clockwork girl
memento mori
• Kiriya Lin •
“How interesting,” Kiriya remarked, trying to find it in herself to smile politely. “In Yuélin, it is just the opposite. We often visit hot springs to stave off the cold in the wintertime, particularly up north. They may not be as luxurious as the palace springs in Altheana, but I extend the same invitation to you, milord.” It helped to talk, she supposed, to keep her mind off of what was actually happening. And what was happening wasn’t all that terrible, was it? The water was only up to her calves, and she was starting to get used to the sensation of the tide rushing against her legs. Unfortunately, that small amount of familiarity made her loosen her grip ever-so-slightly, enough for the Yuvraj to slip his hand from hers and move deeper into the sea when something caught his attention.
Suddenly bereft of her sturdy lifeline, Kiriya went as stiff as a carved statue. Still, she pressed down the rising panic, unwilling to make a fool of herself by calling him back like a scared child or risk chasing him deeper into the water. It’s nothing to be afraid of, she tried to remind herself. The water wasn’t any deeper. It couldn’t hurt her. Just because he’d left for a second, it didn’t mean any of the circumstances had changed. Trying not to look at the growing distance between herself and the prince, she turned her eyes to the churning waves--a grave mistake.
Thrashing. Twisting. Water churning, lungs burning. Fear.
She blanched. Her pulse immediately leapt into a rapid staccato, the fingers that had been around the prince’s hand clenching up into a white-knuckled fist as she desperately tried to steer herself away. No. Don’t think about that. Don’t, don’t think about that. This was different, completely different. She shouldn’t be thinking about that. This water was cold, not warm. It was salty, not full of oils and soaps, and most importantly, there was no one holding her head under the water. So...why couldn’t she breathe?
Just walk back to shore, she willed herself, but her body would not obey. It was as if everything had stopped except for the sound of the water and her pounding pulse. Luckily for her, just as the panic began to overcome her in earnest, the Yuvraj returned to her side. His voice was enough to snap her out of her frozen state, sending the world lurching back into motion. She inhaled raggedly, a gasping first breath that tasted like salt, not iron. Not like then. This wasn’t then.
The color gradually returned to her face as her skittish gaze went from the young man to the conch shell he was holding. “It’s very pretty,” the young woman mustered, and though her words were a bit belated, her voice sounded relatively even as she allowed him to set the conch shell onto her palm. All too eager to have something other than her fear to focus on, she studied it intently; it was bigger than the shells that she was familiar with, and far more colorful, being cream and pink instead of grey.
Then, much to her surprise, the shell shifted on its own accord. She blinked as a fleshy head protruded forth from the shell, revealing a pair of beady eyes.
“Oh,” she breathed, her onyx eyes round now as she carefully lifted her palm upwards for closer inspection. “Hello.” As frightened as the princess had been of a little water, the appearance of the marine creature didn’t seem to startle her. The snail, on the other hand, seemed none too pleased at being disturbed--soon made evident by the sharp pain that shot through her hand. Seconds later, tiny beads of scarlet began to well up in her palm, but the raven haired girl didn’t appear too concerned. “Oh,” she uttered again, only regarding it with an air of mild curiosity.