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Realistic or Modern A Mother's Return

PunkPrince

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A dress form stood in front of her, the incomplete outfit still partly being held together with pins. Off to her side, a small bowl of rhinestones rested on a side table along with a large tube of glue.


Eva sat perched on the edge of the living room couch leaning forward to meticulously place each rhinestone onto the gown. The dress itself was a blue gown, reaching the floor, the rhinestones slightly darker than the flowy fabric she had chosen. She had begun to place them as accents along the bust, and had been debating whether to add sequins or not. Normally, she would have done this in the basement. She knew that if she dragged it up here she would find sequins and glitter scattered about the house for weeks afterward. Not that that hadn't already been happening. But she had against her better judgment dragged the project upstairs to work alongside her wife and children, who were scattered amongst the house.


The only one who was actually working next to her was Ronan, who was cautiously picking apart and arranging pieces of a broken mirror from a large plate in front of him. He too, was settled in front of a dress. In contrast to Eva's flowy concept, his own dress was black and clung to the form. Bits of glass covered it as well, carefully placed into a spiral like pattern.


He glanced up at the television, which had been playing episodes of Desperate Housewives for a while now, and then turned to her. "All the people on this street of like ten houses are doing shady shit and committing murders constantly, and nobody's noticed after eight seasons," the boy commented. "I feel like if I were a cop I would have realized that some shit is going down on Wisteria Lane."


Eva laughed. "I like your dress," she commented. "Are you going to wear it on Saturday?" He nodded. "Are you wearing that?"


She sighed. "If I ever manage to finish it. It's still pinned in a lot of spots and I have to hand stitch it because the machine likes to eat this fabric. If was hard enough just making it into a basic dress. I might just have to glue it." Hugo looked up from his spot in the large armchair in the corner of the room. He was not working on anything, but instead had been sitting quietly and listening.


"What movie are we watching tonight?" he asked quietly. "Did Kennedy and Jupiter say when they'd be back?" It was Thursday, which was usually movie night in their house. Kennedy and Jupiter had gone out to Kennedy's mother's house. Bianca had invited Eva and the twins as well, but Eva had chosen to stay behind in hopes of finishing her dress, and the twins had just not been in the mood to go. It wasn't that Eva disliked Bea at all, she loved her. She was a sweet woman, and had never shown anything but kindness to Eva or the teenagers she and Kennedy had adopted.


Although she would never admit it, Eva was a bit jealous of her wife. She, unlike Eva, had maintained a close relationship with her mother after her transition. Eva's father had simply stopped speaking to her after she had told him. Her mother had died long before Eva had gotten the chance to tell her. She had pricked herself with a used needle. It shouldn't have gotten her so sick. Not a single doctor had been able to pinpoint exactly what was wrong with her. Whatever it was, it had weakened her to the point of hardly being able to speak. She had hardly allowed Eva anywhere near her, fearful that she might contract whatever it was that she had. Eva definitely hadn't been allowed to touch her. Her mother had been sent off to a specialist, but within a year she was dead. Eva had been crushed. She had been so close to her mother before she had died.


Eva opened her mouth to answer, but it turned out she didn't have to. The door opened and Kennedy stepped inside, followed by Jupiter. "We're back!" Kennedy chirped. "What are we watching?" "We haven't decided yet," Eva answered, standing to greet her wife and peck her on the cheek. "You guys can go ahead and pick something, I'm going to go put this stuff away."


Eva picked up the tub of rhinestones and drifted toward the stairs, pausing at the piano. She gazed wistfully at it for a moment and then continued on her way. Her mother had made many efforts to teach her to play when she was young, but she had never had the attention span to retain much of it. Eva had taught herself after her mother had died. She liked to think that her mother might be proud of her for it.


Kennedy ventured into the living room with Jupiter. "All right," she said, reaching over to ruffle Hugo's hair. "What are we watching?"


"First Wives Club!" Jupiter chirped." The other two cheerfully chorused their agreement. It was one of the three's favorite movies, and reenacting the ending scene had once been the single thing to pull Hugo from his panic. Kennedy smiled.


