spookie
give 'em hell, kid.
"to have, to love, and then to part, is the greatest sorrow of the heart."
-xXx-
maybe that's true, maybe it's not. what is undeniably true is that i'm leaving rpn.
yeah, that's right... rpn's one and only token edgy emo kid is no more. if you'd like to claim the title, feel free. just know you'll need to earn it with plenty of angst and quality band references.
anyway, this isn't easy for me and i wanted to put it off longer, but it's for the best. my life is too much right now, and i can't focus on writing or roleplaying like i used to. so instead of killing countless roleplays by dropping out in a depression-induced haze, i've decided to leave with many great memories of staying up all night getting my posts just perfect.
to all my friends, i'll miss you. i really, truly will...
and i just wrecked my supposedly waterproof eyeliner.
you have been a light in this world of seemingly endless dark, and i doubt you'll ever know just how much you meant to me. i'd love to tag you all, but i fear i'd leave someone out by accident. if you'd like a chance to talk with me, pm me... i plan to log off sometime tomorrow, so there's still a bit of time.
what else is there to say? i've had the time of my life here, and maybe one day i'll find the strength and time to make a comeback. until then, thank you. thank you from the bottom of my broken heart for giving me a place i could hang out and be myself while practicing my creativity.
rpn will always be an amazing site, and one that i'll never forget. i never thought i'd leave, but that's just how it is.
in the end, spookie spook wasn't a roleplay account... it was a concept. for now this might hurt, but you'll find a way to carry on.
so long and goodnight.
p.s.
much love from your gloomy emo friend, spookie (aka ash) 
