Resource trash but ca$h

[vesania]

welcome to my fucking lair (aka my bbcode dump)

yo yo yo. its jeanne. always and forever.
im not really a tutorial typa gal. but everytime i create a new roleplay (and ive been creating a few lately) or even when im just plain ol' bored, i'll create myself a new character sheet or a new character in general. 90% of the time i dont even fucking finish them because im a piece of shit and i generally lose interest pretty quick. i think im an okay bbcoder. ive known better coders and these are simply my ideas and not meant to brag by any means. feel free to give feedback. and if you like a certain sheet, then just tell me and i'll let you use the coding. but please don't rip off any ideas or blalantly take my coding without crediting me. thank you. enjoy, i hope.

 

[vesania]

KRISTINA​

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FACE

name | kristina loren mccray
alias | tina / kris / but never call her krissy
age | twenty
birthday | june 23
zodiac | cancer
moon | capricorn
p.o.b | los angeles, california
gender | cisfem / she, her
nationality | american
religion | catholic
romantic orientation | heterosexual
parent: hera/juno

BODY

faceclaim | natalie alyn lind
voiceclaim | dove cameron
height | 5'3 full of sass
weight | 136lbs
hair color | blonde
eye color | blue
tattoos | big tat
distinguishing marks | her freakin height !!!
clothing style | cali girl vibes
gallery | x x x x

MIND

virtues | charismatic, flirty, witty, spontaneous, passionate, trusting
vices | jealous, stubborn, unforgiving, impulsive, possessive, vengeful
likes | roses, dates, the color red, compliments, boYS, shoes, the water, birds
dislikes | rejection, coffee, waking up early, her height!!, jackets, cold weather
mbti | esfp / entertainer
alignment | true neutral
strengths | persuasion, swimming, climbing shit, flexibility
weaknesses | cant run for shit, horrible aim, cant fucking cook
powers | enhanced charisma - (complete) // insanity inducement - (complete)

VOICE

spoken languages | english, spanish (learned)
theme song | dance without you - skylar grey

SOUL

bio — here.

MCCRAY​

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[vesania]

SHE'S MORPHINE, QUEEN OF MY VACCINE​

alias. "call me celly"
age. 17
birthday. feburary 4
zodiac. aquarius
orientation. heterosexual
nationality. italian/dutch

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CELÍNE

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MONTGOMERY

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APPEARANCE

height. 5'6
weight: 135lbs
hair: blonde
eyes: hazel
faceclaim. bitch u thought

PERSONALITY

huge wip boi

BIOGRAPHY

theme song.
breezeblocks - alt j (crywolf remix)

misc.

biography..

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[vesania]

AIZLIN MARIANA O'NEILL
nickname: aizlin
age: 22
birthday: january 15
zodiac: capricorn
gender: female / she, her
sexual orientation: heterosexual
romantic orientation: heteromantic
role: magazine winner

hair: red, wavy hair
eyes: green
height: 5'7"
weight: 137lbs
voiceclaim: olivia munn
body modifications: tattoo
distinguishing features: her hair and freckles
clothing style: x x x

vices: judgemental, stubborn, blunt, competitive, jealous, impatient
virtues: organized, humorous, independent, driven, intelligent, realistic
likes: intellectual debates, hot drinks,
dislikes: cold weather,
habits:
fears:
goals:



biography

 

[vesania]

I AM THE
SPIRIT OF THE
W I L D E R N E S S ​

QUINN THOMPSETT
"Turn that pain into power."

nickname: lol, call her nothing other than quinn.
werewolf age: 29 years old
human age: 21 years old
birthday: february 26
zodiac: aries
sexuality: heterosexual
gender: cisfemale // she, her
specie: werewolf
pack: eclipse pack
role: alpha

height: 5'7"
weight: 132lbs
eyes: brown
hair: dark brown, dyed platinum
wolf form: kween
body mods: battle scar
clothing style: bad bitch style
faceclaim: annie marie
voiceclaim: danerys from game of thrones

virtues. self-reliant, passionate, loyal, bold, productive
vices. sarcastic, short-tempered, competitive, impatient, highly defensive
likes. challenges, comfort, exploring, being active, being around people
dislikes. inactivity, delays, waiting, authority, being ignored,
habits: rolling up her sleeves, mostly wears her hair in a ponytail,
enhanced physical trait: energy drain
mbti: the commander // entj

how she became the baddest bitch of her pack is
currently a wip. stay tuned folks.

