DrTrollinski
Don't let the name scare you.
[SIZE=10.5pt]“You wouldn’t be in that spot. A shrink three times a week? You got it all wrong.” He laughed. “It’s never that bad. I mean…” He sighed, “The kid out back? Chances are, even under his circumstances, the most he’d have to see someone is twice a week. It doesn’t usually go beyond that. Getting more than one weekly session is extremely rare – You’ve got an odd few things you need to talk about. You’re not in the spot where you’re going out and killing someone every other night, you don’t have any psychopathic tendencies. You’ve just got your troubles.” He explained. “You’d see a guy maybe once or twice a week at most, get some meds, and that would be all.” He said, smiling at her.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“There’s not a single thing between us – mental or otherwise – that I’d let come between us. Everything that happens? I take it into account, and I adapt. I don’t run away. I never have. Only time in my life I ever ran was when I was running away from Maryland in the hopeless chance of escaping the past. It didn’t do me any favors, but, me and you? Us? It won’t be hit at all by any of this, by you needing help. What I’m saying is, Thalia, and I’ll quote a song here…” He sighed, “If we ain’t got no money I can make it. I ain’t afraid of working to the bone. If I don’t know what I’m doing I can fake it – I’ll pray ‘til Jesus rolls away the stone.” He said, his voice quiet and soft. He meant what he said with every ounce of his heart, and his heart had plenty of room for numerous people, but a big section of his heart was reserved for the girl he so quickly fell in love with, the one who he already knew was a viable candidate for spending the rest of his days with.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]The mere thought of things they could accomplish made him grin like an idiot. He could only imagine the two of them in a movie together, or as directors, or major characters in a TV show. He knew any future children they had would idolize them purely for the reason that they were big TV stars. That would be incredible, but, not something that was a priority. If it could happen, he’d take it – if not, he’d go on and do what he could to ensure life was comfortable for him and everyone important that was in it. He knew Karin had more or less found what she needed to be safe and sound – James. A man who was quite possibly an assassin-for-hire on the side, but still, rich, and loving towards her brother. She’d found what she wanted, and Frank and Thalia had done the same. But from now on, they’d have to act cold with each other.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“You worry too much.” He grinned and bopped her on the nose with his index finger. “I’m not in love with you for your intelligence. Or the fact that you might have a mental illness or anything like that. I’m in love with, well, you. And just you.” He said. “I don’t need a genius to make me happy, Thalia. Just keep doing what you’re doing – every part of you is already perfect. And anything you do is just going to be making it even better, better than it needs to be. The only thing you need is a bit of straightening out – a real job, independence, and you’ll be even more perfect than you already are.” He said. “It’s all a gradual process, as you probably know. Change doesn’t often happen overnight like it has over the past two days, and change is very often tiring.” He looked down.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“But change is a good thing. Rain makes corn, and corn makes whiskey – that sort of ideology is something to live by, something to inspire you to change. Yeah, the rain might suck ass at first, but when you realize that rain is good for a lot of other things, life doesn’t seem all that bad. When I look at you, I wouldn’t say the life you’re living at this exact moment is shit or anything like that. If anything, it’s on the road to repair. Repair takes time, but, it always will.” He explained.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]She offered to be there for him when he found his sister’s killer? The offer was tempting, but not one that he was sure he could take.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“I’d like your help and your support, but when it comes to it…” He sighed, “I think it might need to be something I do alone. I’ve spent my whole life wondering who this man is and why he did it – I want him to look me in the eye when he tells me about the day he did it, and the things he did to her. It sounds dark, but, something that I need to do. I have a plan for how I’ll deal with it.” He explained. “Maybe James is the best answer here. He can find him, much quicker than anyone in the LAPD could. If the guy’s in hiding, it won’t take much to flush the guy out, I can’t imagine. At least not for a man like him with contacts all over the country.” He chuckled.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]There was one last request – just a few more minutes of being in love before they had to leave and go on to do whatever it was that was necessary. Be cold with each other, or at least appear distant. Suddenly being cold with one another would make it too obvious that they were conspiring to try and shrug Tony off.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“Of course.” He whispered back to her, and with that, he went in for another kiss.[/SIZE]
