Realistic or Modern WestHaven University (Cast)

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At last, the long awaited Character Sheet page! All character sheets must include (but certainly are not limited to:

- Basic Info: Name, Age, Major (and minor, if this applies), Gender, Sexuality
- Personality: Basic (at least one paragraph), likes, dislikes, and other miscellaneous facts are optional
-Appearance: at least one photograph, a description is optional
-History: at least two paragraphs

And...that's really all! Feel free to add more if you'd like (I probably will be!) Coding is not required, but it very highly recommended! As a reminder all sheets must be reacted to by me before they are able to be posted for IC. That's all! Have fun!​

 

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Samantha

My anxiety keeps me silent makes it hard to breathe

basics

FULLNAME.

Samantha Jones.​

NICKNAME.

Sammy, Sam.​

AGE.

18.​

D.O.B.

May 13.​

ZODIAC.

Taurus.​

GENDER.

Female.​

PRONOUNS.

She/Her.​

FACE CLAIM.

Jaz Sinclair.​

HEIGHT.

5'5.​

BODY MODS.

N/A.​

SEXUALITY.

Bisexual.​

ROMANTIC ORIENTATION.

Biromantic.​

P.O.B.

Pennsylvania.​

ACADEMIC LEVEL.

Freshman.​

OCCUPATION.

Waitress/Tutor.​

misc

LIKES.

Jeopardy.
Coding.
Competition.
Romance Novels
Heavy Metal
Control​

DISLIKES.

Sweaters.
Exercise
Cats
Mention of her brother
Cleaning​

PETS.

One hamster named Timmy.​

TRIVIA FACTS.

Middle child with six siblings.
Is often brain fried, and forgets to eat/sleep/do basic things to prevent her from dying
Book smart, people dumb.
Sings in the shower.
Finds comic books confusing.​

THEME SONGS.

TBD​

personality

POSITIVE TRAITS.

Ambitious
Responsible
Loyal
Tenacious
Passionate​

NEGATIVE TRAITS.

Neurotic
Messy
Shitty communicator
Blunt
Immature​

relevant history

Samantha Jones was born the middle child of a working class family, who lived in a cramped apartment in Phildelphia Pennsylvania. With two older brothers, one older sister, a younger brother, and two little sisters, Samantha's life was hectic from the very beginning. And when you're trying to manage raising 7 children, it's only natural that staying calm wouldn't exactly be on the list of priorities for Mr and Mrs. Jones. Though they loved their children dearly, circumstances often made it difficult to express their love, since they themselves had almost forgotten how to communicate those feelings through all the stress of their situation. So the love was more often than not unspoken, unless one of the children said it first.

Growing up, the Jones household never had a dull moment. As is usually the case for big families, if somebody wasn't screaming there was usually something worse going on. Since the parents didn't have much time to actually delve into the nitty gritty of parenting as they were busy supporting their family and making sure the children weren't dead, the children didn't end up as great as they could have been, had they gotten enough attention from a parental figure, instead being forced to rely on Tyler, the eldest boy, and Zoey, the eldest girl for parental support.

It was common to be criticized in that household. It was necessary for growth, as their parents said. And if a few unkind words, and disparaging remarks needed to be said in order for that growth to happen then so be it. The children all coped with the incessant critiques in their own way. Mr and Mrs Jones weren't necessarily awful people or parents, they just didn't know any better, which the children all eventually were forced to accept. So they would find other ways to harness that hurt consciously or subconciously. With Sam, she took after her parents. Belittling and name-calling was the norm for her, so she grew to assume that it was to a certain extent, acceptable.

When Sam was 13, there was a free coding class at the local middle school. She and her younger brother Dylan were commanded to go, and though Dylan didn't really keep up with it, Sam fell in love with coding. Using either her parent's or her brother's laptops she would teach herself the other coding languages, and grew more and more engrossed with it. This marked a radical change in the development of Samantha Jones. Before, she was just an ill tempered tween with a decent memory, now just in time for high school, she had a renewed interest in academia. Joining Mathletes, and other student organizations, it was her dream to be the first in her family to get into a great college.

Though there were many hardships on her road to Westhaven, financial burdens, her brother Tyler's death, she through the skin of her teeth made it. The decision to move across states was not recieved well by her parents, who wanted her to stay and work, to support her brother's widow, and toddler, which she denied, which resulted in all of them getting into a huge fight just before she left. Insults were spewed, words that weren't meant were spoken. She hasn't talked to them since.

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significant relationships

PERSON.

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answer.​

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Lucy

basics

FULLNAME.

Lucy Imogen Isaacs.​

NICKNAME.

Luce, Hellspawn​

AGE.

22.​

D.O.B.

JOctober 24.​

ZODIAC.

Scorpio.​

GENDER.

Cis-Female.​

PRONOUNS.

She/Her.​

FACE CLAIM.

Kathryn Prescott.​

HEIGHT.

5'1.​

SEXUALITY.

Heterosexual.​

P.O.B.

California.​

ACADEMIC LEVEL.

Senior.​

OCCUPATION.

Clerk.​

misc

LIKES.

Cooking.
Her daughter.
Gossip.
Being around her circle.
Fashion.
Sleep.​

DISLIKES.

Large crowds.
Perfume.
Being away from her kiddo.
Getting woken up​

PETS.

N/A.​

TRIVIA FACTS.

