Debacle
Writer of Words, Maker of Things
Out of the blue. No warning. Zero communication.
Let me preface this by saying I had a few of the most amazing partners. Astounding, really. Especially this one particular writer.
Things were going great. I had several varied and interesting roleplays, communicative, mature partners; all you could ask for really. But things started feeling.... overwhelming. And I didn't feel like I could go to anyone and say "hey, things are getting hard in my life right now. I'm enjoying this, but it also feels like pressure even though you've never put the slightest bit of pressure on me." I knew they'd understand, but I didn't want to hurt anyone's feelings. I didn't want to disappoint anyone. And I thought maybe things would just get better and there'd be no need to send out official declarations of ye olde departure.
So what did I do? The brave thing, of course. I completely fell off the grid and stopped roleplaying for.... a year now, I think?
I just wanted to get that off my chest. So share your thoughts. Has someone done you dirty? Did it wound you? Or did you get it and shrug it off? Have you been the one to disappear? I wanna hear about it.
Let me preface this by saying I had a few of the most amazing partners. Astounding, really. Especially this one particular writer.
Things were going great. I had several varied and interesting roleplays, communicative, mature partners; all you could ask for really. But things started feeling.... overwhelming. And I didn't feel like I could go to anyone and say "hey, things are getting hard in my life right now. I'm enjoying this, but it also feels like pressure even though you've never put the slightest bit of pressure on me." I knew they'd understand, but I didn't want to hurt anyone's feelings. I didn't want to disappoint anyone. And I thought maybe things would just get better and there'd be no need to send out official declarations of ye olde departure.
So what did I do? The brave thing, of course. I completely fell off the grid and stopped roleplaying for.... a year now, I think?
I just wanted to get that off my chest. So share your thoughts. Has someone done you dirty? Did it wound you? Or did you get it and shrug it off? Have you been the one to disappear? I wanna hear about it.