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"About them, some might even think I am a "capitalist swine"."Hello there.
So, I have a problem. Well, two, actually, and I'd like to discuss them with you all, so I don't make myself look like an idiot anymore, at least not that much of an idiot.
And these problems are the following ones: I love to debate and I am always apologising.
About the first one, I need to apologise to everyone around here who thought that I was rude or entitled when disagreeing with them whilst discussing. I always try my hardest to remain impartial and to maintain a neutral tone, and sometimes that neutral tone and my perpetual search for truth and defending it at all costs might sound very arrogant. I assure you that it is never the case. Despite having many flaws, being arrogant is not one of them, at least I think it is not. I am more than ready in order to listen to everybody's opinion, and therefore that is why I like to debate. These debates are not meant in order to change one's mind, but rather to express my point of view and to allow others to see the issue through another perspective. Online arguments are useless in general, a waste of time and energy. They are like screaming at a wall. And I never intend debates to end up in such a way. Being collaborative and exchanging information is what I am searching for when I reply to one's post. I don't want any drama, I don't want to stack anyone, I don't want to play the "intellectually superior" role. I am simply a hard-working ignorant who likes to learn more and more, and I count on others, both online and offline, in order to exchange information with myself. If I am saying something you know that it is plain wrong, please correct me. I'll be more than happy to learn something new.
This brings me to the second topic: low self-esteem. I don't really want to discuss the underlying problems that led to this situation, but it plays a big role in my everyday life. To the point that it makes me apologising a lot. This is one of the sole reasons why I am writing this thread, that, being honest, looks very humiliating. Back on the self-esteem issue though, I know how shitty it feels to be diminished by others, so doing the same thing to other people is never my goal.
There are also some issues that I'd like to clear up when it comes to ideologies. I think that the image I might have passed of myself might have looked like that I am some sort of racist, colonialist, homophobic or that I even empathise with neo-nazists and other far-right groups/ideologies. And goodness, how wrong these ideas are. I am against anything that goes against Human Rights. I firmly believe that there shouldn't be a politicisation of Human Rights, and therefore, I believe they should be defended, no matter one's political views. About them, some might even think I am a "capitalist swine". And whilst my views fall over a moderate right-wing when it comes to economical models (Libertarian, to be more specific), I consider myself very progressive when it comes to the social side of the matter. In fact, I don't identify myself with any political party. I like freedom, in every aspect of the word, and individualism. I could never support such shallow minded and inhuman policies, and I am disgusted by everything that might come from them.
Just like you all, I am a human being. And it is part of human nature to try to integrate themselves. Nobody likes to be disliked and marginalised. I could simply turn my backs at everything and say "fuck it, I don't care about what you haters think". Still, self-esteem and human nature play a big role in this. Again, this is humiliating, and it might even sound pitiful, but I found it necessary to be said, as I don't really think that things are working, and I think that a lot of people are misinterpreting my messages, thinking that I am attacking them, which leads to sort of marginalisation, a feeling of not being integrated, undervalued too. I am just here in order to share my interests with everybody else and to find new ones on the process, to share ideas and to exchange knowledge, in order to improve my writing skills too. And honestly, I don't think that the way things are going is working out. If there is something that I wish is to have that sense of belonging, because, again, just like you, I am human too. I genuinely thought that here it would be the place where such could happen since I had a terrible experience with roleplaying communities in the past.
In the end, I just want to apologise for everything, to the users, and to the moderators as well, who need to put up with my shit in order to see if what I am saying might or not cause problems. I don't want to offend anyone, I also don't want to make anyone else feel inferior, I don't defend extremist ideologies, I respect everyone. My heart was just opened up whilst writing this, and I must tell you that it is something I have an enormous difficulty at doing so. I hope this is not seen as a pitiful thing, nor as a narcissistic one. In the future, I might turn this also into a personal journal, where I put things I am sorry for, because writing a thread with only one post doesn't seem right, does it?
Thank you so much for reading, and, once again, I am sorry.
Only a sith deals in absolutes. A Jedi deals with the open.Just didn't want people to think that I support everything on the right-wing spectrum, because oh man, there are a lot of stuff I don't agree with.
Respect is part of that, but nowadays some would believe respect is free rather than earned. They never had any logic though to begin with post 1993 at least.] It shouldn't matter if it's centralized, left, right, far left, far right, alt right, some bizarre alien mix of all of them, or whatever else.
FUCKING KEK XDThere is an actual political ideology called Posadism which was founded in 1962 by Juan Posadas, Posadism features aliens, Communism, and nuclear war. Posadists believe the only true way of achieving true Communism is through nuclear war by bombing all capitalist countries leaving only communism, assenitaly causing a world revolution. They also believed in Communist aliens which would give them advance technologically and knowledge if humans followed communism as well. They also think dolphins are dope...
If you want based content here is a video made by Jreg, he posts political satire and is infamous for his centricide series. This video contains a Posadist, and plenty of other wacky ideologies that I won't spoil for you.FUCKING KEK XD
So it's effectively Scientology meets what I assume is stalinism? Gotta be real fam, that's hysterical. It sounds like it was made for a war of the worlds cartoon.