DrTrollinski
Don't let the name scare you.
"You need to talk to him. Need to tell him he doesn't need to worry as much." She sniffled, "It's the only way he'll soak it up. I don't think he's very good at... Just... 'Seeing' these things, you know? General emotions, sure, but, I guess he's quite an introvert in a lot of ways. He's just pretty good at hiding it?" She shrugged. "I just... Hate seeing all this happen between us. It's awful. Right now, the only people we're going to have is each other, and it's not going to end well if we start falling out and splitting up. We're running out of people who have their eyes on the bigger picture now, T. Look at Tony. I don't even think his main goal is Al-Asheera anymore. I don't think it ever was." She sniffled and wiped her eyes again, and when Thalia was down there with her, sat with her and doing her best to talk her out of her emotional state, it went without saying that it was very much appreciated.
"I wish I could put into words how much your friendship alone means to me. That's not taking into account everything else you've done." She sniffled. "You've done so much - Over the last few years I ran into a lot of people, a lot of people who were probably like you in a lot of ways, people I could have been friends with. Difference is, though, you came back." She said, and finally, she cracked a tiny smile, albeit a sad one. "You came back for a barely-pulling-through-looking girl and her kid brother, all because there was... Something about us that stuck in your head, that got to you. Whether it was because I was too feisty to forget, or Joseph had too much of a sweet-looking face... Whatever it was. You came back. And that means something." She sniffled. "It's something that I never forgot about you - how you risked your life to come back for us, just to give me thirty dollars and a cheap cell phone." She said, and this time, she finally managed a little laugh. Humor could be found in the strangest of places.
"Your family won't catch you doing anything like that, T. Not anymore. You made promises, remember?" She said. "You promised you'd keep your cool as much as you could, and so far, you've done a pretty good job of that. You don't need to worry." She said, doing her best to assure her things would be different, that things would be okay despite the circumstances. "James has done a pretty solid job of shielding Joseph from all of this - today was the only day when he really saw anything even somewhat related, and even that wasn't too bad. Sure... He heard a lot more than he should have, heard about Al-Asheera, heard about how Tony killed that guy, but..." She sighed. "He's okay. He's stayed protected from it all aside from today - You know that me and James will help keep Charlie away from it all. I mean, without sounding too shitty about it..." She paused and wiped her eyes. ".. Chances are he's already asking a lot of questions. Just like I've said to you before, kids have their own little way of understanding things. I'm sure he's already got some idea that something's not right, but, that's nothing to be afraid of. Kids are... Curious little creatures." She gave off half a smirk.
When Thalia spoke of Karin's cries being the ones that hurt her most, Karin had to laugh but also give a gentle smile. "God..." She said - Sure, the laugh still had that tinge of sadness to it, but even so, she shook her head. "You're going to end up making me feel bad." She said, and finally, all because she couldn't resist, she reached out and pulled Thalia into a hug. This time more than just an average friendly one. This time, it was a meaningful one, one that Karin felt they both needed. She was glad she had the chance to do this now, because she wasn't sure when she was next going to have the chance to do so without someone raising their eyebrows. 'Someone' being Tony - she was still ticked off over all his threats and accusations, but, it was clear she was more upset by them than angered by now. Would he really have Joseph taken away? Would he even try it? He could always call on an investigation and, providing they did okay, all would come up clear. But what if it didn't?
She doubted Tony would try it after he received a beat-down. Did James really hate him that much? Truthfully, at first, no he didn't. Now it was a bit of a different story - the recklessness could only bring them bad news unless he could do something about it; it was possible that he could fix the situation they had here, but it was going to have to be done quickly, and it involved a whole number of boring jobs such as breaking into the national criminal record database. For now, though, he didn't know that Frank was in the shit. He'd find out soon enough, though.
"I wish things were going smoother, and as much as I wish you could keep tabs on everyone, even if you were gone... I can't agree with it. If we're not all here, something's going to go wrong somewhere, and I wouldn't want you or anyone else here to get hurt - Your family, too? I... I think they'd be happier in a place like this. Especially your brother - two other kids to play with, after all. He wouldn't be swamped by adults. That sorta' scenario can get stressful when you're a kid." She said. "And they'd have a house full of people that know LA. It'll be nice for them, nice for all of us once things settle down, okay?" She said.
She just wanted Thalia to believe that things would be alright, that things could improve from here on out. If Thalia would start to believe it, then she would, too.
"We're going to finish this fight exactly the way we started - strong. We're not going to let anyone bring us down. We've got each other's backs, and as long as we have that for the whole time this shit's going on, I think we'll be okay." She said, simply, now a little more confident in her own words. "I trust you, Thalia, but it'd pain me too much to see you go now. One day when this is all over with, yes, us moving on but keeping contact is inevitable, but right now, with how messed up some shit is... I'd be scared knowing you were out of the house for a mere couple of hours, let alone anything more than that." She said.