 

[vesania]

I AM THE
SHADOW IN THE
D A R K ​

AUGUSTUS SAINT-CHARLES
"My eyes can't seem to control it."

name: augustus lewis saint-charles
nickname: auggie // only by people he considers close
vampire age: 454 years old
age turned: 23 years old
birthday: february 4, 1540
zodiac: aquarius
gender: cismale // he,him,
sexuality: bicurious
specie: vampire
role: passive


height: 6'0
weight: 155lbs
hair: straight/slick brown hair
eyes: red // he illusions it to look brown
sun jewelry: bracelet
body mods: his skin his pure who do u think he is
clothing style: suave
faceclaim: jegor venned
voiceclaim: will tudor
gallery: baby got back


+ Charismatic: Augustus likes being around people and it shows. He's charming and is great at making and keeping on a conversation.

+ Eloquent: He was born while Queen Elizabeth the First was reigning for pete's sake. He's suave af and holds all of the traditional perks that men used to have during those days.

+ Original: Augustus enjoys having his own style and ways of doing things. He isn't by any means a follower.

+ Independent: Augustus isn't one to refuse help, but he also isn't the type to go looking for it. He prefers to deal with things on his own, and likes minding his own business rather then having other people in his.

+ Eccentric: Augustus is rather odd. He speaks and thinks a different way and comes up with weird ideas and conversation starters. Think of Poe. He's like that.

- Secretive: Augustus isn't one to go around talking about himself. He mentions anything about his past, and rarely lets people know what goes down under the surface.

- Judgemental: Augustus is the type of put a book down because of its cover. He judges people a lot based on what hes heard or what he sees and often that makes him miss out a lot.

- Narrow Minded: Augustus is traditional. Old. Stuck in his ways. He's a 400 year old vampire and sees thinks from his point of view.

- Aloof: Usually, Augustus isn't the type to know whats going on. He's usually the last one to know things and thats cause he doesn't care or pay attention.

- Emotionally Driven:

likes: social gatherings, intellectual conversation, books, blood (i mean cmon), change,
dislikes: limitations, stubborn people (hypocritically), filth, pettiness,
mbti: The Debater // ENTP
habits: smokes a lot, neat af, hand kisses any female he meets, cracks his fingers in deep thought

family: anastasia saint-charles // deceased // 58 // biological mother
marcus saint-charles // deceased // 63 // biological father
elena swanson // deceased // 21 // fiance

who turned you?: augustus was turned by william harnold. william was elena's ex-boyfriend.

why are you in mt. jordan?:

my tragic child and his broken heart is a wip for now.

 

[vesania]

ALICIA ⊙ GRAYBOW

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a tornado of roses from divine.

name: alicia blaire graybow
nickname: ali / lycia
age: twenty years old
birthday: april 24
zodiac: taurus
place of birth: alicante, idris
gender: female / she, her
sexuality: heterosexual
specie: shadowhunter

eyes: blue
hair: dark brown, straight, long
complexion: caucasian
height: 5'7"
weight: 142lbs
faceclaim: itsnotsonia | insta
voiceclaim: kristen stewart
distinguishing features: her eyes
body modifications: a scar on her shoulder
clothing style: plain ass chick

+ witty: in any situation that shes in, more often than not, alicia shows her witty sense of humour. she likes to keep conversations light-hearted when not meant to be serious (though she can be witty when insulting people too). her wittiness also comes in handy when meeting new people--it prevents any sense of awkwardness.

+ poised: alicia doesn't like to panic. she finds it wasteful. you'll find her steady, grounded, and calm in nearly any circumstance, even if the situation does require some panic. she isn't one to make a big deal about things, and she likes to remain calm.

