Lenaara
Dreaming of honey cakes.
TucanSam
Frozen in horror, Marek gaped at Nathan with wide red-rimmed eyes and lips parted in shock. What was Nathan saying? How dare he say such things, of Fleta, who had been nothing but kind to him? How could he insinuate that…that she would do such vile things? Rolling around the hay with some boy that she had just met, or – heaven spare him! – with many men?
Marek knew he was a fool. A fool who took to action without so much as a solid plan. All of this was half-improvisation and the bits that were planned did not work out. He wanted Irene out of the picture and, when he found her sitting alone outside, he thought himself lucky. He thought he was doing the right thing then. But she would not follow him, out of blind loyalty to Nathan or to coin, and Marek’s plan to send her tumbling down the hill was thwarted.
That plan hinged on her trust, trust he thought he’d acquired on the road, but she put the well-being of Nathan and the child above anything else.
And now, everything hinged on how Nathan felt about Fleta. This too, had not gone as he thought it would.
A trembling fist formed at his side and the hold on Irene’s spear was painful, hard, and shaking so much that the blade shuddered in its metal clasps. With sheer force of will Marek did not plunge the spearhead into Nathan’s throat.
Coughing continued deep in his ears and Marek had gone pale in the face, paranoid that Irene was somewhere nearby, moving closer and closer. He did not know how long the poison lasted and if it was possible to recover from it.
He did not know she would start suffocating!
The way her ashen eyes turned cold with realization that she was dying still sent chills through him and fear gripped his limbs in an icy hold.
He couldn’t go back now.
“She was kind to ye!” Marek exclaimed in anger, his voice trembling with the same intensity as his hands. Never before in his life did he wish to impose judgement in a form of pain on someone else. “Nothin’ but kind! How— How dare—“ Marek couldn’t speak. Rage coursed through his veins, burning, intense. His face turned red and he spat the words at Nathan.
When he found the pouch and the parchment amongst the belongings Fleta had recovered from the forest floor, he thought that it was no coincidence. Fleta claimed that it was divine providence that led Nathan and Irene down the same road as them. And he thought, perhaps it was?
They’d been struggling to collect a dowry for Fleta for years and she was too old to marry now. It was hard to find a match for her, no matter how beautiful and kind and innocent she was. Coin fed hungry mouths, not beauty. Such was the truth and it was harsh.
Then, the dowry was stolen and the thief ran into the woods, leaving his partner to die by Marek’s hand. Marek all but lost hope in that moment, but soon he saw two travellers with weapons and armour and two purebred steeds. And then he found the pouch and the piece of crumpled parchment and knew that he would be a fool not to take this chance.
He knew he resigned himself to death the moment he threw the poison at Irene.
Rage helped him think fast and clear. He whirled around and looked through the faces of the crowd until he saw the one he needed. The girl.
“If I lose my sister, you will lose ‘er,” Marek hissed and ran into the crowd.
Someone yelped as they were pushed away by Marek. A series of curses directed at him were echoes, empty noise he did not care about. He pushed through people, his small lithe frame slithering like a snake and kept the spear pointed upwards. The sight of him with a weapon had sent the crowd into disarray. People panicked, screamed and Marek cursed inwardly. He cursed them all and prayed to any god that listened that this commotion would not scare the child he was after into hiding.
Once he found her small frame, he slid an arm under hers and heaved her up. An ear-piercing scream had nearly made him deaf and Marek winced, cursing violently now, and with one violent shake told the child to be quiet.
No longer able to quickly leave the room, Marek elbowed women and men out of his way. Someone tried to grab at him and he nearly lost his balance when a hand hooked him by the collar. The spear swung and struck his attacker with the counterweight and he fell back with a bloodied nose. Free, Marek sprinted down the hall and into the night, and ran down the hill towards the lake.
For one terrifying moment, he sprinted through the open meadow. The moon was bright above him and enveloped him in a silver light. There was nowhere to hide until he reached the base of the hill, and when he finally did, he ducked into the shadows of nearby houses and ran through the village.