"All right," she said as she grabbed the DVD from the nearby shelf. She was about to put the disc in, but stopped as she heard a knock at the door. Who was at their door so late? She stood to answer it, and was surprised by what she saw upon opening it. An older woman, who looked somehow familiar. Kennedy raised an eyebrow.


"Can I help you?" she asked, and then after another moment added, "Um, do I know you from somewhere?"
 
Was this Eva Robins? For some reason, Halle had wondered if her son had married a white woman, but then again it would make sense that he'd marry someone that could comfort him. In a way, she was happy to see he'd found someone. 


She looked strong, stronger than her son had been. In a way, Halle was grateful that her son had found someone to defend him. He'd always been such a meek spirit, humble and accepting and shy. Still, how long had it been? What had she missed?


For fifteen years, she'd missed out on weddings, dinners, friends and stories. Harold and her job had taken that all away from her. She'd been turned into a sob story. In a way, she wondered if Harold had given the toast at the wedding party. If this woman, who was standing before her, had heard that poor Eric's mom would have been smiling on them now. 


She'd tracked her husband down too. Funny enough, he was easier to find. Always moving from base to base, probably fucking some other woman but she'd doubt he sold their ring. No, he probably kept it for Eric. She wondered if he still kept that story, talking about how sweet Halle must have been and what a good mother she was.


Damn right I was a good mother. Halle affirmed in her mind. How many times had her death been used though? She could imagine from the various books and tv shows that a dead mom was almost always used to bring the family closer together. Of course, none of those shows ever featured the mother coming back with a shotgun in her hand.


"I'm...I'm looking for Eric...ummm Eric Robbins." Halle asked, smiling. "I was told I could find him here?"
 
She was looking for Eva. Eva hadn't told her she was expecting anyone, and the use of her birth name threw Kennedy off. If this woman knew Eva, she knew her from long ago. That seemed most likely, considering how late it was. Anyone else looking for her by that name would have come by much earlier. Kennedy hesitated.


"Can I ask why?" Now that the woman had said she was looking for Eva, Kennedy could see some similarities between the two of them, particularly in the face. Perhaps this woman was a relative? As far as Kennedy knew, Eva had no living relatives that she had remained close with after her transition, or really been close with before for that matter.


Jupiter, Hugo and Ronan were now watching them over the back of the couch, clearly curious as to who had come to the door so late.


"Who is it?" Ronan asked. "Should I go and get Eva?" He, like everyone else in the house, knew Eva's birth name, but it was an unspoken rule that none of them say it. The same was true for Kennedy and Jupiter's birth names. "I–yes, please," Kennedy said, and the boy stood, stopped to look curiously at the woman in the doorway, and then dashed off up the stairs. Kennedy returned her curious gaze to the woman in front of her.
 
"It's been awhile since I've seen him...I'm a relative of his mother." She sighed. Halle couldn't just say she was Eric's mother. After all, she was suppose to be dead. At least this little lie would help with her suspicions.


When the boy behind Kennedy asked if she should get Eva, Halle had a brief moment of confusion. Wasn't the woman in front of her Eva? Or perhaps she was a family friend? When Kennedy turned back, Halle smiled a little bit.


"Ummm...would it be alright if I came in?" She asked Kennedy sheepishly. Of course, if she wasn't the host it was rather rude to be asked to come in but standing out here made her anxious. Halle never liked just standing around, being awkward. In a way, she remembered how similar Eric had been.


He never had the attention span to learn the piano and although he remembered a few keys, Halle never bothered to have him sign up for auditions.
 
Confusion clouded Kennedy's gaze as the woman in front of her spoke. Nothing she was saying made any sense. As far as she knew, Eva had no relatives she was still close with--mother's side or otherwise, and every year since her mother's death Eva had spent the anniversary of it curled in bed unable to cope, Kennedy spending most of the day sitting next to her, Eva not saying a single word.


Kennedy turned to look back toward the couch where Hugo and Jupiter were still watching, eyes filled with curiousity. Hugo turned to Jupiter and whispered in a voice inaudible to Kennedy and the stranger at the door, "I don't think Eva has any relatives."


