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Anna was already bored. Well, maybe bored wasn’t the right word as much as “already starting to feel the drain of her powers.” But there was definitely a good dash of boredom in there as well. She hated her family’s parties. It wasn’t like they even really needed her there. But not having their youngest daughter there would have made the family look bad, and so she had to be there. They had to show a united front, her father said. Missing family members just wouldn’t do. Even if the missing family member was the youngest daughter who was constantly overlooked at meetings, and whose presence probably wouldn’t even be missed from the meeting.
Still, if she had to be present, she didn’t have to be sober. Her family wasn’t one to be bad hosts, and so there was plentiful alcohol and food available to everyone who happened to wander into the house. Anna knew that she couldn’t wander too far or for too long in case someone missed her, but she could disappear for long enough to retrieve another drink and stuff her face with a canape or two.
As much as she hated parties, she hated the thought of this one even more. They wanted to marry off one of her brothers. A strategic political alliance, they called it. Anna already knew what was going to happen. She and the other woman would be flung together at just about every single event, so the men could talk business and the women could talk about shoes and cosmetic procedures. Even if she knew nothing about this potential fiancee, she already had a picture of her built up in her head. Blonde, pretty, barely even two brain cells to rub together, somebody innocent and not a threat at all. A playing piece in whatever game her family was playing. And Anna had sympathy for the poor woman, she really did. Somebody else who’s life was entirely out of her control. But that didn’t mean Anna had to like her immediately.
She shoved her hands into the pockets of her dress as she scanned the room. The dress was a present from her mother; a peace offering and an instruction all at once. Anna knew it was expensive. It felt expensive and it looked expensive. Perhaps worst of all, it was comfortable. Even if it wasn’t exactly Anna’s preferred style, she couldn’t claim to be uncomfortable in it. And it had pockets. But that didn’t change the fact that her mother handing her the dress had been an order, one Anna hadn’t had the energy to fight. An order to look pretty and fit the family’s image. Every time Anna caught sight of herself in the mirror, she felt like she was looking at a younger version of her mother.
She knew that the only thing preventing her from being the subject of an arranged political marriage such as this one or her mother’s was her sexuality. Her family weren’t exactly great, but they also weren’t going to force her to marry a man. If she’d been older or more important, maybe they may have considered it, but it was the one point that Anna had dug her heels in about, and the one thing they’d listened to. If Anna married anyone, it would be a woman. And it turned out there weren’t all that many queer women available for arranged marriages.
As she drained another glass and handed it off to a passing waiter, she could see her father giving her an all too familiar look. It was time for her to meet the poor woman who was to marry into her family. She sighed and made her way over to the rest of her family, to see what horrors awaited her.