Heavy sleeper, snores really loudly
Wanted a tattoo, but never got around to getting one
Humungous sweet tooth.
Almost always layered, as she gets cold super easily.
Has a 3 year old daughter named Lily.
Huge introvert.
Taught self to cook. She's having fun with it even if her methods are somewhat..........unique​

personality

POSITIVE TRAITS.

Vivacious.
Protective.
Nurturing.
Trustworthy.
Creative.​

NEGATIVE TRAITS.

Guarded.
Paranoid.
Defensive
Forgetful.
Secretive.
Possessive.​

relevant history

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Lucy grew up not wanting for much, raised by a wealthy family around the LA area. Though financially taken care of, she was often neglected, resulting in her acting out more and more to gain attention, misbehaving, sneaking out of class and things like that. As she got older she started partying, drinking, practicing unsafe sex and other basic delinquent child shit. The real kicker came when near the end of her senior year she had discovered she was pregnant.

Due to her family's wealth, she was able to get accepted into Westhaven, even managing to maintain being a student and a mother as her tuition was being taken care of. But finally her parents had put their foot down in one regard, and it was that it was Lucy's responsibility to cover all financial stuff regarding the kid, resulting in her getting a job for the first time in her life at 18.

Now, she's finally gotten most of her shit together, though there's a visible change from the vivacious fun-loving teen to the somewhat weary single mom, who would much prefer to chill at home with her girl than party or go out.​

significant relationships

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Isaacs

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• Basic Info
• Personality
• Appearance/Gallery
• History

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  Name: Blitz Michael Vaern
  Age: 21
  Major: Cosmetology
  Minor: Theatre, Photography
  Gender: Genderfluid (He/They/It usually)
  Sexuality: Bisexual
  Place of Birth: Atlanta, GA
  
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  Personality:
  A rather interesting person. They are a rather quiet person, but very energetic. It's easy to please them, but also to fluster them. They are very creative, and would rather create friends than enemies. And although they get good grades, it's hard for them to concentrate and their brain is a mess all the time. Sleeping is no problem for them, but video games are, so it's not uncommon to see them up really late (Or early) They'll take any opportunity to make a new friend, and tend to be reluctant towards love. Boundaries will be respected, and they can sort of read a room. But if they get carried away, you might have to shake them back to reality.
  
  
  

  
  Likes:
  -Cats (Maybe a little too much)
  -Lemonade
  -Bright lights
  -Cold, rainy nights
  -Sweet and Sour candy
  -Spicy noodles
  -Digital Art
  -Makeup
  -Anime
  -Video games
  -Track and Field (Not that you'll learn that)
  -Volleyball
  -Skateboards
  -Loud music
  -Furbies
  

  
  Dislikes:
  -Really hot, dry weather
  -Tea
  -Coffee
  -Small dogs
  -Olives
  -Silence
  -Rap music
  -Classical Music
  -"Calm" music
  -Football
  -Children
  -fitting jackets
  -Losing
  -Being shouted at
  
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  Blitz was born in Atlanta, to the north. They have a mother and father, both very busy on the weekdays. They went to a public school, that was pretty high-end, with several clubs and sports available. They usually were left to their own devices at home, having the family work very often. They are the eldest of two children, so caring for a younger sibling wasn't a complete foreign thing. They'd often come home and play with the younger sister, Kelsey. Blitz loved color, and couldn't help but make a few messes with Kelsey. The Vaern household was usually quiet, but it wasn't entirely lonely. They were fairly wealthy, and had many family outings, without the father The mother Blitz and Kelsey dearly, and taught then many life lessons, such as "No one can judge you, because they don't know you, all of you." So when he got home from school on Friday, he, his sister his mother (Who usually was home) would have some fun and mess around with makeup (Usually his mother's) His mother loved his creativity, and the fact he wanted to express himself. His sister loved that he'd play with her, and let her apply makeup to his face. But his father was never around, always too busy to care.
  
  His school didn't have a dress code, so one day he dyed his hair blue. His parents didn't really care, as long as he was safe (His father didn't ever realize) So slowly, he begun buying and building his makeup supply, and eventually begun posting online. This erupted his love for Cosmetology, and soon after he knew what he wanted to do. He would build his social platform, and eventually even his father had acknowledged his popularity and skill with makeup. Eventually he persuaded his parents to help pay for him to pursue this path, on the condition he'd have a backup plan if it came to it.
  
  Of course he agreed, choosing to minor in Theatre and Photography, two other passions of his. Soon, he got a job at a local café, saving money of his own. He worked hard, and even worked up the courage to come out to his family. Eventually, off he left the household to go to college. He had an apartment not to far from the college, investing in adopting three cats as well. Blitz misses their little sister and mother, and can't help but feel indifferent about his father, who was never there. They visit regularly, usually treating his mother and sister to lunch. His father had died last year, due to a lung cancer. They'll keep going, as life's too short to dwell on the past.
  

 

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• Basic Info
• Personality
• Appearance/Gallery
• History

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  Name: Cecil Walter Baxby
  Age: 22
  Major: Illustration
  Minor: Digital Arts, Graphic Design
  Gender: Non-Binary (He/It)
  Sexuality: Pansexual
  Place of Birth: Portland, Oregon
  
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  Personality:
  Cecil is an odd ball. He's very energetic, and gives off little brother vibes. But he's very chaotic, and obsessed with frogs. He's not worried at all what people think of him, and doesn't care about enemies. But once your a friend, it's very entertaining. Constant memes, rambling about cool new skateboarding tricks he learned, the frogs he just bought, and on and on. His smile is very charming, and it's easy to get along with him. But he's a whore for adrenaline, so buckle up.
  