"Go upstairs you two," Kennedy said. "And tell Ronan to stay up there too." Hugo frowned. "But–" he started, glancing between the stranger at the door and the DVD in his hands. Kennedy was unsure if he was upset over not getting to watch the movie or not getting to sit and watch his mother confront the stranger at the door.


"Go on," Kennedy said. "We can watch the movie a different day, I promise." She didn't mention the woman at the door and the pair disappeared up the stairs. She was sure that all three teenagers would be sitting near the air vent in the twins room straining to hear what was happening downstairs.


Kennedy turned to the doorway again. "I'm her wife," she answered, ignoring the fact that the woman had used the wrong pronoun. "You can come in if you'd like. But she's never told me of any relatives--"


"Kennedy? Who is it?" Kennedy stopped and turned as Eva called to her. The other woman appeared at the bottom of the stairs and walked over to Kennedy. Eva turned to face the door, and then froze. She stared at the face at the door, and then took a step backward.


"I–you..." she stuttered. She shook her head a few times, as though the woman might vanish if she did. As far as she was concerned, she was seeing ghosts. "Mom?" she blurted, and then looked pleadingly at her wife. "I'm losing it, aren't I?"


Kennedy didn't say anything, only took a step back to stand beside her wife. She gave Eva's arm a gentle squeeze as she examined the woman in the doorway. She looked similar to the woman she had seen in all of Eva's photos, even if she did seem thinner and a bit more frail. But there was no way this woman could possibly be Eva's mother, because Eva's mother was dead. "You're not," she murmured, looking up at Eva. "I see her too."
 
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Eva wasn't the only one who was shocked. For a second, Halle felt like she might collapse, her eyes locked on the woman before her, who looked so similar to Eric, yet couldn't be. She had Eric's face, and his eyes. But the body...the hair...and how that woman had said "her wife".


She'd expected to see Eric changed. Probably grown up and perhaps a bit taller. She'd, in a way, expected to see her little boy coming down the stairs. Instead, she saw...well she didn't know if she could believe it.


"I...ummm...maybe..." Was this the wrong house? There were plenty of Robins but Halle knew her children. She'd be able to tell if this was Eric and she knew she'd found her son. "Er-Eric?"


For a moment, Halle just stood there, unable to move. She'd dealt with shock before. She'd seen men scream, missing their torsos or watched terrorists burn at the stake. She'd seen every inhuman thing imaginable and yet for something so different as her son, now daughter, she couldn't fathom. It was as if she was looking at a skewed mirror, unsure what to think.


"I...I need a moment to sit down." Halle leaned against the nearest table, taking in a deep breath. "Er-Eric...Eva..."


How could she not know? Fifteen years changed him beyond appearance and nature. Fifteen years and she felt she was no better than a ghost of the past. Someone that you showed in picture frames. She felt she was out of time. Out of place. What was happening?
 
Eva stood, completely frozen to the spot, her eyes darting between her mother and Kennedy, filled with a mixture of shock and fear. She was completely silent, aside from a small nervous whimper that escaped her lips. "You–" Eva squeaked. "You're supposed to be–Dad told me you died!" She was trembling at this point, only slightly reassured by Kennedy's gentle grip on her arm. The fact that she had never gotten the chance to come out to her mother before her supposed death was what caused her the most panic.


"I'm sorry!" she cried. "I-I was going to tell you, I wanted to and then you...you got sick and I...and then you died, or you were supposed to have died and I just–" She stopped for a moment. Her shaking had only gotten more intense, and her sentences turned into fragments that only came between her panicked breaths. She flinched as her mother spoke, as though she was afraid of being hit.


"Dad, I'm sorry!" Eva shrank away from the man in front of her, who was now no more than a stranger. She flinched, holding her hands up in an effort to protect her face. She cried out as he grabbed her wrist, the bracelet around breaking and scattering the beads about the floor. The man wrenched her arm down and slapped her into the face.


Her mother seemed just as confused and ready to fall over as Eva was. "I'm sorry!" Eva sobbed. "Please don't hate me!" Kennedy tugged Eva toward the couch. "Come on, honey," she said softly, pressing gently on her shoulders. "Sit." Eva had calmed slightly and was now only whimpering slightly, not daring to look up at the woman in the doorway.
 
"I..." Halle was speechless. She didn't know what to do. How could she have missed the signs?


