KasperXIII
Sworn To A Great Divide
Saying those very words, questioning motives for Frank's future and what was to come for this potential couple, pained Thalia with every syllable she uttered. How could she even say those things? Whether she liked it or not, she was basically asking Frank to choose between his lover and an innocent boy. And likewise, no matter how Frank phrased it, picking Jordan over her would break Thalia's heart, even though she knew the answer long before she asked. She just needed to be sure of it. She didn't want to turn her back on this special bond they had without knowing for certain that it was over and they had different plans for the future. It was enough that the distance between them, intentional or not, was causing a divide. But now, Jordan was going to worsen the blow, unfortunately. She adored the child, sure, but she could never assume the position of his mother, no matter the feelings she had for Frank.
And with every word out of Frank's mouth, Thalia, likewise, began to develop a saddened facial expression, enough to let her eyes start watering. Her hands fell to her lap and her back hunched forward as she contemplated what to say next. "He has no one?" she stuttered skeptically. "No family...? Not a missing aunt or uncle? Not a grandma in the countryside? Nothing at all?" She couldn't even believe that. Did no one want this child back? Was it possible that he'd be thrown into the foster care system in the condition he's in? Or worse, in psychiatric care, which she was also afraid of? "That can't be, Frank. There's gotta be someone somewhere. We can keep.... looking, right? I'm sure we'll find someone."
What if they don't? Then Frank's plan to keep him would go full force. And hearing that he'd keep Jordan as his own made Thalia's jaw drop slightly. She resisted the urge to shake her head in denial, fear of the sorrow she'd be in when this is all over, her fear coming true. She knew it was coming, but she was just hoping that it wouldn't be true. Who knew a wonderful night made her so... attached? But after all, her desire for Frank was rather selfish. If he felt this was his life's calling to take care of Jordan, who was she to stop him? With the wet sensation in her eyes manifesting in what would soon be tears, she sighed to catch her breath, then cracked a few words, "Well... you are an amazing man, Frank. No doubt. No man would give up his youth for a child he barely just met and grew attached to like this. You are one of a kind, and I was happy to call you my own these past few days, but... I'm just not like that. I can't just throw my youth away. I've lost a good bit of my life to Al-Asheera, and now that I have a chance to get it back? T-There's..." She took a deep breath. It was clear she was on the brink of crying, but she promised herself not to, not to Frank's face. She quickly ran her right hand across her eye to cover it up and continued, "There's so much I want to do with my life that I couldn't do before I settle down. Maybe that's not the case for you, but I just thought..."
If she were to continue, she would've said she thought she could've shared those memories with Frank. But what was the point of 'what ifs'? "If he has a bounty on his head, we can keep him safe. I never said no to that. But that shouldn't stop us from finding his next of kin. You wouldn't want to deprive a family of Jordan, right?" Following up with comments about their future would be futile. Jordan was still a priority. "He'll open up to people someday... time heals all wounds, they say? You can be sure Jordan will get better, but can you just...." she sniffled, "God damn it, I'm being selfish... because I want you, okay? I REALLY want you. And it's bad that I do, because I know that there are more important things than our thing from the other night." Just admitting that to Frank was enough to let the drops of tears fall to her cheeks and made her voice succumb to the emotional distress. But she quickly swiped a rolled fist over the trails to cover up. But there was no covering up her sorrow.
Tony... he fucked up again, clearly. The gun he used to shoot The Medic wasn't his own, and Thalia knew this. But she didn't recognize it as Frank's in particular. It was all happening so fast and she couldn't make a concise judgement about the gun. But Tony just framed his partner, and if he didn't have a target on his back before just for hanging out with her, he did now. "Frank... don't say that. Please don't say that," She reached forward to take his hands into her own, not paying much attention to her upset facial expression. "I made you in danger long before any of this. Just for taking a liking for me... I've been a criminal for eight years, and in some books, I deserve jail time. So don't you dare say that you'd be dragging me down, because if anything, I have been dragging YOU down. Don't think that's a reason to blame anyone, except Tony. I'm sorry he did that to you, and I'm sure James isn't going to stand for it. I sure as hell don't."