  
  

  
  Likes:
  -Frogs
  -Energy drinks
  -Skateboarding
  -Beaches
  -Snow
  -Sunsets
  -Late nights
  -Hair dye
  -Smell of cinnamon and smoke
  -Cuddles
  -Rollercoasters
  -Horror movies
  -Loud music
  

  
  Dislikes:
  -Anxiety
  -His natural hair color
  -Being called short
  -Lavender
  -Turkeys
  -Losing a bet
  -Being told no
  -Hot weather
  -Having to shut up
  -Sitting still
  
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  Cecil was born in Oregon, Portland near the cold shores of the Pacific Ocean. He is the eldest of six kids, with a Mother and Father. The large beach-side home was never quiet, with something always going on. He's been singing since he could speak, and running since he could walk. Never stopped, always doing something. That was how the family was. The two busy parents left the kids to the baby sitter, Julia, for the day and returned to the ever messy house with Julia tired and the kids eating dinner. On the weekends the family would go out, doing something whether it was the park, the ocean, the movie theatre, or a road trip. The family seemed to always have something to do, and even late at night the house wasn't quiet. With Cecil being the oldest, Mark and Ben being the next two, Carson and Aiden being next, then the youngest, Libby. Two girls, Three boys, and Cecil. No wonder the family was a mess.
  
  The Baxby household were very close, and it didn't matter who you were. Mark was adopted, same with Libby. Aiden was lesbian since she knew what girls were, and Ben couldn't ever be in a closet. The family didn't care, as long as you were happy. But that didn't mean you'd always get attention. There were just too many kids to focus on all of them. So Cecil was forced to also help keep them in check, which he didn't mind. It was always fun with that family.
  
  Everyone knew everyone's problems, and every secret. But they never told, and fights were common (Even if it was play) Cecil grew up on a farm, with several pets and stray animals. He was quite popular in the town just north of Portland, where he lived. It was rural with small suburbs and such. He attended a public school, where you didn't always have what you wanted. There were a few sports, and a few clubs but not much. Yet Cecil loved it. Once he turned 17, he'd take his younger siblings on day trips to the park, treating them to ice cream in the summer and hot chocolate in the winter. He loved them, but he also couldn't wait for college. It would be a new experience, and away from the family for the first time. But he couldn't help but be a little nervous about it.
  

 

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  name | Wiley Dimas
  
  age | 20
  
  gender | Male
  
  sexuality | Heterosexual
  
  grade | Junior
  
  height | 5'9
  
  hair color/style | Light golden brown, about chin length and shaggy
  
  eyes | Blue/grey, flecked with gold at the pupil
  
  build | Thin, gangly
  
  modifications | None
  
  scars | Lots of small ones from falling off his skateboard, out of trees, trying to do bike tricks -- pretty much just acting like a jackass 24/7
  
  distinguishing features | Slightly crooked nose. Heavy-lidded eyes that give him a perpetually sleepy/stoned appearance.
  
  hometown | London, UK
  
  ethnicity | Italian
  
  face claim | Alex Esmail
  
  
  
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  background

  
  Wiley was born in Islington, London, the accidental product of a casual fling between two dysfunctional people that definitely didn't belong together as a couple, let alone raising a child together. They briefly tried to stay together for the sake of their baby, but ended up splitting when Wiley was barely a year old, his mother running off to America to marry some rich, older yank she met online.
  
  This left Wiley alone with his bipolar, alcoholic father during his formative years, pretty much sealing the boy's fate as the zero we know and love today. Neglected and left to his own devices as a child, Wiley spent his adolescence terrorizing the neighborhood with his fellow skater hoodlums and vandals, loitering, tagging up buildings with graffiti, and just being a general public nuisance.
  
  When his father got sent to prison for one too many drunk driving violations, Wiley was shipped off to Los Angeles to live with his mother and her American dream family he'd never met. His dear mum had no desire to include him in her perfect life, however, and was less than thrilled to have this delinquent kid thrust upon her. The boy was no longer fully ignored like he was with his father, but had a far from warm and loving home life nonetheless.
  
  At school Wiley, had no interest in any subject but art, which he excelled at. With the help of tutors, he managed to get grades decent enough to pass and get into college. The freedom of college did the boy no favors though, and his dabbling in drugs and alcohol became a full on way of life.
  

  
  
  

  
  
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    virtues | Sweet, fun, goofy, loyal, creative, adventurous
    
    vices | Insecure, shiftless, lazy, irresponsible, jealous, can be moody
    
    hobbies | Getting high, writing, drawing. Wiley loves all kinds of music, and spends hours creating DJ mixes and learning how to scratch on his turntables. You can also catch him noodling on his guitar quite often, though he doesn't have much confidence to play in front of others very often.
    
    fears | Though his biggest fear is turning out a poor, alcoholic failure like his father he tends to use substances as an escape from...everything.
    