His plan was nothing more than hope now. Hope that Nathan followed him and the drink and heavy armour slowed the knight down enough to give Marek time to find refuge.
Marek didn’t know where he was running and the weight of Irene’s spear and the child at his side was slowing him down now. Adrenaline no longer gave his legs the strength to sprint and he pressed a harsh hand against the child’s mouth to keep her silent for as long as he could. The child bit him so hard she drew blood and kicked and thrashed against him with all her might. Marek didn’t care. He was afraid to stop now, to let her go, for he knew deep inside that his head would roll if he did.
With panicked eyes, he looked around and refused to see if Nathan was following. He knew he’d hear his approach when he got too close.
He weaved through the village, turning here and there to put as much distance as he could between himself and the knight. Finally, his eyes found a decrepit barn at the lake’s bank and he thrust the door open with his shoulder and fell inside. He let go of the child, pointed the poisoned spear at her, and slammed the door shut.
The barn was empty safe for some stacks of hay and broken mouldy boards. It stank of algae and fish and the floor was slippery with slime and scales and fish guts. Bars of moonlight crossed the floorboards and Marek’s face as he pressed his face close to the door, watching the roads through the slits between the boards.
Ironic that he chose to hide in a place Nathan dared imply Fleta to be frolicking around.
Flies buzzed around his head but he did not care. Marek was as pale as the moon and his hand shook as he kept the weapon pointed at the girl. His eyes were wide and he was afraid, so afraid. The waiting scared him more than Nathan ever could.
The child screamed and Marek let her. Jaw set so hard his teeth hurt, Marek clutched at the pouch of poison.
~~
Nothing worked. Not a single thing I drank made a smidgeon of difference.
When I stumbled into the village hall, I moved from beam to beam, from table to table. It was hard to see, my vision remained blurry and no matter how much I rubbed at my eyes or blinked it did not improve. People were blobs of colour as were the dishes that I overturned in my clumsy attempts to grab the pitchers and goblets.
With my vision gone, I found myself relying on my sense of smell, for everything burned as I inhaled and it was the only thing I could feel. The hearty dishes made me sick as was the stench of alcohol and sweat and moulding hay.
A bowl of apples cluttered to the floor and the fruit rolled away in spots of pale yellow to be stepped onto or caught by a child who was passing by. The clay pitcher was heavy and my hand shook as I brought it to my lips and hungrily drank until I chocked and coughed, spilling some wine over myself. The spices burned and the wine was warm. It intensified the fire roaring in my lungs and I bent over the table and gasped for air.
Panic was struggling to take hold on my senses and I fought it, stubborn, and continued to the next table and the next, grasping at anything that resembled a cup or a goblet or a pitcher. I had knocked back a jug of hard liquor and the blinding pain that followed instantly made me stumble forward and nearly fall.
Where was the Mountain forsaken water?
No one had come to me for help. Music had stopped and with a sluggish mind I realized that the crowd was yelling, screaming, and people scattered to the sides. A flash of armour caught my attention and I tried to go after it, nearly tripping over an upturned chair in the process, unable to see it underfoot.
I rested heavily against a nearby wooden beam as burning coughs shook my body once more. A metallic taste in my mouth made me sick. Annoyed, I brushed the back of my hand across my mouth and looked around to spot Nathan. He towered over most people and his presence was hard to miss, as a tower of grey stone would be hard to spot within a forest.
But the flash of metal was gone and so had half the crowd. People ran to me, at me, and I slid down the beam and some part of my mind urged me to be as small as possible not to be trampled to death. Skirts brushed past me and people spoke in a chorus, the cacophony of voices loud and impossible to understand, to determine what they were on about and what made them so terrified.
Once it was safe to move, I pushed away from the beam and half-ran half-stumbled across the open hall. Several tables were laying on their sides, their contents spilled; the decorations were ripped off the walls and lay crumbled on the floor; several women and men stood hugging the walls in terror. Someone screamed when I ran past them, I didn’t know why.