+ reliable: if she says shes going to do something, you can trust that she will. alicia keeps her word no matter what and doesn't bluff on what she knows she can and cannot do. you can trust her with anything. she'll always have your back if she says she will.

+ stoic: alicia was raised not to allow emotions get to her. and she doesn't. she could be experiencing the deepest pain, and she'll still do what she has to do. she doesn't allow emotions to control her actions. shes not emotionless, by any means, she just doesn't allow them to keep her from doing what she wants/needs to do. pain and sadness are very little factors that she takes into consideration when it comes to tasks.

+ humble: alicia doesn't really like to take compliments. she isnt selfish. she doesnt brag. she doesnt gloat. she would rather give compliments than earn them. she enjoys admiring others rather than being admired.

- impassive: alicia isnt really good with dealing with emotions. she usually shrugs them off. if you're sad, she'll offer a shoulder, but she isnt the best person to come crying to hoping for relationship advice. she shuts herself out from strong negative emotions.

- self-critical: while others may see her doing something great, alicia is always critiquing herself. shes a tad bit insecure--though her calm demeanor says otherwise--and always thinks shes doing something wrong and/or could have done it way better. shes hard on herself.

- opinionated: alicia likes to express her views and beliefs. shes the type of person to argue with you if she thinks you're wrong and shes right. she has a lot on her mind, and isnt afraid of shouting them out to the king of the world. no matter who you are, or how high your rank is, if alicia doesnt agree with you, then you'll know.

- incautious: alicia likes to test her fate. shes extremely bold. a daredevil, if you will. alicia would jump off a cliff just to see what it'd feel like and would encourage you in the process. she doesnt pay attention to what might happen, and jumps into the face of death more than she'd like to admit. she doesn't have a problem taking risks, and often lands herself in trouble because of it.

- nihilistic: after the dark war, alicia lost everything she cared about the most. and though, she didnt break down and mentally torture herself because of her sadness, her view of life completely changed. she stopped believing in a happy ending. she didnt hate the world, but whereas before she was a highly optimistic person, she doesn't really care about what goes on anymore. she doesn't know her purpose anymore.

likes: adrenaline, running, the ocean, metallic weapons, missions, television, calmness, early mornings, coffee, anything denim tbh, oversized sweaters, the cold,
dislikes: confrontations, reading, disruptions, mermaids (they piss her off), being restricted, being alone, being in the same place for a really long time, chocolate, when its too hot,
mbti: entrepreneur
moral alignment: chaotic good
strengths: both distance & close combat, speed, flexibility
weaknesses: climbing, horrible sense of direction, swimming (she can swim, shes just really bad at it)

favorite rune(s) & why: "the stamina rune; it gives me strength when i start feeling weak or lazy. that rune has never failed me. and also, the parabatai rune; although its kinda faded now, it reminds me of a very important part of my life that i'll never forget."

opinion on downworlders: "i used to be very wary of them. especially the vampires. they freaked me out. but moving around so much, especially in big cities, well.. they're not bad. they're people just like us. i do my thing they do theirs. as long as they don't bother me, i'm good."

opinion on the cold peace: "the first year or two, i admit, i had the biggest grudge. how dare the faeries side with sebastian. its their fault my father died. its partly their fault that i had to kill my own parabatai. but overtime, i let it go. for one, because my father wouldn't have seen the treaty as fair. even if a faery was the one who killed him. the treaty is unjustified. not all faeries were on sebastian's side. not all of them are bad. its just not fair that they all have to be punished."

favorite weapon: Graybow sword & dagger
languages: english, french, german, & latin
theme song: clams casino - im god (zaya remix)
religion: alicia was once an avid believer in the legends. now she doesn't care about that type of stuff anymore.

