That feeling when you get a message and your hopes are lifted because you think it's someone finally wanting to RP with you, but then you look and it's just the thirtieth fucking reminder about the update.
I asked a girl out. She said no. I feel like I want to ask out every girl I see, in sheer desperation as I hope for just a single one to say yes. I'm scared that if I do that, they'll all say no and I'll give up, then go out into my backyard to shoot myself.