Nobody did in all honesty. Tony was officially everyone's enemy now. But his state didn't matter to Thalia. Only herself and Frank did at the moment. "If you're happy, then I'm happy," she sighed deeply. "I won't stop you from helping Jordan. I CAN'T stop you from helping him, being that fatherly figure for him. I'm just... I'm sorry..." she let her head fall into her palms, eyes buried in her fingers as she mustered out a few words, "I can't do it... I can't do this..."
Getting emotional was not the plan, and she wasn't asking for sympathy. But she simply couldn't help herself any longer. Any sort of affection from Frank would only hurt her more. But she didn't want to simply walk away into her own little corner of the world and act immature about it. Sure, she was weeping over this, but she didn't want to make it worse by turning her back on him. She stayed. What hurt more? Frank didn't break her heart; she did. She broke her own heart because she finally met someone so perfect to her, and she couldn't be with him because she didn't have her life in order. THAT hurt more than anything else.
It was now more than ever that she could use a hug from someone who didn't seem like a distant dream never to be fulfilled...
--
After being apprehended, Tony was immediately locked up in the LAPD's underground, poorly-lit interrogation room by Sergeant Reeves until further notice. He wasn't in handcuffs due to the department's trust that Tony wouldn't just walk out the front door. And even if he did try to exit, there were a few officers watching outside. The rumors had begun: the high and mighty untouchable Tony Walsh, now sitting in an interrogation room under arrest for conspiracy to commit murder, even as far as being an accessory. He was taking heat for crimes that were going to be pinned on Frank. This was never his plan, not in the slightest. What more could he do? His reputation was tanking. Odds are, his badge wouldn't survive the ordeal, either. Most importantly, James couldn't possibly be a stranger to this whole thing. He's probably heard about it by now and is sitting in his ivory tower just laughing at his demise. Melissa wouldn't forgive him, given Ra's doesn't begin cutting her to pieces when he finds out Tony was in prison...
Mel.... how could he forget? He had to bring it up next time Reeves checks up on him. They could help knowing that Al-Asheera has his girlfriend.
Tony was prepared to confess in full detail to everything. Every ounce of details about the private operations against the Clover Boys and Al-Asheera, as well as the location and a facial description of Fritzy and the identity of the mystery redhead. Would all of that intel be enough to get him, and possibly Frank, their freedom? What kind of backlash would that create from everyone else if Thalia and James go to prison? Karin would never forgive him for putting them both in prison - her boyfriend and best friend behind bars? What girl would? Frank would be anyone's guess. Would he appreciate Thalia and James gone in exchange for his freedom? How low would Tony stoop? That was only for time to tell as he paced back and forth in the interrogation room, his hair growing sweaty and out of its usual combed-back form, now with a few strands falling over his head. He took off his jacket and let it hang on the fold-out chair and folded the sleeves of his white button-up shirt up to his elbow. The California heat was enough to put up with. And this interrogation room was no better. His gun, badge, and cuffs were taken as well when he was processed and searched. And he was nervous on top of it all, making it worse. Guilt showed evidently on the veteran, and that mean he was breakable. Good news for Jordan Reeves.
At long last, Reeves entered the room, a quick motion of his hand signalling Tony to sit down in his place. He knew the drill and obeyed. Reeves had a notepad in hand with a pen looped into the spiral, as well as a file containing some information about the case. He did his homework and probably confirmed what Tony was talking about in regards to Thalia. And once they were both seated, the sergeant began:
"I just looked into the Thalia Griffin/mystery redhead duality that you spoke of," he slapped his belongings onto the table and slammed his palms onto the surface. "It checks out, Tony. Guess your word had more merit than I gave you credit for."
Tony smirked. "You know I'm the best at what I do for a reason, Jordan. You should've never doubted me."
