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"no more pomegranates!" - demeter
As he spoke, she listened carefully to his words, her fingers digging into her palms by now. Enough to draw some blood, but she didn't notice. A little blood was nothing anymore. Once he left, she felt her body sink slightly into the seat, putting her hand to her temple and closing her eyes tightly. Another friendship ruined... She wondered if it was even considered friendship. It was the closest she had gotten to someone in a while, and if it was Jason then that was really saying something. Normality would never be something she would be able to have in her life. How could someone hate themselves so much? Disgusted by themselves? Maybe she deserves it... All of it. Maybe she deserved what her thoughts included of Jason. If she was going to act hurt, might as well be actually hurt. Yes, that's all this was. Some dumb act she couldn't pull herself out of. She liked the sound of that. An act. Of course, it was anything but. Hopefully, she could convince herself otherwise.
The rich douche bag. She looked down at the hundred dollar bill on the table and sighed before slowly rising from her seat finally. She hadn't realized she had been sweating. After running a hand through her hair, she decided to walk back home. Not to the Batcave, not to Wayne manor. All she wanted was her own bed. Besides, Bruce would be back soon enough, and who was dumb enough to commit any major crimes the police couldn't handle in the morning? Most criminals liked to sleep in and attack at night. Bruce and Tim could handle it for a few days without her hopefully. She didn't think she would be able to hold back from those monsters on the street in the state she was in. Just a few hours of a break. Only a few hours then she would return. Never again would she let herself get like that again, not when it was someone as important as he had been to her. The only one besides a few doctors that knew what had happened. Now, she wasn't sure what he was feeling about her. Her mind would have her believe that he hated her, but something kept her from fully believing that. Maybe denial. How long had it been since she just laid in her bed, curled up like some child. She was acting like a child with all she had just done.
By that night, Barbara still didn't feel herself. She never did. Still, she knew she still had a duty to Gotham even after tirelessly working for the past few days. It had been an emotional rollercoaster, but walking into the Batcave, she felt numb. Her eyes glanced to Bruce at the computer with Tim training. She remained quiet, already slipping into her suit, putting her glasses on the table with a sigh, running a hand through her hair while she still had her cowl down. It wasn't long before they heard Bruce's voice.
"Amusement park behind the water tower." Was all they heard before the rushing sound of Batman and Robin were heard, making their way to the Batmobile.
"I'll meet you there," Barbara mumbled, pulling the cowl over her head as the Batmobile left. Her eyes narrowed at the computer screen, clearly a camera. A clown, the same deranged one like usual. A hint of red in the corner of the screen and Barbara's heart sank into her stomach before running quickly out of the cave, making her way to the amusement park. She liked making her way through the city alone as Batgirl, it made her feel strong in a way that she never did as Barbara Gordon.
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The rich douche bag. She looked down at the hundred dollar bill on the table and sighed before slowly rising from her seat finally. She hadn't realized she had been sweating. After running a hand through her hair, she decided to walk back home. Not to the Batcave, not to Wayne manor. All she wanted was her own bed. Besides, Bruce would be back soon enough, and who was dumb enough to commit any major crimes the police couldn't handle in the morning? Most criminals liked to sleep in and attack at night. Bruce and Tim could handle it for a few days without her hopefully. She didn't think she would be able to hold back from those monsters on the street in the state she was in. Just a few hours of a break. Only a few hours then she would return. Never again would she let herself get like that again, not when it was someone as important as he had been to her. The only one besides a few doctors that knew what had happened. Now, she wasn't sure what he was feeling about her. Her mind would have her believe that he hated her, but something kept her from fully believing that. Maybe denial. How long had it been since she just laid in her bed, curled up like some child. She was acting like a child with all she had just done.
By that night, Barbara still didn't feel herself. She never did. Still, she knew she still had a duty to Gotham even after tirelessly working for the past few days. It had been an emotional rollercoaster, but walking into the Batcave, she felt numb. Her eyes glanced to Bruce at the computer with Tim training. She remained quiet, already slipping into her suit, putting her glasses on the table with a sigh, running a hand through her hair while she still had her cowl down. It wasn't long before they heard Bruce's voice.
"Amusement park behind the water tower." Was all they heard before the rushing sound of Batman and Robin were heard, making their way to the Batmobile.
"I'll meet you there," Barbara mumbled, pulling the cowl over her head as the Batmobile left. Her eyes narrowed at the computer screen, clearly a camera. A clown, the same deranged one like usual. A hint of red in the corner of the screen and Barbara's heart sank into her stomach before running quickly out of the cave, making her way to the amusement park. She liked making her way through the city alone as Batgirl, it made her feel strong in a way that she never did as Barbara Gordon.
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