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After spending time with Arthor, Leanah had imagined it would be difficult to see Lord Adian. What she had done was wrong, but it was over now. Instead of being difficult, it felt easier. She had let go of Arthor. The initial pain no longer lingered in the pits of her stomach. If anything the weight had been lifted off her shoulders. For once she felt happy on her own and with herself, and it had brought her closure to spend one last night with Arthor.
Leanah should have felt guilty, but she didn’t.
Now everything was in the past, giving her the opportunity to bond with Adian. That was a good thing. He would be her husband, and he was the one who deserved her kindness and love. Though she would always love Arthor as her friend, Leanah didn’t think it would be difficult for her to like Adian. He had been so kind to her, and their conversations were pleasant. Being in his company was enjoyable, and Leanah quite liked being around him.
It was late in the evening when Adian knocked at her door. Leanah thought that it was perhaps a little inappropriate of her to invite him into her room, but she didn’t mind it. Soon it would be dark outside, and she was expected to be in bed by then, but what harm would come from spending some time with Adian. He had been respectful towards her in the past, and Leanah trusted him that he wouldn’t do anything stupid. Neither would she do anything stupid. All she wanted was to get to know him and let him know that she was interested in him.
“It was nice, but perhaps a little boring.”
Leanah looked at Adian with a slight smile. He was handsome. Now that the thought of Arthor was no longer bothering her, it felt easier for her to see Adian as her future husband instead of some man who was ruining her chances to be with Arthor. She walked away from the door, towards the small table in her room. There was only one chair by it, and instead of sitting down in it, she left if for Adian as she leaned against the table.
"That makes two of us then,” Adian chuckled, walking a little closer to her.
“You can sit down if you want.”
When Adian thanked her and nodded, Leanah only smiled. She watched as he sat down in the chair, and it felt a little strange to be so close to her in their room. They had never been together so privately before. Usually they would walk through the castle together or sit in the gardens where people were always watching. Leanah decided not to think too much of it as it also felt nice to be with him a little more privately, without the worries of someone watching them.
“Why was your day boring?”
"I suppose it's because nothing exciting happened. I figured I'd fix that and go see you,” he chuckled.
“I’m glad you decided to do that.”
"Good. I hope I'm not bothering you."
“You never bother me,” Leanah smiled.
"That's good. I wouldn't want to do that."
Because of how sweet Adian was, Leanah doubted he would ever be able to bother her. Perhaps that would change once they would be married and she would have to see him every day for the rest of her life, but she doubted that as well. She thought it also would be easy for her to talk to him if she needed some time alone, and she would be respectful towards him as well if he needed time alone. Suddenly the thought of them marrying sounded sweet, and Leanah was almost looking forward to it, even if she worried slightly.
“You can come here whenever if you’d like. I don’t mind.”
"You'll regret saying that,” Adian chuckled.
Leanah chuckled too, shaking her head slightly, “no, I won’t.”
When their gaze met, there was a strange glint in his eyes. Leanah found herself getting lost in them. A slight blush rose to her cheeks, and she wanted to look away. She couldn’t. Instead, she impulsively reached for his hand, taking it in both of hers so she could stroke her thumbs over his knuckles.
“I like having you here.”
"I like being here."
“Good,” Leanah said with a smile.
At first, Leanah felt pathetic for taking his hand, but when Adian put his other hand over hers, it felt sweet. It was a nice gesture, and she blushed again, making her feel pathetic again. She felt like a child, but it was impossible not to feel happy and comforted by his touch. Gently she squeezed his hand, trying to calm down as her cheeks felt warm. Adian squeezed her hands then, and his smile didn’t make it any easier to calm down. Leanah gave up on trying to fight it, chuckling quietly as she looked away, feeling a little embarrassed by herself.
“Are you still nervous?” Leanah asked, still holding his hand.
Leanah should have felt guilty, but she didn’t.
Now everything was in the past, giving her the opportunity to bond with Adian. That was a good thing. He would be her husband, and he was the one who deserved her kindness and love. Though she would always love Arthor as her friend, Leanah didn’t think it would be difficult for her to like Adian. He had been so kind to her, and their conversations were pleasant. Being in his company was enjoyable, and Leanah quite liked being around him.
It was late in the evening when Adian knocked at her door. Leanah thought that it was perhaps a little inappropriate of her to invite him into her room, but she didn’t mind it. Soon it would be dark outside, and she was expected to be in bed by then, but what harm would come from spending some time with Adian. He had been respectful towards her in the past, and Leanah trusted him that he wouldn’t do anything stupid. Neither would she do anything stupid. All she wanted was to get to know him and let him know that she was interested in him.
“It was nice, but perhaps a little boring.”
Leanah looked at Adian with a slight smile. He was handsome. Now that the thought of Arthor was no longer bothering her, it felt easier for her to see Adian as her future husband instead of some man who was ruining her chances to be with Arthor. She walked away from the door, towards the small table in her room. There was only one chair by it, and instead of sitting down in it, she left if for Adian as she leaned against the table.
"That makes two of us then,” Adian chuckled, walking a little closer to her.
“You can sit down if you want.”
When Adian thanked her and nodded, Leanah only smiled. She watched as he sat down in the chair, and it felt a little strange to be so close to her in their room. They had never been together so privately before. Usually they would walk through the castle together or sit in the gardens where people were always watching. Leanah decided not to think too much of it as it also felt nice to be with him a little more privately, without the worries of someone watching them.
“Why was your day boring?”
"I suppose it's because nothing exciting happened. I figured I'd fix that and go see you,” he chuckled.
“I’m glad you decided to do that.”
"Good. I hope I'm not bothering you."
“You never bother me,” Leanah smiled.
"That's good. I wouldn't want to do that."
Because of how sweet Adian was, Leanah doubted he would ever be able to bother her. Perhaps that would change once they would be married and she would have to see him every day for the rest of her life, but she doubted that as well. She thought it also would be easy for her to talk to him if she needed some time alone, and she would be respectful towards him as well if he needed time alone. Suddenly the thought of them marrying sounded sweet, and Leanah was almost looking forward to it, even if she worried slightly.
“You can come here whenever if you’d like. I don’t mind.”
"You'll regret saying that,” Adian chuckled.
Leanah chuckled too, shaking her head slightly, “no, I won’t.”
When their gaze met, there was a strange glint in his eyes. Leanah found herself getting lost in them. A slight blush rose to her cheeks, and she wanted to look away. She couldn’t. Instead, she impulsively reached for his hand, taking it in both of hers so she could stroke her thumbs over his knuckles.
“I like having you here.”
"I like being here."
“Good,” Leanah said with a smile.
At first, Leanah felt pathetic for taking his hand, but when Adian put his other hand over hers, it felt sweet. It was a nice gesture, and she blushed again, making her feel pathetic again. She felt like a child, but it was impossible not to feel happy and comforted by his touch. Gently she squeezed his hand, trying to calm down as her cheeks felt warm. Adian squeezed her hands then, and his smile didn’t make it any easier to calm down. Leanah gave up on trying to fight it, chuckling quietly as she looked away, feeling a little embarrassed by herself.
“Are you still nervous?” Leanah asked, still holding his hand.