~If you know, you know~ Nothing is more annoying than creating a climax scene only to change it midway through because the main character disagrees with the chosen path. You might be wondering how that is even possible when I am the author and creator of said character. Creating scenery and plot...
The one time my family acknowledges my writing ability. "You're good at writing, can you write something in honor of your grandmother who just passed away"
Sure... I'll write something in honor of the woman who literally made me feel like shit my entire life.
Why do I even bother getting up anymore Can I just sleep until 2020 is over?
Parting is such sweet sorrow... and though harsh words cut me, I will forget them and simply hold onto the twisted version of "I love you" that I got all my life. May you Rest In Peace.
Unfortunately when you put your life on pause the world doesn't wait, it simply keeps going. Now I find when I'm ready to get back in it... It's over and I'm not ready to say goodbye.
To all my current partners. Between fighting a cold and dealing with work I haven't had much energy to put into posts. Hope to be able to get back at it soon!