Like many shadowhunters, alicia graybow was born in the city of glass. her life was what would be expected of a young shadowhunter. her parents--william and julianne graybow--had resigned as the heads of the frankfurt institute in germany and moved back to idris to give their daughter the full experience of being a nephilim. and that’s exactly what happened. they were a wealthy and popular family, owning quite a large estate near the countryside.

growing up, alicia was a curious and spontaneous little thing. she often wandered around, getting herself bruised up and falling into mischief. nonetheless, her parents allowed her adventurous tactics. they maintained a close relationship with alicia, raising her to always remain strong-willed though poised, giving her the freedom to be who she wanted to be. she was an average student in school and was mostly known for her skills with a sword than her pencil.

alicia’s entire life was that of a normal girl. or at least, as normal as it can get for someone with half the genetics of an angel. it wasn’t until she turned nine, when things began getting serious for the young nephilim. a week after alicia’s ninth birthday, julianne was assigned on a mission. she was sent to investigate a strange case of demon poison along with a couple of other adults back in germany. she left alicia and william, and unfortunately never came back. Julianne--along with her colleagues--all died in the mission after a demon attack.

the day alicia found out about her mother’s death had been the worst day of her life. even as a young girl, she was aware of the danger shadowhunters were constantly in whenever they went on a mission. they weren’t guaranteed their lives. she’d heard of stories of shadowhunters her age getting murdered by rogue vampires. she heard stories of demons attacking people. she’d even heard about demon pox--which was extremely rare. but she’d never thought that it’d happen to her. let alone someone she was close to and cared about. the situation left both william and alicia heartbroken. together they grieved, for only they understand each other’s pain. or at least thats what alicia thought.

upon returning back to school, alicia was miserable. she didn't openly show it, but it presented itself through her lack of energy. that was, until she met lillian. lillian's mother had also been among the group of people who died in the demon attack. she was 10 at the time, a year older than alicia, but seemed way more confident to talk about her mother's death than alicia had been. she and alicia had been the only children their age who lost their parent in the attack. the other colleagues who died had much older children or none at all. the pair bonded through the loss of their loved ones, and pretty soon they became two peas in a pod. different blood, but sisters nonetheless. through lillian, alicia became whole again. within a year of their friendship, by the time both girls had gotten their voyance runes inked on their hands--alicia on the left, lillian on the right--the pair had decided that when the time came, they'd become parabatai.

they hurried to do the ritual and by the time alicia was 12, the girls had become parabatai. the girls both knew in their hearts that they'd never wanted to be separated. they had each other and they'd protect each other always. they swore that they'd fight for one another, live for one another, and never let the other one get hurt. you couldn't hurt alicia without hurting lillian, and you couldn't love lillian without loving alicia. wherever one went, the other was close by, if not already by each other's side. they did everything together. their relationship was so strong, that even people that they didn't know, knew about their parabatai bond.

the next three years passed by and the dark war came. lillian and alicia stayed close by most of the time. they were stronger together, more agile and powerful when next to one another--as parabatai should be. they didn't worry as much. they knew demons couldn't get into alicante, let alone idris itself. the seelie knights poured in the streets bearing their long swords as well as the new endarkened shadowhunters who were now aligned to sebastian--their souls unwillingly taken away from them and turned into complete evil. that night, had been the night where the parabatai had been in separate homes. all children--really, anyone under the age of 18--were sent to the accord hall to be kept safe. william dropped alicia at the accords hall, only to leave her minutes later to join the battle. the accords hall was filled with people. all huddled. alicia had her sword on her. a family sword given to her by her father and a dagger that belonged to her mother. among her fellow shadowhunters she saw kids her age with seraph blades in their hands. bows and arrows. nunchucks. thin, long swords. they were shadowhunters. they came prepared for the worse.