Another series of coughs assaulted my lungs and I leaned against the wall, bringing my hand to my mouth and struggled to breathe. My heart was beating so hard I could hear it and it shook my ribcage with intensity of a drum. By then my throat was rubbed raw, numb.
Even as my coughs subsided and I calmed down, gasping for air with raw, dry lips, I could still feel the wall shake beneath my shoulder. It confused me and I stared at it. It was not a wall at all. It was a door, propped shut by a chair. When I moved it away with a groan, for each movement required strength I no longer had, the door burst open and Fleta nearly tripped, fists raised. She stared at me with shock, tears running down her cheeks and her fists bruised from having knocked on the door too long and too hard. She recovered quickly from her stupor, which couldn’t be said about me, and grabbed my shoulders.
“What happened?” She demanded, terrified, and ran a hand over my face. It was so cold against my skin and brushed away the beads of sweat and the long strands of hair off my eyes. Involuntarily, I leaned into the touch, soaking in the cold. “You are coughing blood.”
I was?
My heart continued its flutter at the revelation and I looked down to stare at my hand. The back of it was tinted with a smear of red that was too blurry for my eyes to see at first.
That’s not good. Such a calm thought. Did I already resign myself to death? Or was it shock?
Fleta shook me and I couldn’t find the strength to look at her. She shook me again but my head was far too heavy to lift, my eyes were closing and I wished for nothing more than rest. Finally, she released me and without support to keep me upright, I leaned against the wall, almost in gratitude for being left alone. Until a sudden force snapped my head to the side so fast my neck protested and I staggered back.
It woke me up and with brows drawn together in confusion I stared at Fleta who was breathing heavily before me, holding one hand in the other. She had slapped me. Such uncharacteristic display of control almost made me laugh.
“What happened?” Fleta breathed and held me by the arm as I coughed. “What’s wrong?”
“I – “ I tried to speak and my voice was raspy, harsh. “Marek…did this.” Each word was a struggle.
Fleta continued to look at me with terror and cast a glance around the nearly empty hall. “Where is he?”
“I don’t…know,” I managed and began to move towards the doors. There was little time left. If Marek wasn’t in the building, that meant he was somewhere nearby. I wagered not long had passed since he left me at the bench and if Nathan wasn’t in the hall, he went after the red-head boy.
Fleta wrapped an arm around my waist and helped me walk and then run, the slope of the hill working to our advantage as we jogged. It made me breathless in an instant and I gasped for air like a fish out of water, earning more terrified looks from Fleta. She bit on her lip and shut her eyes, fighting battles of her own I was sure, afraid to let me go and equally afraid to follow me.
“Marek locked me in that room. He pleaded for me to wait there and said that…” Fleta sobbed and tears slid down her cheeks. She wiped them off with her sleeve. “That all will be alright. I didn’t know. I swear I had no knowledge he would do this. Whatever he is doing.”
“I know,” I rasped and nearly tripped on Nathan’s sword that slapped against my shin and thigh. Cumbersome thing.
The grass was wet and Fleta tripped on her skirts and slipped, bringing me down with her, and on our knees, we reached the bottom of the hill. Fleta jumped to her feet quickly and helped me up. The moment I was up I grasped at my head and groaned, earning myself a new series of coughs. The taste of iron in my mouth was nauseating and the short run was a bad idea, for my body shook in cold shivers.
But none of it mattered. I had to reach Nathan and the child, find them and do my job. The thought of dying in some village hall was as terrifying as succumbing to the molten iron pooled within my chest. These thoughts kept me upright as we ran towards the lake, aimless, and I used Fleta as my eyes. In this darkness, I couldn’t see a foot ahead of me.
“There! That’s Marek,” Fleta pointed a pale hand towards the village, where I could barely see a moving figure, oddly shaped at the waist. It was screaming. A child. I could barely hear the screams over the heartbeat in my ears.
We ran there, holding onto each other for support, and it did not even occur to me that I could be useless to Nathan in this condition. Unable to breathe, to stand, let alone to fight. But I had his sword. And he was hardly a cripple.
