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pretty sure the dead corpses can walk across on their own two feet.

lazy vamps.
 
This thread isn't dead, nor am I. Though kinda came close >> universe seems to have it out for me and my family this year. Lots of serious medical issues have been cropping up one after the other all year and this month kinda hit a peak.

Luckily, we actually have a bunch of collabs about finished and lined up for posting.
 
This thread isn't dead, nor am I. Though kinda came close >> universe seems to have it out for me and my family this year. Lots of serious medical issues have been cropping up one after the other all year and this month kinda hit a peak.

Luckily, we actually have a bunch of collabs about finished and lined up for posting.
....right.
 
I know. I read them all?
Then what the fuck could you possibly want? Pictures of my dad in the hospital? Maybe photos of all the incisions mom has now from numerous procedure? How about a note from the doctor saying my grandpa needs surgery on his spinal cord? The notice from the insurance company fucking him over by saying it's an elective operation and they won't pay for it? Oh, I know, maybe the X-rays from my younger sister that shows she has the same thing that contributed heavily in our older sister's death?
 
Then what the fuck could you possibly want? Pictures of my dad in the hospital? Maybe photos of all the incisions mom has now from numerous procedure? How about a note from the doctor saying my grandpa needs surgery on his spinal cord? The notice from the insurance company fucking him over by saying it's an elective operation and they won't pay for it? Oh, I know, maybe the X-rays from my younger sister that shows she has the same thing that contributed heavily in our older sister's death?
You done?
 
You done?
Don't yea act like shes the issue here bud.

I get were this is coming from, there are untold amounts of people here who use the excuse their family is in the hostpital to get out of even the smallest lapses of time they've been away. I ain't about to point fingers into the seething mases of folks out there, but yea get the picture. It's used often.

Quite a few rps have died because of such things going on, and some have had hiccups because of it.

But heres the reason why people use that excuse, it's because it's a very disruptive and frightening thing to deal with. Health is a serious issue, and when one of your parents or grandparents( seriously Yuuki get that granny to the damn hostpital) siblings or anybody close to you has to have surgery for one of the imnumerable things that can go wrong in this day and age.

It's horrifying, hell it makes you drop everything. Because unfortunately this is a not something extremely important. This is a hobby.

Something for fun.

Not a business.

Not a religious activity(thought the sonic fandom may argue this, along with shrek).

Not something required during a person's daily life.

You get me?

As such look whats happening here, she told us that she has been going through some issues with her family's health, you decided that wasn't true and shes just trying to hide behind an excuse and tried to call herout on it.

This how ever is not a matter for debate, when such a thing is stated you give your condolences and start again with picking up where you left off. Yea don't pursue, yea don't badger, yea don't act all petty about a thing that doesn't bloody matter.

Because all it does it invite folks to slap yea on the wrist or get yer ass kicked out. And what if, you are in fact wrong?

That means yea insulted somebody when they are extremely worried, stressed, very likely sleep deprived(seriously yuuki yea gotta head to bed earlier than 4 am :P) and yea cause others not to want to associate with you, especially after pulling that piece of work.

You were getting posts, their god damn lined up to be done and posted, there was no reason or need for this.

But yea decided to be petty.

Even when other folks are chiming in vouching for her words.

Yea tried to call a bluff when there was no need, and mate yea gotta fold now. Because there ain't no scratching yer way outa this one.

Cause folks got a lot of better things to do then to prove their missfortunes to some faceless jack ass on the internet who does know how to just let things slide and focus on something worth while.
 
Don't yea act like shes the issue here bud.

I get were this is coming from, there are untold amounts of people here who use the excuse their family is in the hostpital to get out of even the smallest lapses of time they've been away. I ain't about to point fingers into the seething mases of folks out there, but yea get the picture. It's used often.

Quite a few rps have died because of such things going on, and some have had hiccups because of it.

But heres the reason why people use that excuse, it's because it's a very disruptive and frightening thing to deal with. Health is a serious issue, and when one of your parents or grandparents( seriously Yuuki get that granny to the damn hostpital) siblings or anybody close to you has to have surgery for one of the imnumerable things that can go wrong in this day and age.

It's horrifying, hell it makes you drop everything. Because unfortunately this is a not something extremely important. This is a hobby.

Something for fun.

Not a business.

Not a religious activity(thought the sonic fandom may argue this, along with shrek).

Not something required during a person's daily life.

You get me?

As such look whats happening here, she told us that she has been going through some issues with her family's health, you decided that wasn't true and shes just trying to hide behind an excuse and tried to call herout on it.

This how ever is not a matter for debate, when such a thing is stated you give your condolences and start again with picking up where you left off. Yea don't pursue, yea don't badger, yea don't act all petty about a thing that doesn't bloody matter.