alicia had seen all that, but what she couldn't find, was her parabatai. she grew sick with worry, but calmed herself down by knowing that she'd know if anything happened to lillian. if one parabatai was hurt, the other would feel it. physically. though she hadn't seen lillian in the accords hall, she didn't feel anything either. it hadn't been until the seelies poured in the hall and everything became chaotic did she feel a pang in her heart. it was as if someone ripped it out and poured acid on it. lillian was hurt and alicia didn't know where she was. on the other hand, she did spot her father, but not in the best circumstance. there was william only a few feet away, fighting with a seelie knight. william looked disheveled and bloody, but nevertheless he fought. still, he wasnt a match for the seelie knight. the knight sliced his sword against william's thigh and brought him down. alicia yelled her father's name as the seelie raised his sword to bring down on william. in that moment, alicia grabbed her dagger and threw it. it rushed through the air and split itself right through the seelie's neck at the same exact time the sword pierced through william's heart. the seelie fell down, and so did william. alicia had killed the seelie, but she'd done it too late. her father was dead. rushing through the chaos alicia knelt down, her father's limp body in her ams. she could have been sobbing for quite a few minutes before she realized the shadow of a figure standing over her.

looking up and staring right in her face was her parabatai. lillian. she was covered in blood and her gear was torn, though if she was in pain, she didnt show. alicia stood up quickly, cursing herself for forgetting to ask if her parabatai if she was okay. as alicia stood with her sword instinctively in her hand, alicia took a step towards lillian but quickly back away when lillian swung her blade at her. alicia looked in the eyes of her parabatai in shock. lillian's eyes narrowed, and her lips curled into a smirk. alicia realized instantly, that the person standing in front of her, was no more her parabatai. it was a demon, wearing her best friend’s face. lillian had been turned into an endarkened shadowhunter by sebastian. it was why she felt her heart tear apart and rip into pieces and why her parabatai rune stung. not because lillian was hurt, but because lillian was no longer lillian. lillian swung her sword once more. alicia turned, but not quick enough. the sword sliced her gear and made a slit against her shoulder. this time, alicia swung her sword. and between the two, one thing was always well known. lillian was always the better student. but alicia had always been the better fighter. the graybow sword struck lillian in her stomach, the girl froze at the blade going through her. alicia ripped her sword out of her former-parabatai, and watched as she fell down, and took her last breath…..

the dark war had taken everything from alicia. or at least the rest of what she had. her mother died, her father died, and in the end she was left to murder her other half. she had no other family, and that night she became an orphan along with many other of the kids there in the accords hall. alicia refused to go back home, for it brought back too many memories. for the next three years she resided within the shadowhunter academy along with many other children who lost their family. upon turning 18, alicia left idris. she traveled to the frankfurt institute in germany, and to the colmar institute in france, to learn both languages in a year. when she turned 19, alicia left europe and traveled to california. she moved from institute to institute as she pleased, making up an excuse everytime she left. as of now, she’s currently residing in the san diego institute, and most likely is going to settle.

 

[vesania]

« let the lions run wild »​

calcium in our bones.

name. esmeralda rosalee prattis
age. nineteen
nickname. esme
greek god. athena
birthday. september 13
sun. virgo
moon. aries
gender. cisfemale; she/her
sexuality. heterosexual
p.o.b. greece


hair. curly, brown, long ass hair.
eyes. brown eyes.
height. 5'8"
weight. 113lbs
body mods. none
distinguishing features. pouty bb lips
tattoos. none, shes clean af
nationality. native american/greek
ethnicity. brown

« let the world hear. »​

carbon in our souls.

On first impression, Esmeralda appears to be a bit standoffish. Not one that looks approachable, especially with her infamous default bitch face, you'll be surprised that within minutes into a simple conversation with Esmeralda, you'd be able to see that she's practically exactly like her mother. Wise and knowledgeable would be a few words to describe the teen. Bring up any topic and Esme will be ready with an answer, immediately followed by a vivid explanation to back up her thoughts and opinions with a very straightforward attitude.

It may not seem like it at first, but Esmeralda has a heart of gold. She's kind unless given a reason not to be, and stands up for what she believes is good, even if it means having to go against people that she considers close friends, but also makes peace between two sides in certain conflicts. She holds a magnetic energy that just makes you want to get up and be close to her. But, don't confuse this with quirkiness, because she's always calm and collected no matter how good or bad a situation might be.