Frozen in horror, Marek gaped at Nathan with wide red-rimmed eyes and lips parted in shock. What was Nathan saying? How dare he say such things, of Fleta, who had been nothing but kind to him? How could he insinuate that…that she would do such vile things? Rolling around the hay with some boy that she had just met, or – heaven spare him! – with many men?
Marek knew he was a fool. A fool who took to action without so much as a solid plan. All of this was half-improvisation and the bits that were planned did not work out. He wanted Irene out of the picture and, when he found her sitting alone outside, he thought himself lucky. He thought he was doing the right thing then. But she would not follow him, out of blind loyalty to Nathan or to coin, and Marek’s plan to send her tumbling down the hill was thwarted.
That plan hinged on her trust, trust he thought he’d acquired on the road, but she put the well-being of Nathan and the child above anything else.
And now, everything hinged on how Nathan felt about Fleta. This too, had not gone as he thought it would.
A trembling fist formed at his side and the hold on Irene’s spear was painful, hard, and shaking so much that the blade shuddered in its metal clasps. With sheer force of will Marek did not plunge the spearhead into Nathan’s throat.
Coughing continued deep in his ears and Marek had gone pale in the face, paranoid that Irene was somewhere nearby, moving closer and closer. He did not know how long the poison lasted and if it was possible to recover from it.
He did not know she would start suffocating!
The way her ashen eyes turned cold with realization that she was dying still sent chills through him and fear gripped his limbs in an icy hold.
He couldn’t go back now.
“She was kind to ye!” Marek exclaimed in anger, his voice trembling with the same intensity as his hands. Never before in his life did he wish to impose judgement in a form of pain on someone else. “Nothin’ but kind! How— How dare—“ Marek couldn’t speak. Rage coursed through his veins, burning, intense. His face turned red and he spat the words at Nathan.
When he found the pouch and the parchment amongst the belongings Fleta had recovered from the forest floor, he thought that it was no coincidence. Fleta claimed that it was divine providence that led Nathan and Irene down the same road as them. And he thought, perhaps it was?
They’d been struggling to collect a dowry for Fleta for years and she was too old to marry now. It was hard to find a match for her, no matter how beautiful and kind and innocent she was. Coin fed hungry mouths, not beauty. Such was the truth and it was harsh.
Then, the dowry was stolen and the thief ran into the woods, leaving his partner to die by Marek’s hand. Marek all but lost hope in that moment, but soon he saw two travellers with weapons and armour and two purebred steeds. And then he found the pouch and the piece of crumpled parchment and knew that he would be a fool not to take this chance.
He knew he resigned himself to death the moment he threw the poison at Irene.
Rage helped him think fast and clear. He whirled around and looked through the faces of the crowd until he saw the one he needed. The girl.
“If I lose my sister, you will lose ‘er,” Marek hissed and ran into the crowd.
Someone yelped as they were pushed away by Marek. A series of curses directed at him were echoes, empty noise he did not care about. He pushed through people, his small lithe frame slithering like a snake and kept the spear pointed upwards. The sight of him with a weapon had sent the crowd into disarray. People panicked, screamed and Marek cursed inwardly. He cursed them all and prayed to any god that listened that this commotion would not scare the child he was after into hiding.
Once he found her small frame, he slid an arm under hers and heaved her up. An ear-piercing scream had nearly made him deaf and Marek winced, cursing violently now, and with one violent shake told the child to be quiet.
No longer able to quickly leave the room, Marek elbowed women and men out of his way. Someone tried to grab at him and he nearly lost his balance when a hand hooked him by the collar. The spear swung and struck his attacker with the counterweight and he fell back with a bloodied nose. Free, Marek sprinted down the hall and into the night, and ran down the hill towards the lake.
For one terrifying moment, he sprinted through the open meadow. The moon was bright above him and enveloped him in a silver light. There was nowhere to hide until he reached the base of the hill, and when he finally did, he ducked into the shadows of nearby houses and ran through the village.
