Limerick.Grimoire
~*~ Lost In A world Ill never understand ~*~
so, as the title suggests, I just need a place to get out my personal feelings, I DO have a diary, but I feel like that it won't suffice with all the inner turmoil I've been facing the last few months. so these past few months I've been struggling with severe depression, I just wasn't myself and I felt like I was helpless, like I was a failure. so I talked to my mom -who kind of blew her lid [not in an angry way...more somewhat confused]- but we eventually got me into the school social worker [I'll refer to her as ms. sally for the sake of this rant], at first I didn't open up, I would rant, or get things off my chest, but it didn't help, then eventually I began opening up to ms. sally and she told my mother that I may need to get a phycological evaluation...so we did, I was diagnosed with depression...yaaaay u_u annnyways~ so I was put on some anti-depressants. they worked and I started improving, I still occasionally see ms.sally but not as often as I used to, but recently, I developed a major crush on one of my best friends, ill call her....rose! rose and I have been friends for years! AND she recently came out as lesbian! score right? WRONG! she ended up dating someone else, I was heartbroken, and worse nobody knew I liked her... but eventually, to her dismay, her girlfriend became involved in drama and was emotionaly unstable so they broke up, rose is currently single at the moment though I honestly don't know how to tell her how I feel, or how i'll tell my family that I may be Bi-sexual. any thoughts? well...aside from that, I HAVE found an outlet in writing and poetry so that's positive, and I had tons of fun on Halloween. hope everyone had a safe, spooky, and fun halloween
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