And of course like everyone, Esmeralda has an unlikable side of her too. Like her mother, Esmeralda is a person who lacks compassion. Now, by no means is she a cold-hearted prick, but she doesn't feel bad for people If she thinks that the outcome of their actions was caused by their stupidity. In fact, If she thinks you're stupid, she doesn't have compassion for you at all. Being unemotional comes with her lack of compassion too. Since Esmeralda depends on her reasoning for everything she does and judges on, it doesn't affect her if someone gets hurt in the process. Esme also has the tendency to shut other people's ideas and strategies out because she thinks that hers are the most logical and reasonable out of everyone elses, which also makes her extremely stubborn. And don't even get me started on her always challenging people on nearly everything she does, constantly trying to prove that her reasoning is the best. But despite these negative traits, Esme is still a smart little cookie, who only has good intentions for the world, but manages to get carried away at times.

mbti. intj
anima. she knows who shes supposed to be. she knows her place in the world. and shes very very sure of it.
temperament. melancholic
likes. math, solving shit, armour/weapons, owls, fairness
dislikes. fighting/war, obnoxious people, stupidity, getting her hair wet, cowards
skills.
strengths.
weaknesses.

other. she speaks latin, greek, english, and a little bit of italian
theme. shiiiit, idk yet.

i was not made to be subtle.

Our brunette was born in Athens, Greece. She never knew her real mother, nor father, but instead was adopted by two extremely caring and supportive women when she was just a little lad. As a child, her character traits developed rather quickly. She was a very intelligent girl, with the energy of a bull. Her two mothers loved her for that, and often told her that they chose her for that reason.

Growing up, in school, Esmeralda wasn't any different. Sure, as she got older her energy seemed to dial down a bit, but she still possessed that extremely wise mindset, and still withheld the same leaderly attitude. For that, she was very well-known in her school, and grew quite popular. Students were amazed by her. Older people loved her. Not only did she pass in all of her academics, but excelled in the athletic field too. Soccer, wrestling, track, lacrosse, volleyball. You name it, she played it. It was that simple. Esmeralda loved her life. It was perfect. But she always had a voice in the back of her head telling her that she didn't belong. Or least that that she didn't fit in with the people around her. Confused, she never told anyone about her odd feeling. But, around the age of 12 was when everything started to all make sense.

Let's get back to her home life. Aside from school, Esmeralda had a pretty stable home life. She was the only daughter to her two mothers, who she loved dearly and felt closest too. They were honest to each other about everything, hence Esmeralda knowing that she was adopted from the moment she was able to have some common sense. The only thing Esmeralda didn't tell her mothers, was how she truly felt. It wasn't because she didn't want to hurt their feelings, because lets face it, she wouldn't have really cared, but Esmeralda knew better than to ask questions that she knew she wouldn't get a straight answer to. Instead, Esmeralda began to isolate herself from everyone. Her schoolmates. Her parents. To distract herself from her thoughts, Esmeralda began to get herself into Greek Mythology.

Being raised in Greece, Greek mythology was not a topic that Esme wasn't already familiar with. She knew a lot about Greek mythology from school, and the bedtime stories that her mothers would read to her as a little kid, but other than that, didn't really pay any mind to it. Though, during her period of isolation, Esme was often digging her nose in a book that had to do with Greek mythology. She was intrigued by the gods and goddesses. Especially Athena, who she favored the most out of them all. At least once a week, she'd skip her school sports, and instead take a bus to the Parthenon that was 15-20mins from both her home and school, just so that she could visit the Athena Parthenos statue that was located there.


Visiting the Athena Parthenos went from being a once a week thing, to a daily hobby. She went there for comfort and inspiration, as well to think and dwell on things. Though Esme was very discreet about it, shortly after a year of her doing it, and making up every excuse in the book just to go visit the statue, her mothers eventually caught on to the suspicion and found out about her secret trips. Instead of grounding Esmeralda, they talked to her about it. Esmeralda finally confessed her feelings and thoughts that she'd been keeping in for a very long time.