"I had to doubt you. After all that's been happening in this department, did you expect a handshake when you came back ever so quietly? After all this shit happening with your partner?"
"I assume you're ready to listen though. My intel about Griffin was good."
Reeves nodded. "I'm all ears, Walsh."
Where to begin... he started with Al-Asheera. He might as well continue. "Thalia Griffin is being held in a mansion in Encino. Same area where that goon was gunned down. She's already confessed a good deal about her organization."
"So has Griffin turned?"
"She claims so. But I doubt."
"Hmph. Where can we find her? 'A mansion in Encino' is not very descriptive."
"I don't know the exact address, but I can take you there. But guess who else is there?" He tapped a few fingers onto the metal table, leaning forward to the sergeant, a desperate look in his eyes. "Fritzy. He resides there. That grey-hat hacker? We've got him there too. All you need to do is get me behind the wheel of a car, and we can send a swarm of squad cars there and bring the place into submission."
"And I'm supposed to believe that you broke the mystery redhead."
Twirling his fingers over the surface of the table, Tony continued, "We know more about the higher-ups of Al-Asheera. Thalia Griffin claims that there is a leader that they call Al-Ra's, real name is Rami Younes, who's been missing for 30 years after murdering his foster parents at the age of 15. Beneath him is his inner circle, which they call The Ten. Griffin is one of them, and so was Bernard Sullivan."
A rat in the LAPD? The new guy, even? Reeves scoffed. "Unbelievable. You're just covering Frank's ass."
"He had a burn over where the hand tattoo goes, and the neck tatt is still there. Go check the body, Jordan. He killed himself in the bathroom when me and Frank cornered him."
"With Frank's gun?"
"He swiped it from his holster! He's a clever son of a bitch!" Tony was raising his voice, which Jordan didn't appreciate. Once he realized he was pushing it, Tony calmed down. "Sorry... Sullivan was dirty. I'm sorry to have to admit it. Griffin confirmed it for us." A bit of a lie. Thalia didn't confirm anything; Tony just did his homework.
"Let's assume he really was dirty. And in this Ten you speak of... how can we be sure that Griffin will cooperate with us?"
"Because she fears me. And I can break her in seconds. Plus..." He sighed, about to reveal a new piece of information. A troubling one. "They've kidnapped Melissa. And I feel like Griffin had a hand in it."
A heart-filled remark. One that struck Reeves where it hurt on the inside. He became much less tense in his seat and sat up properly. "Tony... I'm sorry. I promise you, if you give us everything you're speaking of, give us Griffin, and testify, we will get Melissa back. But you need to take us to the mansion in Encino. Now."
Tony shook his head, tisking under his breath. "Immunity first, Sarg. Then we go for a ride."
Before he could growl back at Tony, the receptionist that James had approached earlier entered the room. The look in Tony was no surprise. As he thought, people were talking, and even if he keeps his badge, he'll lose the respect he once had. His career was over one way or another. Reeves, however, was caught off guard. An FBI investigation, now? With no phone call in advance? Strange. And they wanted to see him. He groaned in annoyance, but eventually stood up, leaving the paperwork behind on the table. All the casework about Thalia and Al-Asheera... just sitting there. "I'll be there...." he told the receptionist, then he returned his steamy gaze to Tony. "You better stay put, or your immunity deal is as good as gone. And Frank will go to prison for first degree murder."
A stern threat that Tony didn't dare question. He'd remain seated until Reeves returns. But he was going to take the deal seriously. Rat everyone out, because this operation was indeed over.
Now outside the stuffy confinement of the interrogation room, Reeves stomped his way over to the lobby towards this new figure, a suited man in sunglasses. The federal agent in question. He didn't look all that suspicious on first glance. A bit young, but plenty of young people were entering the Bureau these days, so he didn't judge by that alone. He sighed and made his greetings, hoping that this hiccup wouldn't last long. He was about to get Tony to talk, and at the worst of times, an interruption.