    

  
  
  

  
  
  

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  The goofball, the jokester, he'll forever be the trashy loser kid from his dodgy ends back in London. Wiley is silly and fun, always willing to run off on an adventure at the drop of a hat, but just as comfy simply hanging around around vibing. Though on the surface this boy seems to take absolutely nothing seriously, he's actually quite sensitive, fiercely loyal to those he holds dear, the type that will do anything for a friend. Being seen as a burnout/stoner never got him a lot of play, so he's isn't all that experienced with girls, save for a few inebriated encounters here and there. With his playful demeanor, he does enjoy flirting with any willing parties, and will revert to full on bumbling idiot mode if his advances are reciprocated by a girl.
  
  Wiley rarely makes it to class, and is often a disruptive pain in the ass when he does, even when he doesn't set out to be. His nonexistent attention span coupled with his tendency to be high all the time makes for either a chatterbox or a spaced-out waistoid, depending on the substance consumed, and neither one makes for a particularly effective student. To Wiley, life is one big party, and he would spend every moment of his life drunk or high if he had his way.
  
  
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Name: Tomas Anderson
Age: 18
Major: Computer Science
Gender: Cis male
Sexuality: Homosexual
Height: 5'8



Personality: From the outside, Tomas doesn't seem all that remarkable. Upon first glance, one would assume that he was just an average student. After getting to know him a little better, they would think he was a typical nerd who does well in academics, is into tech, and is too invested in his future and interests to care about the current trends or how the world views him. Only after delving deeper would people see the real him. He isn't radically different among people he trusts or anything and still has the same calm demeanor, but you'll hear him crack a joke here and make a quip there. He'll open up to you more about his interests, like what games he likes and why, why he thought that movie that just came out was super overhyped, and even about the boys he likes. Even as an acquaintance, if you vented to him he would have listened and sympathized, but as a friend he wouldn't feel awkward about offering you some comfort. Tomas would even vent to you about everything that is going wrong in his own life.

Well, mostly everything. Even to the people he trusts the most, he doesn't mention how disgusted he feels when he sees himself in the mirror, or how he thinks he looks bloated and practically deformed without a shirt on. People around him will quickly learn that he loves food and has quite an appetite, but he won't reveal how ashamed he feels after eating, or what he does to make up for it. He's happy to exercise with friends and stops at a reasonable point when around them, but later, when he's alone, he makes sure to break even more of a sweat for much longer. If one somehow reaches this deep into his mind, they would find that the assumption about him not caring what others think isn't true at all, but rather he feels almost every gaze heavily weighing down on him, and every glance as he's walking by cuts deep. He fears people notice his clothes don't fit right, or his nose is slightly disfigured, or some other physical flaw which he hasn't yet found.



Background: Tomas lived in Spain for part of his childhood, as his father met his mother while working abroad there for his company. He was a web developer and she was involved in design, so the two were a great fit in the workplace and coincidentally out of the workplace too. Tomas spent his younger years growing up in Spain and moved to America with his family around age 9. He became more Americanized as he grew up, but his mother made sure he retained some of his Spanish heritage.

He took an interest in his parents' careers, and from his father he got his coding prowess while from his mother he got an eye for design, as well as his fashion sense. During his middle school years and into high school, along with academics he worked on his own projects in software and app development. He managed to put out a few games and apps by the age of 15, and despite none of them exactly changing the world, they were impressive enough to get a few downloads. Even now, he continues to improve his craft and puts out new works on the digital market every so often.

 

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Vanessa Grey

femme fatale

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  full name

  Vanessa Ivory Grey

  nicknames

  Ness, Nessa, Van

  age

  19

  date of birth

  May 16, Taurus

  gender

  Cis Woman

  sexuality

  Pansexual

  ethnicity

  Italian

  major

  Fashion Design, Minor in Visual Arts
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  height & weight

  Ness is rather tall, standing at 5'10". She's also rather thin, only weighing about 130lbs.

  hair

  Her naturally raven black hair is her pride and joy. This she inherited from her Italian heritage. She typically wears it down, in loose waves, or put back in dutch braids.

  eyes

  Almond shaped and large, Ness's deep brown eyes are something of an insecurity of hers. She typically applies heavy eye makeup to cover them up.

  physique

  Ness takes pride in her fitness, and goes to the gym at least three times a week. Because of this, she's thin, but strong. She's also rather tan, once again due to her Italian heritage.

  style

  As a fashion major, Ness typically dresses in clothing of her own design. She prefers eccentric stement pieces, but also tends to steer clear of bright colors and pattern.

  modifications

  Ness considers her body a piece of art, and treats her body as a canvas for tattoos, most of which she's designed herself. She has more than 20, her favorite being her moth tattoo on her throat.

  face claim

  Elle Blake

  Runaway

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  moths • tattoos • fashion • sex • personal space • tea • adrenaline • cars and motorcycles • danger • music • the color red • crystals
  
  

  dislikes

  Nosy People • Ignorance • Crowds • Apple Cider • The Beach • Small Talk • Snow • Authority
  
  

  misc info

  - As Ness is from the UK, she has a very posh London accent
  - She works part time at a crystal shop downtown
  - She comes from a rich family, and enjoys spoiling her friends
  - She drives a motorcycle that she calls her baby
  - She has a pet cat named Lila
  - Her favorite food is bread
  - She despises sand and the beach
  - She has an ever-growing collection of tarot cards and crystals
  - She's obsessed with true crime
  

  personality

  Vanessa is a force to be reckoned with. She knows what she wants and goes for it, stopping at nothing until she succeeds in whatever she puts her mind to. She's confident, sometimes overly so, and it oftentimes gets in the way of her accepting her mistakes and recognizing her own flaws. On the other hand, however, she holds herself to a high standard and beats herself up over every little failure. It was the way she was raised--perfection was required at all times, and failure wasn't an option. This means she excels in schooling, and pours much of her time and effort into her grades.
  
