Expersprobi
One Thousand Club
Bernard's smile was warm, but he looked tired. "It's been a long day, lets go take a seat." He led her over to a seat at a small table then pulled a seat of his own so when he sat their knees almost touched. He placed a hand on her leg, and let out a sigh. "So, Esmerelda took you to a dark room with other Vistani and then just left? Do you think they would have hurt you? Who are these Vistani that questioned you before? Questioned you about the Raunie? Could this be connected to that? Could it have something to do with that deck of cards you shared this morning? The Raunie is important to them, wasn't she Esmerelda's mother? What if they were going to ask for it back?" He grimaced at the thought, then a tear rolled down his face at a second.
"When my father died..." He struggled to get through the thought but knew he had to finish for Arissa. "When Ferrin died, he gifted Perian his title, and I gave her his staff, I thought he wanted her to have it. I loved my father... so much.... I was so... hurt. I just wanted something to remember him by. I'm ashamed to admit it but I was... jealous." Bernard continued to cry, he couldn't help it. "Just a small piece of something to remind me of him, that's all I wanted. What if Esmerelda wants the same, just something so special to her mother that she felt jealous and betrayed when you were given the box? What if she felt like she wasn't good enough, because the Raunie didn't pass the legacy down to her?"
Bernard sat up slightly in his chair and wrapped his arms around himself.
"When my father died..." He struggled to get through the thought but knew he had to finish for Arissa. "When Ferrin died, he gifted Perian his title, and I gave her his staff, I thought he wanted her to have it. I loved my father... so much.... I was so... hurt. I just wanted something to remember him by. I'm ashamed to admit it but I was... jealous." Bernard continued to cry, he couldn't help it. "Just a small piece of something to remind me of him, that's all I wanted. What if Esmerelda wants the same, just something so special to her mother that she felt jealous and betrayed when you were given the box? What if she felt like she wasn't good enough, because the Raunie didn't pass the legacy down to her?"
Bernard sat up slightly in his chair and wrapped his arms around himself.