Because all it does it invite folks to slap yea on the wrist or get yer ass kicked out. And what if, you are in fact wrong?

That means yea insulted somebody when they are extremely worried, stressed, very likely sleep deprived(seriously yuuki yea gotta head to bed earlier than 4 am :P) and yea cause others not to want to associate with you, especially after pulling that piece of work.

You were getting posts, their god damn lined up to be done and posted, there was no reason or need for this.

But yea decided to be petty.

Even when other folks are chiming in vouching for her words.

Yea tried to call a bluff when there was no need, and mate yea gotta fold now. Because there ain't no scratching yer way outa this one.

Cause folks got a lot of better things to do then to prove their missfortunes to some faceless jack ass on the internet who does know how to just let things slide and focus on something worth while.
Mate, realize you wrote that long winded post about something I really dont care about. Did I go and say, "Good bitch, how your whole family dies." Or something to that effect? No. So I didnt insult anyone. Kage FELT insulted despite no insult was thrown. I said that I simply didnt trust her as a GM and that still stands. She doesnt like it? Tough.

I didnt ask her what happened. I didnt ask for an explanation. I didnt ask for anything. She came in here saying that "Hey, this isnt dead yet." After it has been at a stand still for weeks.

Now, I could do thr same thing she did and write about how Im the one giving my terminal cancer uncle his injections because he refuses treatment. Or how my grandmother is in her deathbed downstairs right now and Im the only one capable of helping her (only person with some med training in a family of 5). My father is disabled and epliptic and my brother is as useless as a dead seasponge. Oh! How about the fact that my mom is about to lose her brother and her mother in the same breath and she loves both of them to the ends of the earth. What do you think THAT is gonna do to her huh?

Could talk about how her family is lucky to even have insurance. Mine hasnt had any for 4 years. Any hits we've taken, illnesses we got, fact I got into a fight and cracked some ribs because someone ran over my dog? We had to deal with all that....well I had to.

How about the fact that Oh, newsflash I, for the first time in my life, have landed a decent job and am making decent money. Finally when things are lookin up, someone steals my bank information and I have to file for fraud and identity theft. I got bills to pay this week that I now cant because why? All my accounts have been frozen. Wanna know what they said when I filed my claim? "Oh well little bitch. That sounds like a you problem."


So....I want you and everyone reading this to realize that this isnt a dick measuring contest. Kage can have the trophy for the "Fuck! My life sucks!" Award. I didnt come here to share my problems with ya'll. I come here....to get AWAY from all of my problems. If only for the smallest amount of time.

So you have got me 50 shades of fucked up if you think Im going to sit here and have sympathy for someone who is barely my acquaintance. Ill offer my "condolences" to people who calmly explain why they have been absent for so long. Not people who get insulted by the fact that them disappearing has reprecussions. If you didnt care about the reprecussions of leaving everyone here for weeks then you know what? Fine. I can accept that.

But that wasn't Kage's angle. Oh no. What she tried to do....was make me FEEL BAD. She tried to make me think "Oh shit, I fucked up here." She tried to guilt trip me. How dare I not trust her as a GM when she has been dealing with all these horrible, horrible problems in the real world. Oh WOE is her.

Everyone's got fucking problems and I have got more than enough of my own before I start worrying about someone who isnt even a friend. Im not sorry. I dont feel bad. My statement still stands.

I.dont.trust.her. to continue leading this roleplay effectively. She wants me trust her again? Prove it. I have said like 4 times already. Prove you are worth following. Until then, ill roleplay but donr expect me to believe you are going to stick around this time.

Period. Im not throwing myself a pity party over here. Im too busy, getting shit done and Oh btw? Ive been GMing in two roleplays and just started up a new one. I lost one though due to players arguing. So theres that. And I have managed to keep up with my responbilities on RPN, work a 60 hour-a-week job, and take care of the sick members of my family as the only medical-professional-in-training in this entire household.

You know what helps take the edge off? Roleplaying here and escaping my problems for awhile.

Otherwise, and you can ask AngelicSavant AngelicSavant what I told her like two nights ago, my best friend is a bottle of scotch and the pillow of my bed. Because the pillow wont tell anyone about a 22 year old, drunk man crying silently in the latest hours of the night by himself.

So fucking SPARE me your problems. I didnt ask because I dont care. Realise that not all people are the same. That everyone has problems. And that SOME people and God forgive me for this, dont want to fucking hear it when they have got enough of their own. Especially from a girl that barely reaches the level of acquaintance. I....do not.....give.....a fuck....about your problems if you are going scream them at me in an attempt to guilt trip me. Make me feel bad and remorseful.

I truly dont. I just told you that I dont trust you. That doesnt mean explain why you havent been around. It means I dont trust you. And thats final.

