Nike spent the next few hours going from one shop to another to look at things, even spending a little time in a tea shop to sit and watch the other shoppers walking along the streets. It wasn't perhaps the best usage of her free time, but it was better than sitting at home watching TV all day or surfing the web.
Checking her phone to see the time, she cleaned up her place at the table and left. She had about thirty minutes before her appointment, so she made her way a few blocks down until she reached the doctor's office. Technically speaking, her doctor was more of a therapist than a physician, but he had helped her over the past several years to get control of her ailment. Upon entering, she was made to sit and wait until, about fifteen minutes later, she was led into Dr. Williams' office.
“Good afternoon Nike. It's been a while, hasn't it?” The man smiled. He was clean shaven and seemed well taken care of. Appearances wise he seemed to be in his 40's and had a bit of a salt and pepper look starting to form from whitening hair.
“Yes, I guess so.” She smiled back, taking a seat.
“So, what brings you in today? Is the medication I prescribed you working alright?”
“Well...” She started, looking a little uneasy.
“...it was, until yesterday. I mean, you know I sometimes still get headaches or small relapses, but yesterday I had the worst headache I've felt in a long time. It came on suddenly out of nowhere and I was out within a minute or two.” She explained. The doctor seemed a little concerned at the news, and leaned forward a bit in his chair.
“Did you harm yourself? Anyone else? Do you know how much time you lost?”
“No, I wasn't hurt, and as far as I know no one else was either. I'm not sure exactly how much time I lost......things were kind of jumbled up last night. I thought I was awake, and then it turned out to be some kind of weird dream, and then I was really tired.” She admitted. The doctor seemed puzzled, but relieved to hear no one had been harmed. He held her patient chart in his lap and began scribbling down some things, probably what she'd told him. After a couple of minutes he looked at her again.
“Well Nike, I'm sorry to say there isn't much I can do at this point. Any stronger drugs out there would cripple you. You wouldn't be able to function while taking them, not to mention what kind of side effects you'd be dealing with. I'd only recommend them if I thought you were in immediate danger of harming yourself or others.” He sighed. He knew it wasn't what she wanted to hear. She was young and had so much life ahead of her; he didn't want to steal her life from her by drugging her up when she didn't need it.
“I see......” Nike replied, looking a little deflated. She felt concerned after what had just happened. What if she slipped again and hurt someone; hurt herself? What if she lost more time?
“Nike, have you been keeping a journal like I asked?” Williams asked.
“Yeah. I mean, I didn't write anything about last night yet, but I've been keeping track of headaches and lost time like you said.”
“Good.” He replied.
“Make sure you write things down as soon as you're lucid. You could forget something important.” He warned before standing up. He scribbled down a note and handed it to her.
“There. You can refill your prescription. If something happens or you're worried something might happen, please call my office. If I'm not here you know my business number.” He said, still looking slightly concerned. He'd been working with Nike long enough to know she wouldn't come here unless something was serious.
“Thank you, doctor. I'm sorry for wasting your time.” She replied, taking the prescription note.
“No, no. You haven't wasted anything. Make sure you keep up that journal and let me know if anything changes.” He assured her as he led her back out into the waiting room.
Nike refilled her prescription at a nearby drug store before making the trek home. She felt a little defeated at the moment. She'd already felt that the doctor wouldn't have anything stronger for her, but it still was a little frightening to know that she either had to destroy what life she had by taking stronger medicine or she had to risk everything by staying on the weaker pills. Why had it come back all the sudden? Sure, it popped up briefly every now and then, but it never showed up so suddenly like that. Something felt wrong, but she honestly didn't have a clue as to what it could be.
Reaching her apartment she went inside and locked the door. Removing her outerwear and shoes she took the new bottle of pills and opened them. She stared at the tiny blue and yellow capsules for a moment before taking two and popping them into her mouth. A little water from the sink and they were both swallowed and on their way into her system. She just hoped these pills would be enough to keep her from doing anything bad.
Checking her phone to see the time, she cleaned up her place at the table and left. She had about thirty minutes before her appointment, so she made her way a few blocks down until she reached the doctor's office. Technically speaking, her doctor was more of a therapist than a physician, but he had helped her over the past several years to get control of her ailment. Upon entering, she was made to sit and wait until, about fifteen minutes later, she was led into Dr. Williams' office.
“Good afternoon Nike. It's been a while, hasn't it?” The man smiled. He was clean shaven and seemed well taken care of. Appearances wise he seemed to be in his 40's and had a bit of a salt and pepper look starting to form from whitening hair.
“Yes, I guess so.” She smiled back, taking a seat.
“So, what brings you in today? Is the medication I prescribed you working alright?”
“Well...” She started, looking a little uneasy.
“...it was, until yesterday. I mean, you know I sometimes still get headaches or small relapses, but yesterday I had the worst headache I've felt in a long time. It came on suddenly out of nowhere and I was out within a minute or two.” She explained. The doctor seemed a little concerned at the news, and leaned forward a bit in his chair.
“Did you harm yourself? Anyone else? Do you know how much time you lost?”
“No, I wasn't hurt, and as far as I know no one else was either. I'm not sure exactly how much time I lost......things were kind of jumbled up last night. I thought I was awake, and then it turned out to be some kind of weird dream, and then I was really tired.” She admitted. The doctor seemed puzzled, but relieved to hear no one had been harmed. He held her patient chart in his lap and began scribbling down some things, probably what she'd told him. After a couple of minutes he looked at her again.
“Well Nike, I'm sorry to say there isn't much I can do at this point. Any stronger drugs out there would cripple you. You wouldn't be able to function while taking them, not to mention what kind of side effects you'd be dealing with. I'd only recommend them if I thought you were in immediate danger of harming yourself or others.” He sighed. He knew it wasn't what she wanted to hear. She was young and had so much life ahead of her; he didn't want to steal her life from her by drugging her up when she didn't need it.
“I see......” Nike replied, looking a little deflated. She felt concerned after what had just happened. What if she slipped again and hurt someone; hurt herself? What if she lost more time?
“Nike, have you been keeping a journal like I asked?” Williams asked.
“Yeah. I mean, I didn't write anything about last night yet, but I've been keeping track of headaches and lost time like you said.”
“Good.” He replied.
“Make sure you write things down as soon as you're lucid. You could forget something important.” He warned before standing up. He scribbled down a note and handed it to her.
“There. You can refill your prescription. If something happens or you're worried something might happen, please call my office. If I'm not here you know my business number.” He said, still looking slightly concerned. He'd been working with Nike long enough to know she wouldn't come here unless something was serious.
“Thank you, doctor. I'm sorry for wasting your time.” She replied, taking the prescription note.
“No, no. You haven't wasted anything. Make sure you keep up that journal and let me know if anything changes.” He assured her as he led her back out into the waiting room.
Nike refilled her prescription at a nearby drug store before making the trek home. She felt a little defeated at the moment. She'd already felt that the doctor wouldn't have anything stronger for her, but it still was a little frightening to know that she either had to destroy what life she had by taking stronger medicine or she had to risk everything by staying on the weaker pills. Why had it come back all the sudden? Sure, it popped up briefly every now and then, but it never showed up so suddenly like that. Something felt wrong, but she honestly didn't have a clue as to what it could be.
Reaching her apartment she went inside and locked the door. Removing her outerwear and shoes she took the new bottle of pills and opened them. She stared at the tiny blue and yellow capsules for a moment before taking two and popping them into her mouth. A little water from the sink and they were both swallowed and on their way into her system. She just hoped these pills would be enough to keep her from doing anything bad.