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[SIZE=10.5pt]So, it seemed she hit a nerve by talking about Melissa. Understandable, but, it seemed that Tony was willing to try and go in for low blows as well. She was going to argue her point, though, but she had to give him something to work with. One thing she wasn’t going to let him do was screw Thalia over, though, because that wouldn’t be right. They’d both promised that things would have a good outcome at the end of all of this, and Karin knew she could do several things to try and convince Tony to start thinking otherwise about her. She had a few more tricks up her sleeve to try and in some ways coerce him, just like he was doing to her.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“Come on, Tony, think about this for just a minute.” She said. “Why would she order the abduction of your girlfriend? What reason would she have to do that? Not only that, I was with her the whole night that Melissa went missing – She didn’t touch her phone the whole time.” She said. “You can go right ahead and call the protective services, Tony. Go wild.” She said. “I knew that half the LAPD didn’t have any nobility or honour, but I didn’t expect you to lack it. I understand you might be a little more bitter than usual, seeing as you lost a good man today. I’m not denying that, and I sympathize, but don’t put it past me. If you try and screw me or Thalia over, I WILL rat you out. I wouldn’t want to do that to the boy, but believe me, I’m a woman of my word. For that, I give you the chance to make the decision to do what’s right. For his sake.” She nodded down to the sleeping child.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“I don’t take kindly to your poor attempts at blackmail. Sure, I can’t afford the medical treatment, but James can.” She smiled a little, “And James is becoming very fond of Joseph – I’m sure he won’t take kindly to your empty threats, but that’s clearly an enemy you want to risk making. You’d look like an idiot if you called social services – they’d look into it and find that he’d been bought memberships with soccer and Jiu Jitsu places, and that alone would prove that there’s money in circulation for him. It proves that we care for him. I’ll be damned if I don’t help out, but you and I both know that James has got it covered, and by you trying to… BLACKMAIL me?” She shook her head. “It’s not something that’ll fall upon deaf ears. Shame on you for trying to bring him into this, just because you have some sort of… Obsession with getting Thalia booted.” She shook her head.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]It didn’t seem like the message about Thalia’s family was clear.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“You can tell them if you want, but I know for a fact that James has an army, and from what I remember, he’s the one promising to bail your girlfriend out because you don’t have the money or the power to do it yourself.” She said, the last part said with a rather bitter tone. “Imagine if all of those opportunities just… Went away? All because James decided to listen to the person he was in love with rather than some detective who’s already stepped over the line more than once?” She said, suggestively. “If you don’t think I’ll do it, fine, you can go ahead and ruin everything with her family, make a permanent enemy with Thalia. But believe me, Tony, that will be the worst decision you make for both yours and Melissa’s life.” She opened the door and stepped out, but, before she left, she turned back to face him.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“You think Thalia’s secretly in bed with Al-Asheera still? Think she’s going to run back to Ra’s?” She asked. “Well, in that case, I sure hope you can explain why Ra’s had Thalia’s father executed this morning.” She said, once again, her tone bitter – Yep, she knew something he didn’t. “Do you see her running back to him now?” She asked. “Newsflash, Tony. I can’t name a single person other than you that doesn’t know about her dad’s murder – Look it up if you don’t believe me. Go online and look at Philly’s news reports, see what Ra’s did, see what James and Thalia want to stop from happening somewhere else. You can act like Mister Big Balls all you want, and you can try and scare me into ratting my friend out – but it’s time you saw one thing: They don’t trust you, either.” She said, sharply. “You know what? I’ll even sign my name to agree that Thalia needs some professional help to get over everything that’s happened, but I’ll be damned if I let you lock her up. And if you threaten my brother again?” She shook her head, slowly.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“You won’t like what happens. One more word about him, or even the risk of dragging him back into this… You’ll wake up with your balls in your mouth the next morning. I promise.” She said, and she walked out. She would have slammed the door for more effect, but, her heart went out to the boy. Even though she was angered, she carefully close the door over to avoid waking the kid up. He needed the rest.