She always knew Eric was soft but she didn't think he ever felt like he was in the wrong body. Even if Eric had been gay she would have supported him. 


In the end however, it was Eric's no...Eva's father that lied to both of them. All that time, she thought that at the very least Harold had grown up and allowed his son to live his own life.


"Eric..." She took a deep breath. "I mean...Eva. I...how..."


She wasn't mad but she also found herself staring at an alien. It was like Eric was somewhere inside but how...


"I...I need to know. I need to know why. I feel like I have missed so much and I am so sorry it's taken this long to find you sweetie."


She toon a deep breath. "You were so lost and confused and I could have been there. I had no idea that...that this had an effect on you as it did."


Halle assumed that Eric must have lacked a motherly figure and instead adopted one in himself. Wasn't that how it worked?
 
Eva's breathing had calmed and her trembling had lessened. She shrank into Kennedy as her mother spoke. She wanted to know why. Well, it was a start, at least. Her father hadn't cared about the why part. Only about how it had affected him, how mortifying it would be to have a son that had become a daughter. Kennedy's presence comforted her. Despite Eva being significantly larger, Kennedy was normally the one who wound up standing up to other people most often. She was usually the one everyone else turned to for protection. Being tough was how she had coped. She had grown up small and picked on, so she made up for what she lacked in strength with her sharp tongue. Eva had done almost the opposite. Rather than snap at people the way Kennedy might, she chose to retreat into herself and hide for a while until the threat went away.


"I..." Eva started. "I didn't do it because you went away. I just...I knew I was trans long before that. I just didn't have words for it, and by the time I did, you were gone."


"Dad doesn't talk to me at all anymore," she said softly. "He was so mad at me and it was an absolute catastrophe when I finally did tell him, I thought maybe it was best that I hadn't told you at all...I missed you."


"Is Eva okay?"


Kennedy looked up to see Hugo's skinny shape on the staircase, peeking out from just behind where the railing ended and the wall masked the rest of it. Normally he wouldn't have dared to venture out, much less speak wit"h a stranger in the house. They must have actually worried him.


"She's fine," Kennedy answered. She started to tell him to go back upstairs, but he vanished without needing to be told.
 
"But how did you live?" Halle asked. "Oh my I am so sorry I never noticed sweetie."


She sighed. "I can't imagine you living with your Dad and having to stay in that house with all that...silence."


Did that mean the kids weren't hers? In a way, she supposed it was nice that she adopted them. Still, Halle would have wanted her own flesh and blood.


"Wait...if Dad doesn't talk to you..." Halle was putting something together but she wouldn't believe it. Harold would never...


"Sweetie, the next question I am asking is very very simple."


She turned to her daughter. "When did you tell him and did he pay for your tuition?"


It might have seemed out of place but Halle had been putting away portions of her salary to make sure Eric went to a private college where he could get an education away from the ROTC.


Eva might have noticed now that the softness in her mother's eyes was gone. There was something cold...almost blank in her expression.
 
"Don't be sorry," Eva said. "I think I did a decent job of hiding it." She had, although reluctantly, done her best to go through the motions of her boyhood, even if she had been rather meek and soft spoken during it, spending most of it at her mother's side. She was surprised by Halle's next question, but she answered it.


"I was twenty when I told him. I...I hadn't figured out what I wanted to do yet...I...and then he said he never wanted to see me again. So I guess the answer to that next question is no." She was silent for a moment, wondering how her mother would react when she learned that Eva had never gone to school at all. "Kennedy let me stay with her for a while after that."


The pair had met in a bar the night after Eva's father had abandoned her. Eva had sat on her own, afraid to draw attention to herself, and watched the drag show with a mixture of curiosity and envy. Kennedy, still early in her transition and quite androgynous looking, had been doing a Michael Jackson number onstage. She had, somehow, noticed Eva and approached her following her number. Kennedy had bought her a drink and the two had sat together talking until the bar had closed.


"I'm a show director at a bar now," Eva said. "One of them, anyway. Kennedy is the other. And then the rest of my job is performing in drag and burlesque shows. I host shows with Kennedy every week and then perform a couple more times a week. Sometimes I make things for other performers. Mostly dresses. Like that one." She motioned to the dress form she had been working at earlier. It had been moved to the corner. "It's not done."


