--Nero--

I'm probably going to get my braces back on soon. The only reason why I don't want them back on is because I'm afraid I'm going to have a lisp again. Which was what I got made fun of a lot for. 


Also, I don't understand why people gotta make fun of people with braces. I mean if you don't have perfectly straight teeth, everyone thinks your a hick or some shit. But the second you get them on and have a slight lisp, everyone has to make fun of you. 

I built up a shellfish allergy and my mom made me take an allergy pill so I could eat at this buffet, it almost all shellfish food items. Let me just say, it barely helps. Im feeling rough as hell rn.


Anyway, if any of my RP partners are reading this I shall be back to rping after the holidays.  

Assassin's Creed was good but it wasn't the best. It's pretty confusing. There was some cool parts to it though. 

My sister was going to take me out a movie and I kinda don't want to. Like I wanna stay home with my little fuzzy kitteh and cuddle. 

WHY HAVE YOU VIOLATED BARBIE IN THIS WAY?!!!! Nooooooooooooooooo


why have you done this Hollywood?! What has she ever done to you? 

" You don't put water on the house next to the house on fire. "


Umm that's just not correct. In fact firefighters do put water on the house next to the one on fire because wet material is harder to catch on fire, obviously. I couldn't even finish that video if you can't even get basic shit like that right and try to use it to push your argument using that, it's kind of weak. I couldn't believe no one pointed this out because it does knock down her arugment a bit.

I'm thinking about taking up fencing again. I did it when I was younger and the guy who was teaching it said I had real potential in it. I mean I wasn't the only one who was pretty good for a beginner but there wasn't a whole lot of us, it's just the whole class wasn't where we were. 


I guess i kinda miss it since I've been seeing my friend post about it on FB. It  was pretty fun kicking somebody's butt who was like 6ft and only being 5ft something. 


should have stuck with it but of course I had to be self conscious/depressed about everything to the point where I didn't even want to leave my house. I could have continued on to the higher levels and actually started competing. This is one thing i hated about my younger self. I could have done so much with my life but instead I wanted to kill myself because I thought I had it bad. Looking back I didn't have it easy but it wasn't nearly as bad as others. I will never stop feeling like an idiot over some of the shit I did. 


I think if I have the time I'm definitely going to see if I can take up fencing again. 

OH MY GOD GUYS MY SHIP. LOOK AT THEM. SO DAMN CUTE 

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I should be replying to rps but all I can think about is how someone should stare in my eyes cause they're pretty, at least I think so. 

I was taking selfies and I realized one of them made me look like a high smug bastard. I love it!!

Push ups are my enemy I swear. 

I don't know why I'm thinking about this but I remember one time in history our teacher asked us which time period we would like to be in, but it could only be the ones that he taught. 


So I picked the renaissance. Why? I hated the others that he taught. I knew I shouldn't have but I said because it seemed like religious feelings weren't all that important. I knew I shouldn't have. I knew better, did it anyways. 


Anyways I got my paper back and he discussed my answer with me. He told me that wasn't the case. I really wanted to say, " Are you sure? Seemed like a pretty wild time back then. Boobs were out and d*cks were flopping around everywhere in pictures. I'd say it was a pretty lawless time. "


I kinda wish I would have said it, despite knowing I would probably get kicked out of class. 

Whenever I hear someone say they think cows are cute or they like them, I want to tell them that's because they are one. Now, before you get your panties twisted like I know some of you will. I'm not talking about body weight. 


Im talking they are cows running around in a human suit. Undercover cows. 


Taking notes on how to kill people and shit because they are Satan's Hooven bitches.


you can't convince me otherwise, undercover cow. 


I hate cows with a passion. 

Oh come on cat!! I just laid down like five seconds ago. I was going to take off my shoes. Now I have to wait until you leave.  

Ayyyy YAS SOME GUY IN A RED TRUCK PAID FOR MY FOOD. IM SO FUCKING HAPPY RN.

For some reason, I really hate tongue piercings. In my opinion I think they're nasty. 

You know I never thought chilling in the closet with my cat would be good but hey, it's actually pretty nice. It's all warm in my closet and I get to be close to my cat. It's the best feeling when she starts purring.

It's pretty fucked up that my mom told my dad that he would be dead in a year. I'm not even joking right now. First of all, my dads doctors are saying he's doing pretty damn well for what's going on with him. Also if my dad was going to be dead I'm for sure the doctors would tell him he only had a year left. But whatever, my mom is obviously the expert doctor here even though her job doesn't even have anything to do with being a doctor.  

Dont claim to be a huge anime fan if


you can't even tell me who my profile pic is off. 


BEST ANIME IN THE WORLD. FREAKING NORMIES. 

*is about to reply to rps. *


*looks over and sees spangle mix assorted colors (ayyyy yeah)*


*process to stick stars and trees on my face.*


Frankly, I don't know why anyone wants to be my RP partner and puts up with me cause it seems like I'm not interested but I am. 


....I looked like had a sunburn....and was on drugs. 

I need to focus on my rps but like always, I am distracted by something else. 

I kinda want to be a police officer but I kinda want to be an EMT too. 


Im so conflicted. 


 I believe in the law, the law is there to hopefully keep towns/city from falling apart completely apart. I also want to keep people safe and help in times where people act out on violence/and or recklessness. 


But on the other hand I want to help those who are injured, I want to make sure that I do my best to help someone make it to the hospital and hopefully will make it through the day/night. 


I know both jobs are challenging and tough but I want to take this challenge on. I just don't know which path I want to go down. Each job as different struggles to over come, each one has different unknown factors. 


(( But really deep down I just want to be a cop for free weed. Lol kidding. ))

I had an internal argument with myself over Star Wars and I only got a few hours of sleep. I wish I could create another version of me so I can sleep but knowing me the other version of me would just sleep as well. 

My mom just insulted my outfit. She just doesn't understand fashion like I do. 

Mama won't let me get another pupper.  I am sad.