Just pull the trigger
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Back on the west coast.... After watching weather report.
huh... I totally forgot that there were still winter storms going on.
*looks outside...*sunshine and high of 80 degrees.
2 hrs of sleep... stayed up too late and was rudely awaken from our poor house being a victim of... a hit and run?
When empathy can no longer be felt and words are still spoken believe me when I tell you that you will come across as judgmental and uncaring.
It's raining... The sky can cry for me because I just don't have anymore tears to shed.
Hey~ I miss you~ +Hugs tightly before letting go.+
Why bother trying when it only leads to the cruel reality that I am truly nothing.
I'm off to create an adventure... maybe I'll come back inspired...
I just want to rp....
I accidentally freaked out my cousin last night....
Me: You didn't have to come get me. I was perfectly content with wandering aimlessly around the neighborhood.
Cousin: Well given your state of mind I was worried you might... end up in traffic or something.
Me: nah... that's no guarantee I would die from that and getting hit by a car would not be a fun thing to survive...
Cousin: ...
So the other day we were at the zoo and my 3 year old niece wanted to ride the carousel. Did she want her totally awesome aunt to take her? Nope she wanted poppie... (aka grandpa). So I took her 7 month old sister and decided she needed to ride the carousel too. (yes I totally just wanted an excuse to ride the carousel too)
Dont ever lie to yourself.
LUCKY CHARMS IS NOW GLUTEN FREE!!!! **DIES** but I'm like... dieting.... :ph34r: I'm gonna eat it anyways...
just feel like i'm slowly losing the battle....
That moment when you feel that you're drifting from everyone... including yourself... and you're okay with it.
If only I could just be... someone else... to start again... to... just... not be me....
I need amusement in my life...
I think i'm at a place where I can jump on here a bit more so than what I have been... It's been a long month but cheers to the new year... and new me!
Death beckons my soul to end it all.... yet I just cannot seem to heed the call.
Resistance is getting harder... my soul is growing weaker.
Death you're so inviting.
2015-2016 The year of hell...
You say you can understand how you wronged me... how you hurt me... but you're still breathing.
If you truly understood the hell you dragged me through... would you still breathe with such ease?
Happier spirits today... hoping to get in the replies that are needed and get things caught up...I miss it soooo much. Please be patient with me.
Give me a chance he says....
why ask a chance from something that you killed months ago? -
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