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]Maybe she got a bit carried away, but, if she could get the severity of everything into Tony’s head – and possibly the idea that he had no power over people – could she bring the group back together for the greater good? Especially now that she’d revealed the fate of Thalia’s father. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“There’s not a single thing between us – mental or otherwise – that I’d let come between us. Everything that happens? I take it into account, and I adapt. I don’t run away. I never have. Only time in my life I ever ran was when I was running away from Maryland in the hopeless chance of escaping the past. It didn’t do me any favors, but, me and you? Us? It won’t be hit at all by any of this, by you needing help. What I’m saying is, Thalia, and I’ll quote a song here…” He sighed, “If we ain’t got no money I can make it. I ain’t afraid of working to the bone. If I don’t know what I’m doing I can fake it – I’ll pray ‘til Jesus rolls away the stone.” He said, his voice quiet and soft. He meant what he said with every ounce of his heart, and his heart had plenty of room for numerous people, but a big section of his heart was reserved for the girl he so quickly fell in love with, the one who he already knew was a viable candidate for spending the rest of his days with.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]The mere thought of things they could accomplish made him grin like an idiot. He could only imagine the two of them in a movie together, or as directors, or major characters in a TV show. He knew any future children they had would idolize them purely for the reason that they were big TV stars. That would be incredible, but, not something that was a priority. If it could happen, he’d take it – if not, he’d go on and do what he could to ensure life was comfortable for him and everyone important that was in it. He knew Karin had more or less found what she needed to be safe and sound – James. A man who was quite possibly an assassin-for-hire on the side, but still, rich, and loving towards her brother. She’d found what she wanted, and Frank and Thalia had done the same. But from now on, they’d have to act cold with each other.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“You worry too much.” He grinned and bopped her on the nose with his index finger. “I’m not in love with you for your intelligence. Or the fact that you might have a mental illness or anything like that. I’m in love with, well, you. And just you.” He said. “I don’t need a genius to make me happy, Thalia. Just keep doing what you’re doing – every part of you is already perfect. And anything you do is just going to be making it even better, better than it needs to be. The only thing you need is a bit of straightening out – a real job, independence, and you’ll be even more perfect than you already are.” He said. “It’s all a gradual process, as you probably know. Change doesn’t often happen overnight like it has over the past two days, and change is very often tiring.” He looked down.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“But change is a good thing. Rain makes corn, and corn makes whiskey – that sort of ideology is something to live by, something to inspire you to change. Yeah, the rain might suck ass at first, but when you realize that rain is good for a lot of other things, life doesn’t seem all that bad. When I look at you, I wouldn’t say the life you’re living at this exact moment is shit or anything like that. If anything, it’s on the road to repair. Repair takes time, but, it always will.” He explained.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]She offered to be there for him when he found his sister’s killer? The offer was tempting, but not one that he was sure he could take.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“I’d like your help and your support, but when it comes to it…” He sighed, “I think it might need to be something I do alone. I’ve spent my whole life wondering who this man is and why he did it – I want him to look me in the eye when he tells me about the day he did it, and the things he did to her. It sounds dark, but, something that I need to do. I have a plan for how I’ll deal with it.” He explained. “Maybe James is the best answer here. He can find him, much quicker than anyone in the LAPD could. If the guy’s in hiding, it won’t take much to flush the guy out, I can’t imagine. At least not for a man like him with contacts all over the country.” He chuckled.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]There was one last request – just a few more minutes of being in love before they had to leave and go on to do whatever it was that was necessary. Be cold with each other, or at least appear distant. Suddenly being cold with one another would make it too obvious that they were conspiring to try and shrug Tony off.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“Of course.” He whispered back to her, and with that, he went in for another kiss.[/SIZE]