"Things are gonna' be fine. You've thanked me a lot, Thalia, but... I have to thank you, too. For everything." She said, the tightness of her hug increasing just a little bit. A strange thought crossed her mind - one that made her smile. "I can't wait to meet your mom." She said, laughing yet again. She wanted to see the motherly figure of the redhead. She wanted to see if the two were cuts from different cloth, or if they were basically a mirror of each other. Meeting her family would definitely be interesting. She sat there quietly for a moment, just hugging her friend close. It meant so much to have someone else there, someone she could turn to that wouldn't be all business.
"You're the best friend I've ever had, Thalia." She whispered to her. "I mean that."
"I wish I could put into words how much your friendship alone means to me. That's not taking into account everything else you've done." She sniffled. "You've done so much - Over the last few years I ran into a lot of people, a lot of people who were probably like you in a lot of ways, people I could have been friends with. Difference is, though, you came back." She said, and finally, she cracked a tiny smile, albeit a sad one. "You came back for a barely-pulling-through-looking girl and her kid brother, all because there was... Something about us that stuck in your head, that got to you. Whether it was because I was too feisty to forget, or Joseph had too much of a sweet-looking face... Whatever it was. You came back. And that means something." She sniffled. "It's something that I never forgot about you - how you risked your life to come back for us, just to give me thirty dollars and a cheap cell phone." She said, and this time, she finally managed a little laugh. Humor could be found in the strangest of places.
"Your family won't catch you doing anything like that, T. Not anymore. You made promises, remember?" She said. "You promised you'd keep your cool as much as you could, and so far, you've done a pretty good job of that. You don't need to worry." She said, doing her best to assure her things would be different, that things would be okay despite the circumstances. "James has done a pretty solid job of shielding Joseph from all of this - today was the only day when he really saw anything even somewhat related, and even that wasn't too bad. Sure... He heard a lot more than he should have, heard about Al-Asheera, heard about how Tony killed that guy, but..." She sighed. "He's okay. He's stayed protected from it all aside from today - You know that me and James will help keep Charlie away from it all. I mean, without sounding too shitty about it..." She paused and wiped her eyes. ".. Chances are he's already asking a lot of questions. Just like I've said to you before, kids have their own little way of understanding things. I'm sure he's already got some idea that something's not right, but, that's nothing to be afraid of. Kids are... Curious little creatures." She gave off half a smirk.
When Thalia spoke of Karin's cries being the ones that hurt her most, Karin had to laugh but also give a gentle smile. "God..." She said - Sure, the laugh still had that tinge of sadness to it, but even so, she shook her head. "You're going to end up making me feel bad." She said, and finally, all because she couldn't resist, she reached out and pulled Thalia into a hug. This time more than just an average friendly one. This time, it was a meaningful one, one that Karin felt they both needed. She was glad she had the chance to do this now, because she wasn't sure when she was next going to have the chance to do so without someone raising their eyebrows. 'Someone' being Tony - she was still ticked off over all his threats and accusations, but, it was clear she was more upset by them than angered by now. Would he really have Joseph taken away? Would he even try it? He could always call on an investigation and, providing they did okay, all would come up clear. But what if it didn't?
She doubted Tony would try it after he received a beat-down. Did James really hate him that much? Truthfully, at first, no he didn't. Now it was a bit of a different story - the recklessness could only bring them bad news unless he could do something about it; it was possible that he could fix the situation they had here, but it was going to have to be done quickly, and it involved a whole number of boring jobs such as breaking into the national criminal record database. For now, though, he didn't know that Frank was in the shit. He'd find out soon enough, though.
"I wish things were going smoother, and as much as I wish you could keep tabs on everyone, even if you were gone... I can't agree with it. If we're not all here, something's going to go wrong somewhere, and I wouldn't want you or anyone else here to get hurt - Your family, too? I... I think they'd be happier in a place like this. Especially your brother - two other kids to play with, after all. He wouldn't be swamped by adults. That sorta' scenario can get stressful when you're a kid." She said. "And they'd have a house full of people that know LA. It'll be nice for them, nice for all of us once things settle down, okay?" She said.
She just wanted Thalia to believe that things would be alright, that things could improve from here on out. If Thalia would start to believe it, then she would, too.
"We're going to finish this fight exactly the way we started - strong. We're not going to let anyone bring us down. We've got each other's backs, and as long as we have that for the whole time this shit's going on, I think we'll be okay." She said, simply, now a little more confident in her own words. "I trust you, Thalia, but it'd pain me too much to see you go now. One day when this is all over with, yes, us moving on but keeping contact is inevitable, but right now, with how messed up some shit is... I'd be scared knowing you were out of the house for a mere couple of hours, let alone anything more than that." She said.
"Things are gonna' be fine. You've thanked me a lot, Thalia, but... I have to thank you, too. For everything." She said, the tightness of her hug increasing just a little bit. A strange thought crossed her mind - one that made her smile. "I can't wait to meet your mom." She said, laughing yet again. She wanted to see the motherly figure of the redhead. She wanted to see if the two were cuts from different cloth, or if they were basically a mirror of each other. Meeting her family would definitely be interesting. She sat there quietly for a moment, just hugging her friend close. It meant so much to have someone else there, someone she could turn to that wouldn't be all business.
"You're the best friend I've ever had, Thalia." She whispered to her. "I mean that."