His plan was nothing more than hope now. Hope that Nathan followed him and the drink and heavy armour slowed the knight down enough to give Marek time to find refuge.
Marek didn’t know where he was running and the weight of Irene’s spear and the child at his side was slowing him down now. Adrenaline no longer gave his legs the strength to sprint and he pressed a harsh hand against the child’s mouth to keep her silent for as long as he could. The child bit him so hard she drew blood and kicked and thrashed against him with all her might. Marek didn’t care. He was afraid to stop now, to let her go, for he knew deep inside that his head would roll if he did.
With panicked eyes, he looked around and refused to see if Nathan was following. He knew he’d hear his approach when he got too close.
He weaved through the village, turning here and there to put as much distance as he could between himself and the knight. Finally, his eyes found a decrepit barn at the lake’s bank and he thrust the door open with his shoulder and fell inside. He let go of the child, pointed the poisoned spear at her, and slammed the door shut.
The barn was empty safe for some stacks of hay and broken mouldy boards. It stank of algae and fish and the floor was slippery with slime and scales and fish guts. Bars of moonlight crossed the floorboards and Marek’s face as he pressed his face close to the door, watching the roads through the slits between the boards.
Ironic that he chose to hide in a place Nathan dared imply Fleta to be frolicking around.
Flies buzzed around his head but he did not care. Marek was as pale as the moon and his hand shook as he kept the weapon pointed at the girl. His eyes were wide and he was afraid, so afraid. The waiting scared him more than Nathan ever could.
The child screamed and Marek let her. Jaw set so hard his teeth hurt, Marek clutched at the pouch of poison.
~~
Nothing worked. Not a single thing I drank made a smidgeon of difference.
When I stumbled into the village hall, I moved from beam to beam, from table to table. It was hard to see, my vision remained blurry and no matter how much I rubbed at my eyes or blinked it did not improve. People were blobs of colour as were the dishes that I overturned in my clumsy attempts to grab the pitchers and goblets.
With my vision gone, I found myself relying on my sense of smell, for everything burned as I inhaled and it was the only thing I could feel. The hearty dishes made me sick as was the stench of alcohol and sweat and moulding hay.
A bowl of apples cluttered to the floor and the fruit rolled away in spots of pale yellow to be stepped onto or caught by a child who was passing by. The clay pitcher was heavy and my hand shook as I brought it to my lips and hungrily drank until I chocked and coughed, spilling some wine over myself. The spices burned and the wine was warm. It intensified the fire roaring in my lungs and I bent over the table and gasped for air.
Panic was struggling to take hold on my senses and I fought it, stubborn, and continued to the next table and the next, grasping at anything that resembled a cup or a goblet or a pitcher. I had knocked back a jug of hard liquor and the blinding pain that followed instantly made me stumble forward and nearly fall.
Where was the Mountain forsaken water?
No one had come to me for help. Music had stopped and with a sluggish mind I realized that the crowd was yelling, screaming, and people scattered to the sides. A flash of armour caught my attention and I tried to go after it, nearly tripping over an upturned chair in the process, unable to see it underfoot.
I rested heavily against a nearby wooden beam as burning coughs shook my body once more. A metallic taste in my mouth made me sick. Annoyed, I brushed the back of my hand across my mouth and looked around to spot Nathan. He towered over most people and his presence was hard to miss, as a tower of grey stone would be hard to spot within a forest.
But the flash of metal was gone and so had half the crowd. People ran to me, at me, and I slid down the beam and some part of my mind urged me to be as small as possible not to be trampled to death. Skirts brushed past me and people spoke in a chorus, the cacophony of voices loud and impossible to understand, to determine what they were on about and what made them so terrified.
Once it was safe to move, I pushed away from the beam and half-ran half-stumbled across the open hall. Several tables were laying on their sides, their contents spilled; the decorations were ripped off the walls and lay crumbled on the floor; several women and men stood hugging the walls in terror. Someone screamed when I ran past them, I didn’t know why.