"Agent... Sergeant Reeves here," he extended a firm right hand forward for a handshake. Just a formality, after all. Once that was out of the way, he raised an eyebrow, but remained hospitable with the agent. He didn't want to butt heads with the FBI just yet. "You said you wanted to speak to me? I wasn't made aware of a federal agent coming to see me, or anyone in the department. Care to explain the situation? I'm in a bit of a hurry at the moment, a suspect waiting in the interrogation room now. So best we make this quick."
And with every word out of Frank's mouth, Thalia, likewise, began to develop a saddened facial expression, enough to let her eyes start watering. Her hands fell to her lap and her back hunched forward as she contemplated what to say next. "He has no one?" she stuttered skeptically. "No family...? Not a missing aunt or uncle? Not a grandma in the countryside? Nothing at all?" She couldn't even believe that. Did no one want this child back? Was it possible that he'd be thrown into the foster care system in the condition he's in? Or worse, in psychiatric care, which she was also afraid of? "That can't be, Frank. There's gotta be someone somewhere. We can keep.... looking, right? I'm sure we'll find someone."
What if they don't? Then Frank's plan to keep him would go full force. And hearing that he'd keep Jordan as his own made Thalia's jaw drop slightly. She resisted the urge to shake her head in denial, fear of the sorrow she'd be in when this is all over, her fear coming true. She knew it was coming, but she was just hoping that it wouldn't be true. Who knew a wonderful night made her so... attached? But after all, her desire for Frank was rather selfish. If he felt this was his life's calling to take care of Jordan, who was she to stop him? With the wet sensation in her eyes manifesting in what would soon be tears, she sighed to catch her breath, then cracked a few words, "Well... you are an amazing man, Frank. No doubt. No man would give up his youth for a child he barely just met and grew attached to like this. You are one of a kind, and I was happy to call you my own these past few days, but... I'm just not like that. I can't just throw my youth away. I've lost a good bit of my life to Al-Asheera, and now that I have a chance to get it back? T-There's..." She took a deep breath. It was clear she was on the brink of crying, but she promised herself not to, not to Frank's face. She quickly ran her right hand across her eye to cover it up and continued, "There's so much I want to do with my life that I couldn't do before I settle down. Maybe that's not the case for you, but I just thought..."
If she were to continue, she would've said she thought she could've shared those memories with Frank. But what was the point of 'what ifs'? "If he has a bounty on his head, we can keep him safe. I never said no to that. But that shouldn't stop us from finding his next of kin. You wouldn't want to deprive a family of Jordan, right?" Following up with comments about their future would be futile. Jordan was still a priority. "He'll open up to people someday... time heals all wounds, they say? You can be sure Jordan will get better, but can you just...." she sniffled, "God damn it, I'm being selfish... because I want you, okay? I REALLY want you. And it's bad that I do, because I know that there are more important things than our thing from the other night." Just admitting that to Frank was enough to let the drops of tears fall to her cheeks and made her voice succumb to the emotional distress. But she quickly swiped a rolled fist over the trails to cover up. But there was no covering up her sorrow.
Tony... he fucked up again, clearly. The gun he used to shoot The Medic wasn't his own, and Thalia knew this. But she didn't recognize it as Frank's in particular. It was all happening so fast and she couldn't make a concise judgement about the gun. But Tony just framed his partner, and if he didn't have a target on his back before just for hanging out with her, he did now. "Frank... don't say that. Please don't say that," She reached forward to take his hands into her own, not paying much attention to her upset facial expression. "I made you in danger long before any of this. Just for taking a liking for me... I've been a criminal for eight years, and in some books, I deserve jail time. So don't you dare say that you'd be dragging me down, because if anything, I have been dragging YOU down. Don't think that's a reason to blame anyone, except Tony. I'm sorry he did that to you, and I'm sure James isn't going to stand for it. I sure as hell don't."