And I honestly doubt you care that I trust you or not. You got enough of your own problems dont you? Well consider us even. Now you know what Im going through and I know what your going through KageYuuki KageYuuki even though we really dont care about each others problems because, and I repeat, WE HAVE GOT ENOUGH OF OUR OWN PROBLEMS TO WORRYING ABOUT OTHERS.

Can we PLEASE move the fuck on now?
 
Mate, realize you wrote that long winded post about something I really dont care about. Did I go and say, "Good bitch, how your whole family dies." Or something to that effect? No. So I didnt insult anyone. Kage FELT insulted despite no insult was thrown. I said that I simply didnt trust her as a GM and that still stands. She doesnt like it? Tough.

I didnt ask her what happened. I didnt ask for an explanation. I didnt ask for anything. She came in here saying that "Hey, this isnt dead yet." After it has been at a stand still for weeks.

Now, I could do thr same thing she did and write about how Im the one giving my terminal cancer uncle his injections because he refuses treatment. Or how my grandmother is in her deathbed downstairs right now and Im the only one capable of helping her (only person with some med training in a family of 5). My father is disabled and epliptic and my brother is as useless as a dead seasponge. Oh! How about the fact that my mom is about to lose her brother and her mother in the same breath and she loves both of them to the ends of the earth. What do you think THAT is gonna do to her huh?

Could talk about how her family is lucky to even have insurance. Mine hasnt had any for 4 years. Any hits we've taken, illnesses we got, fact I got into a fight and cracked some ribs because someone ran over my dog? We had to deal with all that....well I had to.

How about the fact that Oh, newsflash I, for the first time in my life, have landed a decent job and am making decent money. Finally when things are lookin up, someone steals my bank information and I have to file for fraud and identity theft. I got bills to pay this week that I now cant because why? All my accounts have been frozen. Wanna know what they said when I filed my claim? "Oh well little bitch. That sounds like a you problem."


So....I want you and everyone reading this to realize that this isnt a dick measuring contest. Kage can have the trophy for the "Fuck! My life sucks!" Award. I didnt come here to share my problems with ya'll. I come here....to get AWAY from all of my problems. If only for the smallest amount of time.

So you have got me 50 shades of fucked up if you think Im going to sit here and have sympathy for someone who is barely my acquaintance. Ill offer my "condolences" to people who calmly explain why they have been absent for so long. Not people who get insulted by the fact that them disappearing has reprecussions. If you didnt care about the reprecussions of leaving everyone here for weeks then you know what? Fine. I can accept that.

But that wasn't Kage's angle. Oh no. What she tried to do....was make me FEEL BAD. She tried to make me think "Oh shit, I fucked up here." She tried to guilt trip me. How dare I not trust her as a GM when she has been dealing with all these horrible, horrible problems in the real world. Oh WOE is her.

Everyone's got fucking problems and I have got more than enough of my own before I start worrying about someone who isnt even a friend. Im not sorry. I dont feel bad. My statement still stands.

I.dont.trust.her. to continue leading this roleplay effectively. She wants me trust her again? Prove it. I have said like 4 times already. Prove you are worth following. Until then, ill roleplay but donr expect me to believe you are going to stick around this time.

Period. Im not throwing myself a pity party over here. Im too busy, getting shit done and Oh btw? Ive been GMing in two roleplays and just started up a new one. I lost one though due to players arguing. So theres that. And I have managed to keep up with my responbilities on RPN, work a 60 hour-a-week job, and take care of the sick members of my family as the only medical-professional-in-training in this entire household.

You know what helps take the edge off? Roleplaying here and escaping my problems for awhile.

Otherwise, and you can ask AngelicSavant AngelicSavant what I told her like two nights ago, my best friend is a bottle of scotch and the pillow of my bed. Because the pillow wont tell anyone about a 22 year old, drunk man crying silently in the latest hours of the night by himself.

So fucking SPARE me your problems. I didnt ask because I dont care. Realise that not all people are the same. That everyone has problems. And that SOME people and God forgive me for this, dont want to fucking hear it when they have got enough of their own. Especially from a girl that barely reaches the level of acquaintance. I....do not.....give.....a fuck....about your problems if you are going scream them at me in an attempt to guilt trip me. Make me feel bad and remorseful.

I truly dont. I just told you that I dont trust you. That doesnt mean explain why you havent been around. It means I dont trust you. And thats final.

And I honestly doubt you care that I trust you or not. You got enough of your own problems dont you? Well consider us even. Now you know what Im going through and I know what your going through KageYuuki KageYuuki even though we really dont care about each others problems because, and I repeat, WE HAVE GOT ENOUGH OF OUR OWN PROBLEMS TO WORRYING ABOUT OTHERS.

Can we PLEASE move the fuck on now?
You done?

My condolences for all you have gone through and continue to deal with.
 
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