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  • Went to my doctor's for my usual, yearly checkup.Nurse asked me the usual questions, including two new ones. 'How often have you felt depressed in the last 30 days?' and 'Do you have things you like doing?' It disturbed me that I actually had to take time to think about answering both.
    Welp... tendonitis in my dominant hand. Wrist brace during the day and wrap at night. Fun, fun,fun...
    When you are young, the sky is full of stars. As you get older, the stars being to wink out, one by one. Now, I stare into the darkness, searching for a glimmer, a flicker, anything. I suppose I should just forget the search, but I'm too stubborn. The occasional flash in the edge of my vision, gone when I turn, they frustrate me, they tease me, the give me.... hope.
    Remember, the villain is never the villain in his or her own eyes. Try to understand what is motivating them, that way you can attempt to reason with them, and if that fails, you can terminate them without hate.
    PS. When you stare into the Abyss...... someone will come up behind you and push your butt right over the edge.
    Well, instead of bitching about how lousy this day/week is/is going, I'm going to say... So far, not bad. I do not say that a challenge to the Universe at large, it's just an observation. So far, not bad.
    To whatever deity I managed to piss off in this or some other life. Give it a rest already. I get it.
    To anyone who thinks that because I do not actively support your cause, I am a bigot or a racist, or, or, or. I may not respect, or agree with, your opinion or view, or cause, but I DO respect your right to have it. In return, you must respect my right to disagree with you.. I will not attack you for your views, so do not attack me for mine.
    The_Omega_Effect
    The_Omega_Effect
    I think that this goes without saying. When people are ignorant like that you just don't talk to them.
    To anyone who has ever cried 'Cultural Appropriation' or 'Freedom from Religion' or "Traditional gender roles'... Are you so insecure in your own identity and beliefs that the only way you can validate yourself is by invalidating other's choices? Believe what you wish. That is your right. Just don't denigrate others for believing what they wish.
    Thank you for the follow! May I ask what warranted it?
    -_Madame-Nova_-
    -_Madame-Nova_-
    Thank you so much! I appreciate it, sweetie. <3
    Tarmagon
    Tarmagon
    We shared a bad time. Now we've got an excuse to share good ones too. Don't be a stranger.
    -_Madame-Nova_-
    -_Madame-Nova_-
    Of course! Ill try to not he too much of a stranger. Just not one for messaging people I haven't met before, ya know? I've got my three best friends and wind up not talking to many other people after that. -wonders where I was going with this- Uhm.. haha XD Feel free to message me anytime.
    Today marks 1 year since we started our RP. It's my longest RP yet and you are the most awesome roleplay partner. :D
    Tarmagon
    Tarmagon
    Thank you for being an awesome partner and pushing me to improve.
    For the last week, things have been pretty crappy. The whole 'wrestle with your demons' thing. Now, well, they just call me 'Sir'.
    Well, yesterday was an XXXL serving of suck. Today, well, it's only an XL serving. So, improvement? That's how I'm gonna take it anyway.
    Not particularly enjoying being alive at this time. Maybe things will change. Not certain I care one way or the other. <shrug> Not feeling stupid, so maybe a part of me cares. It's something I suppose.
    Tarmagon
    Tarmagon
    You are quite welcome, and thank you as well. Tomorrow we can bitch about how much that day sucks. Rinse and repeat until a day doesn't suck.
    -_Madame-Nova_-
    -_Madame-Nova_-
    I found out my ex girlfriend died nine days ago.
    Tarmagon
    Tarmagon
    Not going to sugarcoat it. That sucks. But, speaking from experience when my nephew was killed in a hunting accident, and my mother died and I couldn't attend the funeral... It gets, not better, but acceptable. I still miss them, but it's more about missing the memories we didn't get to make together. Try to remember the good AND bad times together, not just the good. Remember the flaws and the strengths. It helps.
    Some people wrestle with their demons... Me, I'm more along the lines of 'Pfft! Let me show you how it's really done.'
    Enjoy anything you can, when you can, because the Universe is going to dump on you at random intervals. Takes a lot to bear up under those. Stock up happy times today.
    Sea Jay
    Sea Jay
    Sounds like a sales pitch for something called "Happy Times"
    Tarmagon
    Tarmagon
    Lol I wish. Unfortunately even the best modern chemistry has to offer pales when the universe decides to open a can of 'sucks to be you' on your head.
    Sea Jay
    Sea Jay
    Ha, dont I know it lol
    May the collapsing quantum wave-front of infinite possibilities that is your existence, meet with a minimum of disruptions.
    hello, im a demon too, but you seem to be a higher up class, ill just keep to the shadows and to myself
    Tarmagon
    Tarmagon
    Bah. We do not look up to others, others look at us and know fear.
    zachie mel
    zachie mel
    ..can you still be my father
    Mr Kraz
    Mr Kraz
    Like that's going to happen with me.... For I am The abyss... I am just a whisper in the void... I am the 42...
    To everyone I'm currently writing with. Dealing with a kidney stone. Replies and posts will be sporadic at best.
    Life lesson : Don't even think about having a good day. The Universe will see that as a challenge, and proceed to dump a huge load of something obscene onto your head.
    Tarmagon
    Tarmagon
    <smiles kindly> Hold onto that as long as you can.
    Daisie
    Daisie
    And I hope maybe you can hold onto it today! ^^ The world can send all the waves it wants at you, shoving and beckoning you one way or the other. But in the end, your brain only belongs to yourself, and only you can choose whether to take it in stride or let it break you down.
    clout
    clout
    this is sorcery
    I'd like to say that this day is off to a better start than yesterday, but I'm not going to lie.
    -_Madame-Nova_-
    -_Madame-Nova_-
    I feel you on that.
    WakingDawn96
    WakingDawn96
    I’d like to say that Nintendo announced a full length direct instead of a Mini, but I’m not going to li.......oh who am I kidding, I am probably going to lie to myself anyways! ? (But seriously, I hope you are alright and I hope your days get brighter from here on out. ?)
    Tarmagon
    Tarmagon
    Thank you for the well wishes. Thanks to your concern, I can honestly say today is now better than yesterday. Thank you random internet people.
    Welp,today was a great big pile of something obscene. Wonder what tomorrow has in store.
    Hmm. Appears to be interacting more positively with my tablet now. Still annoying to navigate, but usable.
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