  Outside of schooling though, it would prove that Ness is rather laid back. While this might be due to her over abundant consumption of marijuana, (she'll gladly admit it), it doesn't change a thing. She's extremely loyal to those she calls her friends, and will fight tooth and nail just to defend them. She doesn't give this privilege out on a whim, however--Ness is very selective with her friends. You wouldn't want to be on her bad side, she can be quite the menace when provoked. Ness is also very protective of her possessions, and will go off on a bout of rage if she discovers anything of her's missing. All of her stuff is very personal to her, so if she shares with you this means she really respects and trusts you. Once that trust is broken, however, it is very rarely attained again.
  
  Despite her menacing exterior, those close to her get to see the softer, more mushy and much more real side of her. She proves to be very stubborn and introspective and really appreciates deep conversation. She also has a love for teaching, and loves it when others get as excited as she does about the things she cares about. She loves adventures and trying new things.
  
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  Vanessa was born in London to Margaret and Spencer Grey, two very well off business people. They were good parents, bordering on the strict side, and from the youngest age Ness was expected to be the picture of a perfect little lady. Mistakes weren't acceptable, growth was the only option. Her first five years were filled with being paraded around at different social events, the socialites of London fawning over the Grey's "beautiful, sweet little girl", like a show animal. As young as she was, however, Ness never quite minded it, and sometimes even appreciated the attention. There weren't many kids her age, however, and the ones she did meet were wary of her quiet, stoic demeanor.
  
  When it was time for her to begin school, the Greys ensured that Vanessa was enrolled in only the most prestigious of private institutions London had to offer, with a vigorous course loud that included languages, history, mathematics, and even ballroom dancing. Ness loved her studies, but often wished she had time to run rampant as the other kids did. Her parents told her it was all for the best, however, and so she listened faithfully. This meant that even from such a young age, Ness was top of her class.
  
  

  teenage years

  High school was more of the same for Vanessa. Schooling was exhausting, and her parents' high expectations of her weren't helping. Because of this, her Freshman year Ness began smoking weed, which was innocent enough, though if her parents ever found out she would have gotten into immense trouble. Still top of her class, Ness ensured that she kept up with her schooling and extracurriculars. Around this same time she began getting into her sense of spirituality more, and learned how to read tarot cards and began collecting crystals.
  
  Establishing her higher self was very important to Ness, and she devoted much of her free time to journaling, exercising, and focusing on personal growth. Due to the way she was raised, nothing was ever good enough for her, so some of these habits became very unhealthy. She was constantly beating herself to do more, be better, which led to a wounded self image. Despite her confident exterior, Ness was constantly battling her own demons behind the scenes.
  
  

  entering adulthood

  After graduation is when Ness developed the most. Upon her entry to WestHaven, she began accumulating her collection of tattoos, as a silent rebellion against her parents. She also loved the pain of getting them, and the story behind each one. It became an addiction, really. During her first year of college her confidence began to grow as well, and she became more social. Her drive for perfection didn't leave her, however, and she still finds personal failure unacceptable.
  
  She's begun letting down her walls, though, and is working on becoming friendlier and more open to change, though it'll be hard. She just needs to realize that it is that that would truly be personal growth.
  

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Samyan "Myan" Tan

name

Samyan Tan

alias

MyanNyan

nickname(s)

Sammy, Sam, Myan

age

18

d.o.b.

26 May

gender

cis female

pronouns

she/her

sexuality

demisexual

romantic orientation

pan romantic

ethnicity

Malaysian

p.o.b.

Kuala Lumpur

majorl

Visual arts

occupation

Full time student, does art comissions on the side

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face claim

Iman Troye

eyes

Big and bright, warm brown

hair

Black, silky and long, usually hidden under hijab

skin

pretty fair with neutral undertones

height

5'2" ft/158 cm

weight

114 lbs/52 kg

build

Very small and petite, no curves

style

Relaxed and colorful: lots of hoodies, loose pants and comfy shoes. Occasionally wears flowy dresses. Prefers bright colors such as yellow, pink and turquoise. Likes to accessorize with bucket hats and beanies.

@MyanNyan

we have the opportunity to create the world: let it all be in awe

personality

She wants to grow as a person and make the world a better place. She seems to always be in a good mood. She’s extremely cheerful and able to make anyone smile. She has a positive attitude and it's rare for any type of incident to make her lose her positivity. What determines Sam's actions is her idealistic view on life. Sam is idealistic to the point of being unrealistic. She sees the world with this rose-colored vision of what the world should be, ignoring all the negativity which makes her ignorant. It's hard for her to accept that the world isn't perfect. Under her smile and cheerful attitude, there’s an unsure girl who gets stressed easily.

Sammy has always been this teacher’s pet type of character. She doesn’t view herself as an nerd, but she really does like to succeed academically. Sammy is especially studious. Succeeding in school and learning new things is important for her. She's ready to work hard to achieve great grades etc. She isn't one to stick to small details, instead she's known for examining every angle of a problem and not just resolving momentary issues.
Besides being studious, the girl is also a creative mind. She always has ideas popping in her mind and she is able to think outside of the box. She likes to take part in all kinds of artistic activities.

