesses that he loves you and wants to marry you blah blah blah*


    In the middle of the confession:


    "I want to make love to you."


    DAFUQ MAN YOU JUST KISSED ME CAN YOU SLOW THE FUCK DOWN
    AnimeGenork
    AnimeGenork
    Oh but he's actually fucking adorable


    Did you go with Antoine then? Cuz honestly the idea of a teacher being a love interest freaked me out ;w;
    Kazu
    Kazu
    Literally just sent you a picture ;v;


    But ikr ;-;


    The teacher was cute though, you have to admit that right???
    AnimeGenork
    AnimeGenork
    Yeah in a nerdy way


    And I got that notif right as I posted the question xD  
    AH SHIT


    I HAVE HOMEWORK TO DO BUT I CAN'T STOP PLAYING THIS GAME


    @Kazuko WHAT AM I DOING TO MYSELF
    Kazu
    Kazu
    I DON'T KNOW I CAN'T STOP PLAYING NOW EITHER
    AnimeGenork
    AnimeGenork
    I finished


    It took a while though


    THESE DAMN PASSWORDS AND CRAP ENDINGS AUGH
    Can someone explain to me why manga is in the nonfiction section at a lot of libraries (especially school ones)?


    I mean, I'm perfectly willing to accept these universes as real and parallel to our own, but
    THE DAMN GAME HASN'T BEEN UPDATED YET SO I DIDN'T TECHNICALLY FINISH IT


    BUT


    GUY TURNED INTO CAT


    PRINCE IS A JACKASS


    WHAT'S UP WITH THIS KNIGHT GUY?????????????????????


    AGHALGHDLKSGHAOWPHEOGJVAOGOWEIJAGOIJWOBNWPRON
    I understand a blended class's reliance on online assignments


    What I don't get is why everything needs to be a goddamn PDF


    I only have Reader on my laptop ;-;
    I watched the Tomoyo arc episode of Clannad.


    I was denying it with every fiber of my being through every second.


    NAGISA X TOMOYA FOR LYFE


    In other news, I have more math in Chem than I do in Math


    :T
    Hollycrest
    Hollycrest
    I always found it confusing as hell that they had Tomoya and Tomoyo. Of all the names they could have had for two of the main characters they had to pick two with one letter different?! 
    AnimeGenork
    AnimeGenork
    *shrug* In Japanese characters (no idea which set since there's like fifty), they probably look really different
    Hollycrest
    Hollycrest
    True.
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    That moment when you kinda wish this was real.
    How I react to character deaths


    Book:


    *cries for an hour, then mentally holds a funeral*


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    Movie:


    *cries very loudly until the movie is over and then vows to kill the screenwriter*


    raw



    TV show:


    *sits there, shocked, unable to process it, and then screams*


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    Anime:


    *is inconsolable for days, cries at the slightest mention of the character's name, and then goes on a flaming rampage to kill whoever killed said character*


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    AnimeGenork
    AnimeGenork
    I get way too attached to characters


    So even some of the minor ones get like an hour of cry time
    Idea
    Idea
    Yeah.. I just kinda get eye boggled when I see a death and go like "ok then" , but then I scroll down and see the comments of "feelz waves"
    AnimeGenork
    AnimeGenork
    I have stronger feels than most people I know ;-;
    So my English teacher like broke her leg or something like a week before school started, right? We had a long term sub for the first marking period, right?


    Well, for some reason, they had her leave, but our actual teacher wasn't going to come back for another week.


    They give us the same sub for a week, and she's slow as hell and the rest of the class still isn't done the damn play we're reading.


    Now our actual teacher's doctor advised her to stay home another week, so we still have the same sub.


    And for reasons unknown, this sub thinks she can do whatever she wants and give us whatever fucking assignments come to mind instead of following the notes our teacher gave her. Now we have to write a fucking paragraph about a fucking character for no goddamn reason, only just cuz this sub thinks she's our actual fucking teacher.


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    *exhale*


    I feel better now.
    The Woes of My Fangirling


    *looks at Elliot Nightray*

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    *looks at Landon Emmick*

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    *looks at Kile Woodwork*

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    ...


    ...


    DAMMIT ALL THESE DAMN BLOND BOYS
    Other Weebs/Otakus: Well... you're intense about your anime and manga, aren't you?


    Me: Yup.


    Other Book Nerds: Well... you're intense about your books, aren't you?


    Me: Yup.


    Other Cartoon Geeks: Well... you're intense about your cartoons, aren't you?


    Me: Yup.


    Other TV Dorks: Well... you're intense about your TV shows, aren't you?


    Me: Yup.


    Other Otome Game Players: Well... you're intense about your otome games, aren't you?


    Me: Yup.


    Mom: Well... you're intense about your fangirling, aren't you?


    Me: Of course, Mom. This is how you raised me.


    Mom: I love you, too, sweetie.


    THAT RARE MOMENT WHEN YOUR MOTHER UNDERSTANDS
    Should I throw this at people next time I hear someone say they hate anime....?


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    ....


    Oh, wait, no, how about this:


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    Somebody been served
    BrokenRemedy
    BrokenRemedy
    I never thought I would see the day... I've never seen a specimine such as this one... so lifeless... so empty... but so devoted to anime... *shudders*
    AnimeGenork
    AnimeGenork
    I'm the most intense weeb I know


    You made a mistake visiting this profile
    BrokenRemedy
    BrokenRemedy
    I regret it all...
    Well I just freaked myself out needlessly about an assignment for Driver's Ed. T_T


    I need to chillax....watch some Fairy Tail or cuddle with Elliot-kun or something....


    My conscience right now:


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    Meanwhile I'm like:


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