"I guess the only real schooling I had was being taught how to be a better performer. I had a drag mentor who taught me to sew and such. I performed at a burlesque club for a while while he taught me. I go back sometimes, and Sal comes to watch me from time to time." She shrugged. "I think I ended up being better than he expected I would."
 
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Halle was silent. "You mean he kicked you out at twenty..."


Her mind was making circles, and she found herself filled with something she couldn't describe. It was...anger...no rage. "That spineless bastard. I poured my income into that college fund and he never even had the balls to give it to you?"


Standing up, Halle looked at her daughter. "I'm so sorry sweetie. I know I've just gotten here but I have to finish something I should have done long ago. I will be back, I promise."


She wasn't going to divorce Harold. At this point her husband was beyond redemption. She was going to kill him. She never thought she'd see herself taking a life, especially as an army nurse but she'd do it now. She had the training to do it. It was one extra step. 


Halle found it hilarious that she didn't even mind that her son was now her daughter. Sure it was a shock and something she needed time to get use to but at the end of the day, talking to Eva was just as she'd talked with Eric before. The same shyness and humility was still there. No, if anything had really changed it was her husband.


It was the culmination of his own fears turning into a fatal mistake that made Halle lose it. She'd missed out on so much and now she heard the worse. She could almost forgive her husband for theoretically "killing" her. Turning her into a ghost. But abandoning her baby?


When I'm done, that son of a bitch is going to wish I died in that hospital.
 
Eva stood up and followed her mother to the door. "Wait!" she said, grabbing Halle's arm and pulling her back towards her. "I-I don't want you to hurt him. What happens if he hurts you? Or if something else happens and you end up arrested or something? I only just got you back, I don't want to lose you again."


And in some twisted way, Eva actually cared what happened to her father. He didn't speak to her anymore, and he'd made it perfectly clear that he didn't want to, but Eva still didn't want to see her parents argue. She hadn't liked it as a kid and she didn't like it now. 


"If you really have to confront him, at least let me go with you," Eva pleaded. 


"But you could always stay here," Eva suggested. "It's late, and we have an extra bedroom you could stay in."
 
(BTW, did you want to RP Harold?)


Halle was silent, taking a deep breath, her midwest accent still quite clear as she spoke. "Sweetie, I was really thinking of ways to forgive your father. I kept telling myself that it was going to be okay. I was even willing to forgive him for fifteen years of my life being taken away from you."


She looked at Eva. "But I made him promise me he'd use whatever money we stored in your college fund for you. I put almost all of my income in that fund and the fact remains that my life insurance policy should I ever die, which he apparently filed for as well, was suppose to go there too."


Her eyes were cold. "I could forgive him for that too. But what I will never let him get away with is abandoning my baby on the streets like she was yesterday's trash."


Halle was determined. Despite the fact that her hair was turning grey and that her face, while still maintaining some youthful appearance, still had the marks of someone who had aged. She didn't look strong enough to fight Eva let alone her own husband and yet, Halle wasn't going to stop.


"Eva, you can come if you want but if you do, be prepared for whatever happens." She knew where Harold lived. He wasn't too far, just the next city over. Halle was already in the car, ready to speed off.
 
(I can if you want!)


Eva sighed. She understood her mother's anger, and as much as she would rather her mother stay here and forget about it, Halle seemed determined to confront her husband. Eva looked over at Kennedy, who looked as though she was ready to follow after Eva and fight the man herself. "If I go," she started. "Would you stay here?"


"But you--" Kennedy started. Eva cut her off. "We can't both go. Especially not without telling the kids where we're going. What would you say? 'By the way, going to confront Eva's garbage dad, be back in an hour?' It went without saying that Hugo wouldn likely fly into a panic if he found out, especially if both of them went, and the other two would be worried sick.


"If you're going, then I'm going with you," Eva said to her mother. Halle disappeared through the doorway and Eva pecked Kennedy on the cheek before following after her. 
 
Halle was silent for most of the drive. Her husband's stupid apartment wasn't that far away and Halle only had to go up a few flights of stairs to get to his door. 