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[SIZE=10.5pt]So, it seemed she hit a nerve by talking about Melissa. Understandable, but, it seemed that Tony was willing to try and go in for low blows as well. She was going to argue her point, though, but she had to give him something to work with. One thing she wasn’t going to let him do was screw Thalia over, though, because that wouldn’t be right. They’d both promised that things would have a good outcome at the end of all of this, and Karin knew she could do several things to try and convince Tony to start thinking otherwise about her. She had a few more tricks up her sleeve to try and in some ways coerce him, just like he was doing to her.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“Come on, Tony, think about this for just a minute.” She said. “Why would she order the abduction of your girlfriend? What reason would she have to do that? Not only that, I was with her the whole night that Melissa went missing – She didn’t touch her phone the whole time.” She said. “You can go right ahead and call the protective services, Tony. Go wild.” She said. “I knew that half the LAPD didn’t have any nobility or honour, but I didn’t expect you to lack it. I understand you might be a little more bitter than usual, seeing as you lost a good man today. I’m not denying that, and I sympathize, but don’t put it past me. If you try and screw me or Thalia over, I WILL rat you out. I wouldn’t want to do that to the boy, but believe me, I’m a woman of my word. For that, I give you the chance to make the decision to do what’s right. For his sake.” She nodded down to the sleeping child.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“I don’t take kindly to your poor attempts at blackmail. Sure, I can’t afford the medical treatment, but James can.” She smiled a little, “And James is becoming very fond of Joseph – I’m sure he won’t take kindly to your empty threats, but that’s clearly an enemy you want to risk making. You’d look like an idiot if you called social services – they’d look into it and find that he’d been bought memberships with soccer and Jiu Jitsu places, and that alone would prove that there’s money in circulation for him. It proves that we care for him. I’ll be damned if I don’t help out, but you and I both know that James has got it covered, and by you trying to… BLACKMAIL me?” She shook her head. “It’s not something that’ll fall upon deaf ears. Shame on you for trying to bring him into this, just because you have some sort of… Obsession with getting Thalia booted.” She shook her head.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]It didn’t seem like the message about Thalia’s family was clear.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“You can tell them if you want, but I know for a fact that James has an army, and from what I remember, he’s the one promising to bail your girlfriend out because you don’t have the money or the power to do it yourself.” She said, the last part said with a rather bitter tone. “Imagine if all of those opportunities just… Went away? All because James decided to listen to the person he was in love with rather than some detective who’s already stepped over the line more than once?” She said, suggestively. “If you don’t think I’ll do it, fine, you can go ahead and ruin everything with her family, make a permanent enemy with Thalia. But believe me, Tony, that will be the worst decision you make for both yours and Melissa’s life.” She opened the door and stepped out, but, before she left, she turned back to face him.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“You think Thalia’s secretly in bed with Al-Asheera still? Think she’s going to run back to Ra’s?” She asked. “Well, in that case, I sure hope you can explain why Ra’s had Thalia’s father executed this morning.” She said, once again, her tone bitter – Yep, she knew something he didn’t. “Do you see her running back to him now?” She asked. “Newsflash, Tony. I can’t name a single person other than you that doesn’t know about her dad’s murder – Look it up if you don’t believe me. Go online and look at Philly’s news reports, see what Ra’s did, see what James and Thalia want to stop from happening somewhere else. You can act like Mister Big Balls all you want, and you can try and scare me into ratting my friend out – but it’s time you saw one thing: They don’t trust you, either.” She said, sharply. “You know what? I’ll even sign my name to agree that Thalia needs some professional help to get over everything that’s happened, but I’ll be damned if I let you lock her up. And if you threaten my brother again?” She shook her head, slowly.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“You won’t like what happens. One more word about him, or even the risk of dragging him back into this… You’ll wake up with your balls in your mouth the next morning. I promise.” She said, and she walked out. She would have slammed the door for more effect, but, her heart went out to the boy. Even though she was angered, she carefully close the door over to avoid waking the kid up. He needed the rest.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]Maybe she got a bit carried away, but, if she could get the severity of everything into Tony’s head – and possibly the idea that he had no power over people – could she bring the group back together for the greater good? Especially now that she’d revealed the fate of Thalia’s father. [/SIZE]