Viper

As much as I hate dropping out of role plays,  I can tell rather quickly  if I am going to enjoy it or not and I have no intention of forcing myself to write hours worth of content if that is the situation. That would turn this hobby into more of a job than it already feels like... and I don't need any more pressure to keep up commitments RP wise. 


I feel bad for the other person, I honestly do, but that will not stop me from leaving. All I can do is tell you that I am leaving and apologize profusely. If that honestly makes you angry (to the point that you can't even be polite) then sorry not sorry, you clearly are not the type of person I want to RP with to begin with and I don't regret leaving.  I understand disappointment but actually getting angry is going to far in my opinion. 

I never shipped Joker x Harley Quinn, I prefer to think that he is just manipulating her like a tool to be thrown away when no longer of use.  However I am 100% into the relationship they have in Suicide Squad, if I ever watch the movie again it will just be to enjoy Joker and their interactions. 

Diabolic Lovers is a terrible anime where a plot is almost non existent, and when they do add in the story it is so forced and sudden that you can't take it seriously. Even still, I had a great time watching it. Sure it was at like 3 in the morning and I was exhausted, but it made me laugh like no other anime ever has.  Plus, I adored the way that Laito said 'little bitch'... if it weren't for him I probably wouldn't have enjoyed the show half as much.  Kanato was cool too. 

I RP solely detailed writing and I just figured out why my posts always look smaller than my partners even though the word count is the same or more.  I write a few large paragraphs while my partners write many small ones, which makes it seem like so much more because I have to scroll to read it all. I wonder if I just don't know when it start new paragraphs....

I split pop on my keyboard last night and now my space bar is sticking  That is one of the most used keys! Why did it have to be that one instead of the left shift button or something!?!

Huh, I just had my first semi-negative interaction with someone on this site.   It took over a year... I'm actually surprised it didn't happen sooner.  I'm trying so hard not to say something snarky since I know I'll regret it later. 

I just want to get off the computer and do something other than write but I owe people responses!!!!   

I should have been replying to people but instead I wrote a 4/5 paragraph explanation to some random person on YouTube about why Chara from undertale is evil.  Sorry to my partners, my focus today stucks!

I have never Rped a canon character before, but kinda want to try, however the only characters I am interested in being are kinda complex.  For example, Joker or Izaya would be my dream canon roles since I LOVE them. But I am not smart, crazy, or unpredictable as they are so it is hard to get into such a different mindset.  I should probably start smaller and simpler but damn it, I have no interest in simpler! 

Ah! There is another one! That is the third one in like thee days! Where are all of these spiders coming from!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like they are all over me! 

I'm not scared of spiders but when I see one in my room and then loose sight of it as I try to get it outside, I panic. 

I don't understand people who type 'meh' instead of me on purpose. Is that an attempt to add personality or something into writing? Cause it really just makes me think you made a typo. 

I have been waiting for the update to post my new interest check but I think that I will wait another week just so the site can finish updating and people will have hopefully chilled out by then because right now people are in an unnecessary frenzy. 

I feel bad for those who lost stuff, I do, but honestly? You knew that the update was coming and I don't know how you didn't think that things would be lost in the process.  I'm pretty confident that they warned people that things would be deleted and BBcode would be gone/changed. It is kind of your fault if you did not bother to read the updates  warning you of this danger and so didn't backup your stuff elsewhere.  

I don't understand why people are leaving the site already. Give the update a chance and see if you can get used to it before quitting! Just because things are a bit different does not mean it's bad, just not what you are comfortable with yet.

I wish I could go an hour without thinking about driving. I have not been free of this train of thought for almost a week now and it sucks.

I can't back into my parking spot for my life, it makes no sense. After 2 hours of practice I made 0 progress... I will never get my license

I don't have characters I want to play, all of mine are made new for each RP. Instead I have character 'types' or pictures that I want to do

I don't know when, but recently I have hated seeing people say Yaoi or Yuri instead of just MxM or FxF. Thing is, I used to say that too...

If I ever say that I am 'Peachy' then know that I am 100% not. If I say that then I am either about to break down or snap someones neck.

Why must everything happen all at once?! I need to do college apps, get my drivers licences before the 20th, deal with family trouble, etc.

I need to work on my focus. Every time I sit down to reply I end up taking hours to respond because I keep getting distracted by everything.

What do I want to do? Write some prompts. What do I actually end up doing? Literally everything else.

I'll admit, if Mikasa from AoT was a boy I would like her more. Because 1- I always like boy characters more than girls. 2- I'm a yaoi fan.

Eren:"Finally now Mikasa can stop babying me!