Moonshadow
Roaming The Universe and Stars
So hi, I think I’m fighting against myself at this point. I believe I’m falling out of roleplay and I have no clue why. I was fine and was able to join a successful group roleplay until after a while I realized I felt nothing when I posted. I felt nothing when I plotted or interacted with characters like I always had. And I tried to join several roleplays in order to feel something again. But every time I realized I was just catering to another instead of both.
So I quit for a while, it was probably the right thing to do considering I was going into college and had other responsibilities to cater to. But, I realized this was the point where I find out what I love doing. Where I start pursing my dream and careers for a long happy life. But I fell out of writing too. I tried but I’m never able to finish a chapter even.
For reference I have been writing and roleplaying for 7 years. And never once have I felt the way I do now.
And recently, I have felt something for roleplay. A deep ache for it to feel like it did before, but I’m afraid I’ll get peoples hopes up if I join and I’ll even get my own hopes up if I feel nothing. I’m not sure what to do. Should I just stop and finally put in the towel to roleplaying? Or idk do exercises to love roleplaying again? Has anyone else felt like this?
So I quit for a while, it was probably the right thing to do considering I was going into college and had other responsibilities to cater to. But, I realized this was the point where I find out what I love doing. Where I start pursing my dream and careers for a long happy life. But I fell out of writing too. I tried but I’m never able to finish a chapter even.
For reference I have been writing and roleplaying for 7 years. And never once have I felt the way I do now.
And recently, I have felt something for roleplay. A deep ache for it to feel like it did before, but I’m afraid I’ll get peoples hopes up if I join and I’ll even get my own hopes up if I feel nothing. I’m not sure what to do. Should I just stop and finally put in the towel to roleplaying? Or idk do exercises to love roleplaying again? Has anyone else felt like this?