Sammy has a huge need to please others, especially her loved ones. It is natural for her and she doesn’t do it to gain power or anything. She wants to desperately be liked and loved by her loved ones, and she will go pretty far to prove she indeed should be loved. Trying to please her loved ones is okay, but her actions don't stay here. She feels like she **needs** to be polite no matter who the person is. Sometimes she has these internal battles where she can’t help but act kind towards a person she despises. “I don’t even like this person, why did I have to lend so much money?”

Maybe because of her need to please others, she’s also a total pushover. She can't stand up for herself. She isn't the one to fight back during a quarrel and just takes it all in. If someone hurts her, she lets it slide quite easily. Sammy is unable to say no and often ends up in situations he doesn’t actually want to be part of. She is way too naive for her own good. She believes the good in people and in her opinion people’s intentions are generally good. It’s no wonder her trust is gained easily. Sammy believes the world is good and expects good things to come. So when something good happens, she’s not surprised. She takes it for granted and in a sense this makes her seem both ignorant and ungrateful.

history

Mentions drug abuse, drug overdose, death and homophobia

Samyan was born in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia, as second child and an only daughter. She and her brother Maymuun, nicknamed “May”, had a five year age gap. Despite that they were very close and Maymuun was proud of his little sister, always willing to play with her or help to take care of her. Growing up Samyan’s family was more on the poor side, but she and Maymuun never had to go to sleep with empty stomachs. Their father worked as a policeman specialized in drug offenses, when their mother was a stay at home mom. Samyan and Maymuun’s parents were your typical muslim parents. They weren’t super strict but wanted their children to act appreciating certain norms and rules.

SInce young age Samyan was a wild girl, a real tomboy who enjoyed sporty activities and reading superhero comics. She was always climbing trees and causing trouble. Luckily Maymuun was there to keep an eye on her, maybe because of his brother’s tender care nothing bad ever happened. Samyan’s mother would’ve preferred the girl to act more feminine, but their father just laughed and said he was proud of his little girl no matter how she acted.

Maymuun on the other hand was the artistic one of the sibling duo. He didn’t like sport and rather stayed in his room drawing alone. He would often entertain Sammy by drawing her different superheroes. They were always close siblings but their closeness started to fade, once May was 16. His friends became more important to him than his little sister. He didn’t constantly want to act like a free babysitter. Sammy was sad, but her mother reassured her that Maymoon still loved her: he just was at the age where one really cared about friends.

May had some secrets he didn’t want to share with his family. First of them being his sexuality. He was gay and afraid how his traditional muslim parents would react if they knew. Secondly, there were no friends, but a boyfriend. This hot and charming boy called Aati who was two years older than him. And thirdly he had interfered with drugs. Aati wasn’t from good house conditions and his parents were never that loving. He earned his living by selling drugs. He casually used them but didn’t want his boyfriend to get into the mess. May didn’t listen forever and that became his misfortune.

One day the parents weren’t home and the two boys were chilling on the sofa, cuddling and kissing each other. Samyan, who had to leave school early, saw them. She was confused why two boys would kiss each other since she had just always seen boys and girls kissing. The two boys had a talk with the girl: she couldn’t tell anyone about what she saw. However she did blurt out about the kiss to their parents. They were extremely disappointed. The mother expressed how she still loved him, but wished he would break up with his boyfriend. Their dad however made May leave their home, despite the women of the family fighting against that.

After that Maymuun’s life took a turn for the worse. Him getting disowned wasn’t missed by the neighbours and soon the reason for him leaving the family became a known fact too. He became bullied and a victim of homophobia. It all was too much for him. At first he tried to handle it all by putting his feelings into art, but it didn’t help. Eventually he started using drugs to numb the painful emotions. He and his sister often met by secret. May acted like always before but the look in his eyes was weird. It didn’t stop Sammy from seeing him.

Things continued like that for a while, and then the misfortune beginned. Sam was once again visiting May in secret when she wasn’t able to go to his apartment. There were police cars and firefighters. One of the officers noticed the young girl lurking around, asking if she was a family member. Sam answered by a simple ”yes”. Then she was asked about their parents and their phone numbers. Both their mom and dad were called to check the body who once was their son. May has died because of a drug overdose.It was unsure whether it was by accident or on purpose.

After Maymuun’s death, after the funeral, after the loss of a family member… Nothing was the same anymore. Everything in the area reminded Samyan and her parents of their loss. They kept speaking about what ifs.. what if they had been more accepting, what if May’s drug abuse was noticed sooner.. What if they had been better parents? When Sam was 15, the family ended up moving to the United states in hopes to start fresh. In the new home country, Sam started to pursue art in memory of her late brother. May’s dream was to study arts in university so when Sam was old enough she applied to study Visual Arts in West Haven university.

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Jānis "Jan" Ikaunieks

name

Jānis Ikaunieks

alias

JanTheMan (social media handle)

nickname(s)

Jan

age

21

d.o.b.

1 april

gender

cis male

pronouns

he/him

sexuality

gay? bi?

romantic orientation

possibly homoromantic

ethnicity

half latvian, half american

p.o.b.

the united states

Major

Anthropology

occupation

Student, part timer in local museum, single father

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Monday, January 27

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face claim

Connor Jessup

eyes

greyish blue

hair

dirty blond/light brown, short

skin

fair, cold undertones

height

6’2” ft

weight

187 lbs

build

Sporty body with well defined muscles.

style

Depends on his mood and how much effort he wants to put on his looks on that specific day. Usually smart casual, jeans, loafers and button up shirts. Sometimes even more casual with sneakers and hoodies. Prefers cool toned colors like shades of greens and blues.

