desti
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The anger inside of him was slowly dying out as he stood there with Leanah in his arms. Obviously Adian was still upset about everything, but he wasn’t capable of staying mad for long. Maybe once he’d talk to Sir Arthor, it’d all come back to him, but he doubted it. He wasn’t great at arguing, nor fighting. Adian knew he wouldn’t be able to threaten anyone or fight them, so he just planned on talking to Sir Arthor about what had happened and find out more and prevent it from happening again.
Neither of them wanted to go back to the feast, but that was fine. Lady Carlys seemed to understand and nobody had caused a scene when they’d left. While Adian had always found it exciting to think about a bedding ceremony, now it just seemed out of place and he wanted none of it. A quiet night with Leanah sounded just fine to him. He wanted to hold her and tell her that it would all be alright and maybe that would be their one good memory of their wedding.
“Do you want to go to our room?”
"I'd like that."
With that, Adian nodded and they headed off towards Leanah’s room that was now his as well. It was a bit strange how real it all was now, but Adian liked it. He wanted to spend his life with her, but he hoped that she would learn how to be happy eventually. He’d be there for her, obviously, and tonight he’d try to make sure that she at least wouldn’t go to bed upset. At least the end of their day could be happy, or at least not as sad.
“You looked so beautiful today, Leanah,” he said for probably the hundredth time in the last few hours.
“Thank you.”
That made Adian smile a little as he looked away from her. Leanah had truly looked so pretty as she walked towards him in the Sept. He hadn’t been able to take his eyes off of her, much less notice that something was wrong. Leanah looked as beautiful as the Maiden herself and Adian had just been so mesmerized by her. He still was, actually, and he thought he’d always be.
All Adian could do then was lean over to press a kiss against her head, since he wasn’t sure what else to say. He could tell her that it was sad she didn’t enjoy her own wedding, but that might just make her more upset. It’d make him upset, probably. Everything Adian could say just sounded like it would potentially make both of them feel worse and obviously he didn’t want that.
Then Leanah stopped and that confused Adian for a moment as he came to a halt too. He looked over to her before she grabbed onto his arm and leant up to kiss him truly. It felt so nice, even if it made him a little bit sad. Adian brought his hand up to her cheek, stroking his thumb against her cheekbone while he kissed her gently. Too soon, Leanah pulled away from him.
"I like you, Adian."
“I like you, too,” Adian mumbled and chuckled a little.
"I'm happy that I got to marry you."
Though it didn’t really seem like that by how she acted the whole day, Adian wanted to believe her when she said that. It did sound so sweet and he felt that way, he knew that for sure. Adian wanted her to be happy and not feel like he was forcing her into something that she did not want.
“I hope so.”
"I'm very lucky."
“Me too,” Adian mumbled while he kept stroking his fingers against her cheek.
With that, Leanah leant up again to kiss him so sweetly. Adian moved his other hand to her waist to pull her closer to him, sighing into the kiss. Leanah’s hands were on his shoulders and her touch felt so nice, but Adian didn’t let himself get too carried away in his imagination. She just seemed so upset and it didn’t feel right to think such things at this moment.
Adian pulled away from the kiss again and kissed her forehead, as he turned to walk again, wrapping his arm around her waist. As they walked, Leanah leant towards him a little and that made Adian smile again. They reached her room in silence, but it didn’t feel uncomfortable to him and he hoped that was the same for Leanah as well. Adian let go of her then and opened the door for her.
They walked inside and Adian closed the door behind him. He smiled at her as he found himself relaxing a little bit more now that they were alone. It felt a lot better to be alone with Leanah in the privacy of their room, rather than in the feast or out in the hallway.
"Do you want to sleep?"
“I don’t mind. We can talk more, if you’d like,” Adian shrugged as he went to sit down on the bed.
"About what?" Leanah asked as she sat down next to him.
“Anything,” Adian chuckled, looking over at her, “what’s on your mind?”
"I'm worried I won't be good enough for you."
At that, Adian sighed and reached over to take her hand in his, “Leanah…”
Neither of them wanted to go back to the feast, but that was fine. Lady Carlys seemed to understand and nobody had caused a scene when they’d left. While Adian had always found it exciting to think about a bedding ceremony, now it just seemed out of place and he wanted none of it. A quiet night with Leanah sounded just fine to him. He wanted to hold her and tell her that it would all be alright and maybe that would be their one good memory of their wedding.
“Do you want to go to our room?”
"I'd like that."
With that, Adian nodded and they headed off towards Leanah’s room that was now his as well. It was a bit strange how real it all was now, but Adian liked it. He wanted to spend his life with her, but he hoped that she would learn how to be happy eventually. He’d be there for her, obviously, and tonight he’d try to make sure that she at least wouldn’t go to bed upset. At least the end of their day could be happy, or at least not as sad.
“You looked so beautiful today, Leanah,” he said for probably the hundredth time in the last few hours.
“Thank you.”
That made Adian smile a little as he looked away from her. Leanah had truly looked so pretty as she walked towards him in the Sept. He hadn’t been able to take his eyes off of her, much less notice that something was wrong. Leanah looked as beautiful as the Maiden herself and Adian had just been so mesmerized by her. He still was, actually, and he thought he’d always be.
All Adian could do then was lean over to press a kiss against her head, since he wasn’t sure what else to say. He could tell her that it was sad she didn’t enjoy her own wedding, but that might just make her more upset. It’d make him upset, probably. Everything Adian could say just sounded like it would potentially make both of them feel worse and obviously he didn’t want that.
Then Leanah stopped and that confused Adian for a moment as he came to a halt too. He looked over to her before she grabbed onto his arm and leant up to kiss him truly. It felt so nice, even if it made him a little bit sad. Adian brought his hand up to her cheek, stroking his thumb against her cheekbone while he kissed her gently. Too soon, Leanah pulled away from him.
"I like you, Adian."
“I like you, too,” Adian mumbled and chuckled a little.
"I'm happy that I got to marry you."
Though it didn’t really seem like that by how she acted the whole day, Adian wanted to believe her when she said that. It did sound so sweet and he felt that way, he knew that for sure. Adian wanted her to be happy and not feel like he was forcing her into something that she did not want.
“I hope so.”
"I'm very lucky."
“Me too,” Adian mumbled while he kept stroking his fingers against her cheek.
With that, Leanah leant up again to kiss him so sweetly. Adian moved his other hand to her waist to pull her closer to him, sighing into the kiss. Leanah’s hands were on his shoulders and her touch felt so nice, but Adian didn’t let himself get too carried away in his imagination. She just seemed so upset and it didn’t feel right to think such things at this moment.
Adian pulled away from the kiss again and kissed her forehead, as he turned to walk again, wrapping his arm around her waist. As they walked, Leanah leant towards him a little and that made Adian smile again. They reached her room in silence, but it didn’t feel uncomfortable to him and he hoped that was the same for Leanah as well. Adian let go of her then and opened the door for her.
They walked inside and Adian closed the door behind him. He smiled at her as he found himself relaxing a little bit more now that they were alone. It felt a lot better to be alone with Leanah in the privacy of their room, rather than in the feast or out in the hallway.
"Do you want to sleep?"
“I don’t mind. We can talk more, if you’d like,” Adian shrugged as he went to sit down on the bed.
"About what?" Leanah asked as she sat down next to him.
“Anything,” Adian chuckled, looking over at her, “what’s on your mind?”
"I'm worried I won't be good enough for you."
At that, Adian sighed and reached over to take her hand in his, “Leanah…”