She didn't tell Eva, but she'd brought a small baton with her. She wasn't planning on leaving Harold in his current condition. She planned on leaving him...much...much worse. Knocking on his door, she waited for him to answer.


As soon as he did, she'd simply give him a smile and say. "Hi there honey, it's been a long time hasn't it?"
 
It was Eric that Harold saw first. "You!" he said as the door swung open. His eyes then travelled to his wife, and he glared at her. "And you...how did you find me?"


He looked back to his son. Harold hadn't seen the boy in nearly ten years. His hair had been shorter, just slightly down past his ears, and his makeup had been smudged and poorly done. Now Eric's hair was longer, and he seemed to have honed his makeup skills. Still, Harold could see the traces of boy that still remained. Eric wasn't fooling anyone. 


Eva stepped forward and glared at him. "You told me she was dead, you gutless piece of trash!" she snapped, in a rather uncharacteristic outburst. Now that she had gotten over the shock of seeing her mother alive and was faced with seeing her father, Eva was positively fuming. How different her life could have been! Her mother could have come home! She wouldn't have spent the last fifteen years mourning what she had lost. 
 
"What's wrong Harold?" Halle stepped forward. "You look like you've seen a ghost."


The irony of that last statement made Halle chuckle. Before Harold had any more time to react she'd already pushed her way inside, taking one look at her sorry excuse of a soulmate's room. "You aren't that hard to find. Any kid with a computer and facebook could have found you."


She turned to Harold. "You know, I was really contemplating how this would go down. I could've forgiven you for lying to my son, telling him I died all those years back. I could've forgiven you for taking the money I set aside for his college fund. But no...you left my son...I mean..."


It was hard. Halle still wasn't use to calling Eric by her new name. To Halle, she was still just Eric. "But you abandoned my baby, Harold. "


She pulled out the small blackjack from her coat. 'My baby! You left our child on the streets like a dog!" Without even waiting, Halle grabbed Harold by the arm, twisting it against his back as she subdued him. Then, with the other arm she swung the blackjack on the back of his knee.


"You couldn't even have the balls to lie to my face. If you wanted to say I was dead for all those years, at least you could've done it yourself." She chuckled. "Oh wait, I forget you're not even a real soldier, aren't you? You're just some PR officer they put in a suit to put real men in the base."


She pinned Harold to the floor, whispering in his ear. "Since you effectively killed me, maybe I should return the favor, honey?"
 
"Get out," Harold snapped at Halle as she pushed her way into the apartment. He let her continue her ranting. She could say what she wanted. "I did what I had to do," Harold growled. "You were a bad influence on him. You kept him soft. And look at him now! He thinks he's a woman, Halle!"


Harold yelped as Halle twisted his arm back and his legs buckled underneath him as she hit him in the back of the knee. She pinned him to the floor and he glared up at her, spitting in her face and kicking her in the stomach. 


Eva darted forward and pulled her mother away. "Stop!" she snapped at both of them, lunging forward to grab her father by the arm. "I should let her kill you. But I won't. I think it's a better punishment knowing that your family can't stand you."


She let Harold go and took a step back. She took a moment to stare at him and then slapped him across the face as hard as she could. "That's so you know how it feels."
 
Halle stopped, shocked to see her daughter pull her back and then slap her husband. For a moment, she was speechless, but seeing her son shaking she took a deep breath. 


Standing, up, she spat on Harold's face. "I want a divorce honey. And if you even think about asking for all the money, I'll make sure you spend it all on hospital bills. I can turn you into vegetable if I so like it."


With that, she quietly departed out the doorway, taking a moment to lean against the wall. Harold's kick was a bit more stronger than she'd anticipated, yet it was the first time she'd ever gotten into a physical altercation with him. Looking back, she took one last look at Harold.


"I'm going to take everything Harold. Your money, your job, your goddamn career. I never told you but I outrank you in the base. I'll make sure they transfer you to the cesspit of this planet where you belong. And then you'll realize what fifteen years of active duty tastes like."


With that, she turned to Eva, squinching as she limped back to the elevator.
 