Rather than scorning Esmeralda like she thought they would, both mothers took their daughter to fortune tellers and psychic readers all telling her that Esmeralda was in fact special, and belonged somewhere else with people just like her, and soon found out about Camp Daybreak. Her mothers were incredibly reluctant at first, before sending her off to Camp Daybreak by herself at age fourteen. Esme was ecstatic, and once she got there, actually felt right. And upon her arrival, she was ironically, claimed by Athena.

 

[vesania]

KARRIE ALESIO
NINETEEN | SEPT. 6, VIRGO

“I'm the girl whose blood runs with determination like electric charges"

gender: female / she, her
sexuality: heterosexual
occupation: librarian
major: women's studies

hair: red / short / wavy
height: 5'4"
weight: 144lbs
eyes: green
distinguishing
features: freckles & hair
clothing style: x x x

vices:
virtues:
likes:
dislikes
hobbies:
mbti:





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[vesania]

NICHOLAS ⊙ CHANG

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the pen is mightier than the sword.

name: nicholas raymon chang
age: nineteen
gender: male
d.o.b: february 12
species: human
sexuality: bisexual
nationality: singapore
occupation: computer analyst
theme: letting go - greafer

fc: benji colson
height: 6'0
body type: ectomorph

what is your default mood?: i'm pretty relaxed most of the time. i don't get excited/upset easily. i'm normal. calm. nonchalant most of the time.
how good are you with first impressions?: i think when most people meet me they think i'm awkward. i don't think i am. most of the time i think they're being awkward. i'm not one who someone would really walk up to and start a conversation, so i doubt i'm that good.
what are five positive traits?: intellectual, creative, organized, open-minded, and analytical
what are five negative traits?: aloof, rebellious, petty, skeptical, perfectionist
do you fight or flight?: it depends. if its something i strongly believe in and care about, i'll fight. if its not that important to me or doesn't involve me, i'll "flight", i guess.
rankings?:
intelligence - 89
strength - 59
curiosity - 78
talent - 73
beauty - 60
kindness - 64
do you see yourself as a leader or follower?: i don't see myself as either. i can't lead people. and i'm not really a conformist so.. neither? can i say that? if anything, i prefer working on my own. but if i had to choose, probably a leader, because if i can't agree with you then i can't work you.
what five things are you interested in?: my main purpose in life involves anything with computers. i also enjoy fixing car engines now and then, since i know im great at it. i listen to music a lot. whatever i do i do it with a pair of headphones in my ears. it calms me. i mostly listen to classical music and electronic dance music. i kinda have a bit of an obsession with cigarettes. got hooked on them during my rebellious teenage years. oh, and rings. yup. simple as that. they just look nice, don't you think?
what are three strengths you have?: i'm quick in pretty much anything i do, i'm great at hiding things and sneaking around, and i can come up and work with things using even the littlest resources.
what are three weaknesses you have?: i'm physically weak, i'm not a great persuader nor am i patient, and don't have a lot of stamina.
what is your temperament?: choleric
what is your moral alignment?: chaotic neutral
what is your mbti?: architect \ intj
do you tend to respect authority or defy it? again, if i don't agree with you then i can't work with you. i defy it.
would you rather surrender for safety or rebel for justice?: i'd rather surrender for safety. i'm physically not that strong of a person, so i wouldn't really stand a chance against anyone trying to end me. plus, rather be alive at the end of the day then dead right?

Born to Fae Yen Chang; famous ballet dancer, and Darren Chang; famous musician, the boy was bound to live a life of artistic talent and possess a vigorous future. The day he was born, balloons of red, black, and yellow were flown in the night sky to signify the birth of Nicholas Raymon Chang, who would soon continue the family tradition and become one of Singapore's most astonishing painters. He'd carry his family's artistic legacy, and continue it once he was old enough to form his own family to pass it on. From the moment he was conceived, Fae Yen and Darren planned out their son's entire future, but little did they know how unprecedented things would turn out to be.