@JanTheMan

we have the opportunity to create the world: let it all be in awe

personality

Jan is one relaxed fella. He wants to take it easy, just chill and enjoy life. He’s not one to worry about unimportant things. He doesn’t think too much when making decisions. He’s risk prone with a tendency to neglect his responsibilities. He’s quite carefree and not always in a good way. He has a warm aura about him and he’s often cheerful, but luckily in moderate amounts. He can’t stand overly cheerful people and he himself isn’t like that.

Jan is a total goofball. He loves making people laugh. It gives him so much joy and serotonin. However he isn’t always able to act serious and mature when needed, he doesn’t know when to give up on joking. Sometimes he forces certain jokes and makes people around him uncomfortable. Jan is not just a silly class clown type of character. He’s charismatic and socially smart. He knows when to say the right compliments. He’s also very loyal towards his friends and loved ones.

Jan doesn’t know how to handle negative emotions so he just bottles them. Or turns them into stupid jokes. He tends to use humour as a coping mechanism a lot, and it’s also a way to hide his insecurities. He can seem fakely positive and even emotionless because of this. He was teached old fashioned beliefs about how a man should act and he has taken those words in his heart. Jan never cries and feels disappointed in himself if he for some reason ends up crying. However Jan encourages others to deal with their emotions instead of bottling them. He can be quite the hypocrite at times.

history

Jan’s life has been pretty normal so far. It has contained little ups and downs but not anything too major. He was born in the United States as the oldest son. LAter on his parents got three more kids: all girls. Jan’s parents were good people, but they definitely favored the girls over him. The family had their own little business: a small hotel. They lived in a three story building, the top floor being the family’s living area and the lower floors being the area for the business.

No matter how much Jan hoped for a brother, he never got one. However he had a friend who was like a little brother to him. Nico was two years younger than him and lived with his family. They would always play together and Jan would babble about his interests in slavic mythology. When they were older and entered into their teenage years, things started to change. Jan started to feel emotions towards NIco he hadn’t ever felt before. It made him wonder if friendship wasn’t the only thing he was feeling.

But it wasn’t just NIco he felt about the way he did. There were multiple guys Jan found hot but he would never say that out loud. His parents wouldn't understand it. HIs father was a traditional American man with old fashioned beliefs. Jan used to look up at him and had taken every word of his father in his heart. He knew how a man should act and being with other men was a big no no.

Jan tried to suppress his feelings. Instead of admitting being gay or bi, he kept insisting on himself that he was totally straight. So he did his best to act up like it. He has a phase where he acted like this stereotypical straight jackass. He was rude against everyone who was open about their sexuality. He felt it being unfair that others could be openly themselves and not him. Jan changed his girlfriends more often than his socks. He became known as a womanizer and soon girls learnt to stay away from him. There was this one girl, however, who saw past Jan’s fake persona.

They started dating. She was sweet and understanding. Jan felt like he could be openly himself in her company. However he would be lying if he said he had romantic feelings towards her. She was able to calm him down, which Jan’s parents were happy about. At least they were happy, until the girl got pregnant. The girl was seventeen at the time and Jan eighteen. Both their parents were against abortion and basically forced the girl to keep the baby. Jan knew she didn’t want that so he tried to talk the parents and they made a deal: there would be no abortion. But the baby could be put in adoption.

So when the day came and the baby was born, Jan decided to take a look, just out of curiosity. It was a mistake. The baby was the cutest thing he had ever seen. Jan stood there legit fifteen minutes just looking at and talking sweet nonsense to the baby. And when he was going to leave, the baby started to cry. The baby was probably just hungry or something but Jan took it as a sign: a sign the baby didn’t want him to leave. That he should become a parent. So the baby wasn’t put in adoption, the girl didn’t want anything to do with the whole parenthood thing so Jan got the whole custody.

Jan’s parents helped him a lot with raising the kid. He could finish hisnhigh school at peace, which he was happy about. And once he was old enough, he moved into a bigger city with his child and applied to university in order to study anthropology.

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[Pipsqueak]

Camila Rey

"I think I'll try defying gravity"

Camila Rey

19 y/o

Female

Lesbian

Theater

No minor

Gemini

virtues

Creative

Insightful

Passionate

Altruistic

vices

Perfectionist

Reluctant to open up

Prone to burnout

Sensitive to criticism

backstory

Camila was born and raised in Spokane, Washington to two Brazilian parents. She was always a pretty easygoing, fun- loving child with a few mishaps here and there, as most children have. Growing up her parents were adamant that she do well in school to the point it took over her life. The stresses of living up to their expectations were enough, but she felt she needed to go beyond that. Camila was a go-getter and extremely passionate when she put her mind to things. In middle school she was determined to learn three different languages, but it proved to be difficult when she got into theater. Of course, this was where she found her true talent- One that she harbors now through college. Almost always the lead in any musical or play she was in throughout high school, she certainly made a few enemies along the way (Despite her insistence that they were friends).