Eva didn't look back at her father. She simply followed Halle back to the elevator. She stood in silence for a few moments and then then looked over at her mother. "I...thank you," she said softly. "I wish none of this had ever happened. I wish you could have come home instead of Dad running off with me." She stared at the floor as she spoke. 


As they exited the elevator, Eva pulled her mother into a hug. She didn't say anything for almost a full minute and then stepped back and looked at Halle. "I really missed you," she murmured. "I wish you'd never gotten sick. You've missed so much. I wish you could have been here."


As she reached the car, Eva let out a small sigh. Her mother could have seen her grow up. She might have had some sort of family support throughout her transition. She could have had her mother around. Her mother could have taught her so many things, things she had had to struggle to teach herself.
 
As soon as she got to the car, Halle gave Eva the keys. "Could you...could you drive?"


She was still feeling the anger in her subside. Now, without Harold to worry about, Halle could only think of what she'd missed. All the times she could have helped Eva...defended her from Harold. Defended her from the countless friends and family that had abandoned her.


Halle had hoped confronting Harold would help her. Make her feel better. All she felt now was an empty victory. A stupid defeat. Assuming Eva drove the way back, Halle's stomach would gurgle.


"Oh my...I guess I forgot to eat..." Halle chuckled to herself. In reality, she'd been spending the last 15 years moving from base to base, eating sometimes with her co-workers but mostly by herself. She'd read what few letters she had, reminiscing about Eric with a book bag in college somewhere. In a way, she always felt that her family preferred her out here in the field.


There were times Halle would look at the screen, seeing a small village from a drone's perspective. It felt almost as if fate had destined Harold to betray her. In her line of work, she'd destroyed countless families, left many without children, mothers, or fathers. 


In the end, it seemed fair that fate strike back at her own family. Halle looked outside the window, scanning the stars and wondering just what the next step was for her. What should she do?
 
Eva nodded and took the keys from her mother. The drive was mostly silent. She had almost no idea what to say, and spent most of the drive staring straight ahead until Halle's stomach growled. Eva turned to look at her mother. "We have leftovers from dinner at home," she said softly. "I made too much spaghetti. You can have some if you want."


"If...if you don't have a place to stay, you can stay with us," Eva offered, hope glinting in her gaze. "I've missed you. It would help us to catch up. I'm sure Kennedy would love to get to know you. And you could get to know the kids too. They haven't lived with us for all that long, but..." She shrugged. "And I have a show on Saturday. I was thinking maybe you could come."


The car slowed to a stop in the driveway and Eva slipped back into the house. Kennedy met her at the door. "Hey," she greeted softly. "Are you all right?"


Eva nodded and looked over towards the living room. Ronan had pulled his dress from the corner and had continued gluing the shards of mirror to it. Jupiter and Hugo were on the couch next to him watching an episode of The Office, though Eva wasn't sure which one. The three stopped what they weare doing and turned to look over the back of the couch curiously. 
 
Halle smiled. "You sure I won't be a burden?"


She'd currently rented a motel room, and she could easily go back there and pick up a quick meal at the Dennys. Still, she did figure that at the very least she could stay with Eva for dinner. "I'd like to come to that darling. And grandkids."


She chuckled, shaking her head. "You know I use to dream of grandkids. I know it's asking a lot...but do you still...you know...have your ummm..."


Halle couldn't just say dick. Of course, she always wanted a grandchild of her own.
 
Eva looked surprised. "Of course I'm sure!" she said. "You're my mother. And I thought you were dead for almost half my life. I want you here."


At her mother's next question, Eva raised an eyebrow. "You're probably the only person I'd let ask me that," she said. "But yes, I do. I mean, the hormones pretty much made me infertile and did the same for Kennedy."


"The kids we have now are adopted. They used to sneak into our drag shows sometimes--of course, they don't have to anymore, as long as they're with us. The twins had a crappy foster family, and Jupiter lived with an aunt and uncle that were abusive."


"I'll go heat up some food for you," Eva said as she slipped through the door and into the kitchen to reheat the spaghetti. 


The three teenagers were still lookonj curiously over the back of the couch. Ronan had pulled his gaze away from his dress for more than five seconds and was the first to speak. "Hi," he chirped. 
 

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