A member of a group roleplay I'm in keeps posting looking for more (group) roleplays, while I find myself completely dedicated to our current story. He is a very vital member, and I feel like if he left all of the work we all put in would collapse. Is this normal? Do people usually find themselves looking for more roleplay, while in the middle of one? To me, it seems like you're losing interest or are unsatisfied with what is happening in the story.
The reasons I find myself a bit confused about it all is just like, we still need to write out some Lore, a lot of plotting still needs to happen before we get things full-swing. All of this work needs more than one mind to make something interesting and enjoyable, but when i try to start a dialogue instead of having a back-and-forth to improve things I only get stonewalled, and it really crushes me.
I always find myself dedicated to things, putting in as much effort to get people to join, make things as realistic and enjoyable. Am I expecting too much? Should I try to talk with him about it? How even could I start that conversation, without my anxiety murdering my soul?
If you want anything clarified let me know.
The reasons I find myself a bit confused about it all is just like, we still need to write out some Lore, a lot of plotting still needs to happen before we get things full-swing. All of this work needs more than one mind to make something interesting and enjoyable, but when i try to start a dialogue instead of having a back-and-forth to improve things I only get stonewalled, and it really crushes me.
I always find myself dedicated to things, putting in as much effort to get people to join, make things as realistic and enjoyable. Am I expecting too much? Should I try to talk with him about it? How even could I start that conversation, without my anxiety murdering my soul?
If you want anything clarified let me know.