bastion
just a little guy
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I've done this whole public journaling thing before, hell I'm technically doing it on Twitter currently, but it never seems to really help me. I think that's because I'm seeking some interaction out of it. I don't know if I just want to feel seen or find people who relate or what. Anyway, here I am trying it out once again to see if I find any catharsis in this new forum.
Now on to the actual journal...
Now on to the actual journal...
Right now I'm feeling unmoored from time. Makes sense, given I've been taking clonazepam daily for a few months now, just to run out due to me not staying on top of my appointments and meds. So now I've been without it for about a week, and apparently a symptom of withdrawal from it is short-term memory fuckery. Also headaches. Nausea. Chills.
Anyway, just had therapy and finally brought up the long list of things I'm struggling with. Most of it was just getting it on the record, honestly, but did get some help with the meds situation and advice on handling appointments. My therapist sent an email to the scheduling person asking her to call me to make an appointment with my prescriber. Hopefully that will happen tomorrow, because if not I'll have to make the call and initiating it is the hardest part. My therapist also suggested I sign release forms for all my doctors allowing my partner access to my medical information, and more importantly, the ability to schedule appointments for me. Now I just need to get myself to actually do it...
There's more I planned to talk about but I'm just... so tired. Gonna go chill with my partner.