S h i s h a
Junior Member
I've been RPing for a few years now and I've had a few run ins where partners and roleplays would dominate my life (unintentionally). I would be so swept up in making sure I wrote great posts and posted ASAP, always on the verge of worrying if my partner was happy. Or if they even cared about my characters the same way I had become invested in theirs. I would hear them plot about their OCs and leave mine in the dust. It made me too anxious to write. Or if I went on vacation, I'd worry my partners would be gone even though they knew I'd be coming back in a week or two weeks time. I know this is a lot to unload, and being new here and all, but I can't help but wonder if anyone else has these kinds of negative feelings crop up from time to time. I try to keep my distance, mentally and emotionally these days so if ghosting happens or I feel a bit like the story is one sided. But I still do enjoy writing with people. I just wonder if anyone else has become dependent on a RP or partner or had similar kinds of feelings about feeling good enough or included enough in a plot.