Another series of coughs assaulted my lungs and I leaned against the wall, bringing my hand to my mouth and struggled to breathe. My heart was beating so hard I could hear it and it shook my ribcage with intensity of a drum. By then my throat was rubbed raw, numb.
Even as my coughs subsided and I calmed down, gasping for air with raw, dry lips, I could still feel the wall shake beneath my shoulder. It confused me and I stared at it. It was not a wall at all. It was a door, propped shut by a chair. When I moved it away with a groan, for each movement required strength I no longer had, the door burst open and Fleta nearly tripped, fists raised. She stared at me with shock, tears running down her cheeks and her fists bruised from having knocked on the door too long and too hard. She recovered quickly from her stupor, which couldn’t be said about me, and grabbed my shoulders.
“What happened?” She demanded, terrified, and ran a hand over my face. It was so cold against my skin and brushed away the beads of sweat and the long strands of hair off my eyes. Involuntarily, I leaned into the touch, soaking in the cold. “You are coughing blood.”
I was?
My heart continued its flutter at the revelation and I looked down to stare at my hand. The back of it was tinted with a smear of red that was too blurry for my eyes to see at first.
That’s not good. Such a calm thought. Did I already resign myself to death? Or was it shock?
Fleta shook me and I couldn’t find the strength to look at her. She shook me again but my head was far too heavy to lift, my eyes were closing and I wished for nothing more than rest. Finally, she released me and without support to keep me upright, I leaned against the wall, almost in gratitude for being left alone. Until a sudden force snapped my head to the side so fast my neck protested and I staggered back.
It woke me up and with brows drawn together in confusion I stared at Fleta who was breathing heavily before me, holding one hand in the other. She had slapped me. Such uncharacteristic display of control almost made me laugh.
“What happened?” Fleta breathed and held me by the arm as I coughed. “What’s wrong?”
“I – “ I tried to speak and my voice was raspy, harsh. “Marek…did this.” Each word was a struggle.
Fleta continued to look at me with terror and cast a glance around the nearly empty hall. “Where is he?”
“I don’t…know,” I managed and began to move towards the doors. There was little time left. If Marek wasn’t in the building, that meant he was somewhere nearby. I wagered not long had passed since he left me at the bench and if Nathan wasn’t in the hall, he went after the red-head boy.
Fleta wrapped an arm around my waist and helped me walk and then run, the slope of the hill working to our advantage as we jogged. It made me breathless in an instant and I gasped for air like a fish out of water, earning more terrified looks from Fleta. She bit on her lip and shut her eyes, fighting battles of her own I was sure, afraid to let me go and equally afraid to follow me.
“Marek locked me in that room. He pleaded for me to wait there and said that…” Fleta sobbed and tears slid down her cheeks. She wiped them off with her sleeve. “That all will be alright. I didn’t know. I swear I had no knowledge he would do this. Whatever he is doing.”
“I know,” I rasped and nearly tripped on Nathan’s sword that slapped against my shin and thigh. Cumbersome thing.
The grass was wet and Fleta tripped on her skirts and slipped, bringing me down with her, and on our knees, we reached the bottom of the hill. Fleta jumped to her feet quickly and helped me up. The moment I was up I grasped at my head and groaned, earning myself a new series of coughs. The taste of iron in my mouth was nauseating and the short run was a bad idea, for my body shook in cold shivers.
But none of it mattered. I had to reach Nathan and the child, find them and do my job. The thought of dying in some village hall was as terrifying as succumbing to the molten iron pooled within my chest. These thoughts kept me upright as we ran towards the lake, aimless, and I used Fleta as my eyes. In this darkness, I couldn’t see a foot ahead of me.
“There! That’s Marek,” Fleta pointed a pale hand towards the village, where I could barely see a moving figure, oddly shaped at the waist. It was screaming. A child. I could barely hear the screams over the heartbeat in my ears.
We ran there, holding onto each other for support, and it did not even occur to me that I could be useless to Nathan in this condition. Unable to breathe, to stand, let alone to fight. But I had his sword. And he was hardly a cripple.
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