Her love and passion for theater began affecting school work and her need to please her parents. It was a place she felt safe and could express her true feelings, as cheesy as that sounds to her. Camila had gotten into a lot of fights with her parents over this, and only a year before she went off to college her twin siblings were born- Antonia and Lucas. Watching them grow up was more painful than joyous, as she noticed trends in her parent's teaching habits that they had neglected as apposed to when she had grown up. As much as she hates saying this, she was envious of her siblings. Talk between the two of not pushing the twins right into school caused Camila a lot of anger towards them. She knew she had certainly pushed her mental stability out of the way for them a few times, with little praise in return. Once she graduated high school, she decided it was best to move states for college, and that's how she made her way into Westhaven University.

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me

fashion designer

Love.

full name

love löfgren

nicknames

none

gender

female

pronouns

she/her

age

21

D.O.B

7th of february, 2001

sexuality

homosexual

ethnicity

caucasian

P.O.B

stockholm, sweden

major

fashion designer

minor

entrepreneurship

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benjamin ingrosso

01.

appearance

height

5'7 ft | 170 cm

weight

142 lbs | 65 kg

body type

athletic

hair c.

blonde

eye c.

blue

tattoos

none

piercings

ears

style

streetwear/tough

faceclaim

alice stenlöf

02.

lifestyle

tobacco

snus

alcohol

casual

drugs

cannabis

diet

pescetarian

exercise

weekly

drivers license

yes

03.

personality

When you first get to know Love, she might seem like your sweet and innocent girl. That's most likely due to the fact that she's very shy when it comes to meeting new people. She prefers to stay back and have people introduce themselves first. It takes quite some for her to build up trust and be comfortable, especially in an entirely new country. However, if you get on her wrong side she'll let you know. She does not allow herself to be run over by anyone and is not afraid to bite back. As long as you treat her with the respect she deserves, she'll give it right back to you. Once you get past her safety brickwall, (which is an accomplishment on it's own), she'll open up to you and show her wild sides. Behind her wall Love is someone you can really trust when it matters the most. Recent break-up? She'll invite you over and prepare the unhealthiest of snacks. Falling in love? She'll want to hear all about it.
On the internet she often appears more confident and outgoing than what she actually is. Hiding behind a screen has become like a coping mechanism for her, a way to express what she can't in real life. That's why she started her vlog, where you can follow her on her journey to become a professional fashion designer. She truly wish her online confidence reflected her in reality. Many nights she falls asleep anxious that she might have said something wrong, acted in a weird way or even stood in an awkward position. To overthink is one of her biggest issues, often leaves her stressed out and frightened.

likes

clothing + travelling + reading + tea + exercising

dislikes

coffee - rain - cigarettes - surprises

fears

spiders x snakes x love

hobbies

vlogging ^ hiking ^ travelling

04.

history

Love is the second child of Björn and Annika Löfgren, together with her older brother Julian, the family makes a company of four. They grew up in a small house in Skanstull, just outside of inner city Stockholm. Growing up Love was her dads little princess and she didn't mind one bit. Her mother on the other hand was the more strict one out of her parents.
As a kid Love was very careful and calm, unlike her brother. Most of the time she sat in her room playing by herself with her dolls, which she absolutely loved. At an early age she began to redesign the clothes for her dolls, cutting up the fabric and trying to make her own pieces. Most of the time it ended up with pink cloth glued to her hands.
Her parents were far from rich, quite the opposite actually. There was always food on the table but that was about it. Most of her clothes were hand me downs from Julian and other relatives. (This might be an explanation to her tomboy-streetwear clothing style.) Her parents worked long hours every week so aunt Carina used to come over and help with everyday life. She became like a second mother to the kids.

During Love's school years she quickly became a victim of bullying for being poor. While all her classmates told her about all of the travelling their families had done Love had nothing, a Löfgren vacation was going to Mall of Scandinavia in Stockholm once a year. She was often laughed at for not having the newest clothes, a phone, money and so on. This really messed with her self-esteem leaving her without friends for many years to come.
In order to make it appear like she at least owned more clothes than she actually did she picked up her old hobby of design. Instead of redesigning barbie-clothes with scissors she would use her aunts sewing machine to make her own clothes. This really sparked something within Love.
When she entered High School years later, the people that used to bully her came to her to ask if she could design clothes for her. Quickly she made this in to a cash cow and began to put it all aside for a savings account. These years are when Love really found herself and made real friends for the first time. Her confidence began to grow, she wasn't spending all of her time inside her room anymore, like she had done for the past 16 years.
It wasn't until she was 17 she dared to mention to anyone that she was interested in girls, not boys. Her father welcomed it with open arms, but her mother was a little bit more opposed. Love didn't really care as she never was that close to her mom in the first place. For the first time Love was happy and she would not let her mother ruin that.

At the age of 18 she got her first and only girlfriend. She would later turn Love in to an absolute mess of a person. Love had always been the complete opposite of her older brother, didn't drink nor smoke, never stayed out late and was always up early in the morning. The girl she fell for was a party-animal and an overall bad person. From 18 to 19 Love went from being Mrs. Goody Two-Shoes to someone who partied each and every night. She began drinking, taking drugs and losing focus of where her life was going. She got a snap back to reality when she saw her girlfriend making out with another guy and later found out she'd been unfaithful to Love since day one.
That's when she began cleaning up her life and decided to move to the States with her brother. It was time to leave Sweden behind to pursue her dream of becoming a professional fashion designer.

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