Nobody did in all honesty. Tony was officially everyone's enemy now. But his state didn't matter to Thalia. Only herself and Frank did at the moment. "If you're happy, then I'm happy," she sighed deeply. "I won't stop you from helping Jordan. I CAN'T stop you from helping him, being that fatherly figure for him. I'm just... I'm sorry..." she let her head fall into her palms, eyes buried in her fingers as she mustered out a few words, "I can't do it... I can't do this..."
Getting emotional was not the plan, and she wasn't asking for sympathy. But she simply couldn't help herself any longer. Any sort of affection from Frank would only hurt her more. But she didn't want to simply walk away into her own little corner of the world and act immature about it. Sure, she was weeping over this, but she didn't want to make it worse by turning her back on him. She stayed. What hurt more? Frank didn't break her heart; she did. She broke her own heart because she finally met someone so perfect to her, and she couldn't be with him because she didn't have her life in order. THAT hurt more than anything else.
It was now more than ever that she could use a hug from someone who didn't seem like a distant dream never to be fulfilled...
--
After being apprehended, Tony was immediately locked up in the LAPD's underground, poorly-lit interrogation room by Sergeant Reeves until further notice. He wasn't in handcuffs due to the department's trust that Tony wouldn't just walk out the front door. And even if he did try to exit, there were a few officers watching outside. The rumors had begun: the high and mighty untouchable Tony Walsh, now sitting in an interrogation room under arrest for conspiracy to commit murder, even as far as being an accessory. He was taking heat for crimes that were going to be pinned on Frank. This was never his plan, not in the slightest. What more could he do? His reputation was tanking. Odds are, his badge wouldn't survive the ordeal, either. Most importantly, James couldn't possibly be a stranger to this whole thing. He's probably heard about it by now and is sitting in his ivory tower just laughing at his demise. Melissa wouldn't forgive him, given Ra's doesn't begin cutting her to pieces when he finds out Tony was in prison...
Mel.... how could he forget? He had to bring it up next time Reeves checks up on him. They could help knowing that Al-Asheera has his girlfriend.
Tony was prepared to confess in full detail to everything. Every ounce of details about the private operations against the Clover Boys and Al-Asheera, as well as the location and a facial description of Fritzy and the identity of the mystery redhead. Would all of that intel be enough to get him, and possibly Frank, their freedom? What kind of backlash would that create from everyone else if Thalia and James go to prison? Karin would never forgive him for putting them both in prison - her boyfriend and best friend behind bars? What girl would? Frank would be anyone's guess. Would he appreciate Thalia and James gone in exchange for his freedom? How low would Tony stoop? That was only for time to tell as he paced back and forth in the interrogation room, his hair growing sweaty and out of its usual combed-back form, now with a few strands falling over his head. He took off his jacket and let it hang on the fold-out chair and folded the sleeves of his white button-up shirt up to his elbow. The California heat was enough to put up with. And this interrogation room was no better. His gun, badge, and cuffs were taken as well when he was processed and searched. And he was nervous on top of it all, making it worse. Guilt showed evidently on the veteran, and that mean he was breakable. Good news for Jordan Reeves.
At long last, Reeves entered the room, a quick motion of his hand signalling Tony to sit down in his place. He knew the drill and obeyed. Reeves had a notepad in hand with a pen looped into the spiral, as well as a file containing some information about the case. He did his homework and probably confirmed what Tony was talking about in regards to Thalia. And once they were both seated, the sergeant began:
"I just looked into the Thalia Griffin/mystery redhead duality that you spoke of," he slapped his belongings onto the table and slammed his palms onto the surface. "It checks out, Tony. Guess your word had more merit than I gave you credit for."
Tony smirked. "You know I'm the best at what I do for a reason, Jordan. You should've never doubted me."
"I had to doubt you. After all that's been happening in this department, did you expect a handshake when you came back ever so quietly? After all this shit happening with your partner?"
"I assume you're ready to listen though. My intel about Griffin was good."
Reeves nodded. "I'm all ears, Walsh."
Where to begin... he started with Al-Asheera. He might as well continue. "Thalia Griffin is being held in a mansion in Encino. Same area where that goon was gunned down. She's already confessed a good deal about her organization."
"So has Griffin turned?"
"She claims so. But I doubt."
"Hmph. Where can we find her? 'A mansion in Encino' is not very descriptive."
"I don't know the exact address, but I can take you there. But guess who else is there?" He tapped a few fingers onto the metal table, leaning forward to the sergeant, a desperate look in his eyes. "Fritzy. He resides there. That grey-hat hacker? We've got him there too. All you need to do is get me behind the wheel of a car, and we can send a swarm of squad cars there and bring the place into submission."
"And I'm supposed to believe that you broke the mystery redhead."
Twirling his fingers over the surface of the table, Tony continued, "We know more about the higher-ups of Al-Asheera. Thalia Griffin claims that there is a leader that they call Al-Ra's, real name is Rami Younes, who's been missing for 30 years after murdering his foster parents at the age of 15. Beneath him is his inner circle, which they call The Ten. Griffin is one of them, and so was Bernard Sullivan."
A rat in the LAPD? The new guy, even? Reeves scoffed. "Unbelievable. You're just covering Frank's ass."
"He had a burn over where the hand tattoo goes, and the neck tatt is still there. Go check the body, Jordan. He killed himself in the bathroom when me and Frank cornered him."
"With Frank's gun?"
"He swiped it from his holster! He's a clever son of a bitch!" Tony was raising his voice, which Jordan didn't appreciate. Once he realized he was pushing it, Tony calmed down. "Sorry... Sullivan was dirty. I'm sorry to have to admit it. Griffin confirmed it for us." A bit of a lie. Thalia didn't confirm anything; Tony just did his homework.
"Let's assume he really was dirty. And in this Ten you speak of... how can we be sure that Griffin will cooperate with us?"
"Because she fears me. And I can break her in seconds. Plus..." He sighed, about to reveal a new piece of information. A troubling one. "They've kidnapped Melissa. And I feel like Griffin had a hand in it."
A heart-filled remark. One that struck Reeves where it hurt on the inside. He became much less tense in his seat and sat up properly. "Tony... I'm sorry. I promise you, if you give us everything you're speaking of, give us Griffin, and testify, we will get Melissa back. But you need to take us to the mansion in Encino. Now."
Tony shook his head, tisking under his breath. "Immunity first, Sarg. Then we go for a ride."
Before he could growl back at Tony, the receptionist that James had approached earlier entered the room. The look in Tony was no surprise. As he thought, people were talking, and even if he keeps his badge, he'll lose the respect he once had. His career was over one way or another. Reeves, however, was caught off guard. An FBI investigation, now? With no phone call in advance? Strange. And they wanted to see him. He groaned in annoyance, but eventually stood up, leaving the paperwork behind on the table. All the casework about Thalia and Al-Asheera... just sitting there. "I'll be there...." he told the receptionist, then he returned his steamy gaze to Tony. "You better stay put, or your immunity deal is as good as gone. And Frank will go to prison for first degree murder."
A stern threat that Tony didn't dare question. He'd remain seated until Reeves returns. But he was going to take the deal seriously. Rat everyone out, because this operation was indeed over.
Now outside the stuffy confinement of the interrogation room, Reeves stomped his way over to the lobby towards this new figure, a suited man in sunglasses. The federal agent in question. He didn't look all that suspicious on first glance. A bit young, but plenty of young people were entering the Bureau these days, so he didn't judge by that alone. He sighed and made his greetings, hoping that this hiccup wouldn't last long. He was about to get Tony to talk, and at the worst of times, an interruption.
"Agent... Sergeant Reeves here," he extended a firm right hand forward for a handshake. Just a formality, after all. Once that was out of the way, he raised an eyebrow, but remained hospitable with the agent. He didn't want to butt heads with the FBI just yet. "You said you wanted to speak to me? I wasn't made aware of a federal agent coming to see me, or anyone in the department. Care to explain the situation? I'm in a bit of a hurry at the moment, a suspect waiting in the interrogation room now. So best we make this quick."