Fae Yen and Darren were obviously a wealthy and well-known family. They were praised in Singapore's culture of arts for their remarkable talent--Fae Yen who was a graceful dancer, and Darren an elegant pianist and vocalist. Instead of sending their firstborn to one of Singapore's finest schools to have an academic based education, the couple sent Nicholas to the finest art school in the country. There, Nicholas grew up and learned the diligent skill of painting. His parents were proud. He was proud that he made his family happy--then again, what young boy wouldnt be?

His success was apparent through his recognition. And for that, Nicholas was often praised for his talent through gifts and rewards. Nicholas and his parents would even travel to other countries, just to have him go to exhibits to give him a chance to showcase his art, despite him still being a young boy barely hitting adolescence. For this, the Chang family was as united as ever, and they withheld a very close relationship. It was clear that the dreams that Fae Yen and Darren had for their son were all coming true.

Up until Nicholas' twelfth birthday, everything was the same. It wasn't until he was given one item that changed his life drastically without him even realizing it. A computer. A Windows 7. Sure it was on old one. Sure it wasn't as advanced as his time. But, Fae Yen and Darren despised new technology. They believed that it ruined the brain, and damaged brain cells. Throughout the life that he'd been living so far, Nicholas could not once remember a computer nor television in his household. They had radios, sure. But advanced technology was not the social norm in his household nor his culture. Therefore, getting a computer as his 12th birthday present was a big deal.

It didn't take long for the boy to get used to it. For him to fall in love with the way it looked and the way it worked. Nicholas admired his computer dearly. It was his best prize. His greatest treasure. No painting could ever top it. Soon enough, his expertise in painting slowly faded into his love for computers. Within a year of him owning his computer, Nicholas learned how to take the device apart and put it back together, as well other tricks and hacks. His view of the world changed as well. Technology--of all shapes, types, and sizes--suddenly intrigued him. He ached to learn about the electronic things that his culture was so against of. He ached to learn about what about them made life for others so easy and simple. Eventually, Nicholas had even began working on the engines of his father's car as well. Of course, only in secret. He took pleasure in taking parts apart and leaving them for his father to find and be confused of, then putting the pieces back together without anyone acknowledging it..

Painting and art school, everything he worked for, everything he was meant and planned to become, became boring to him. Nicholas felt that in his heart, and couldn't deny that his passion for art was no longer alive. That art was never his passion. That it was his parents passion. And that his true passion was making them happy. Though that passion, was suddenly gone. Nicholas had no one to talk to about his feelings. Surely, his parents wouldn't hear him out. They were very strict on continuing the family tradition and he was well aware of that. And so Nicholas began writing. He'd pour his feelings for what he believed was his true purpose in life, all in a journal.

Two youthful years went by, Nicholas was 15, and patterns started to show. Nicholas's mentors and teachers began complaining about him being aloof. Nicholas spent more time in his room than out in the art studio. He was rarely--if not ever--enthusiastic about conversations whenever they were about art. Fae Yen and Darren noticed their son's odd tactics. They grew worried, and instead of speaking with him, they waited till he went to school and searched his room. Nor Fae Yen nor Darren knew what they were looking for. A sign, maybe? A sign, symbol, or something as to why Nicholas was lacking in his studies. Out of everything they could have been looking for, the couple found a journal. His journal. The same one where Nicholas expressed his thoughts on art vs. technology. On how he didn't want to follow in his parent's future for him. On how he no longer--or really, never--wanted to be a legacy.

Of course, that wasn't very pleasing to their ears--or their eyes--and by the time Nicholas was done with school for that day, he was welcomed back home to fury parents and his beloved computer smashed in pieces and in the garbage. From that point on, a sense of rage filled Nicholas' heart, though he did not show it. He remained calm, even while Fae Yen and Darren both screamed at the top of their lungs, making it clear to Nicholas that he'd work harder than ever and become an artist just like they planned, and that as long as he was living under their roof, he'd never lay a finger on another computer again. There was no point in arguing, and so he didn't. His computer was shattered, but his passion was not.

Nicholas refused to be denied access to computers. He still continued his old quirk of taking apart his father's engines but this time more out of pettiness than curiosity. The relationship that he once had with his parents had now vanished. He no longer relished being in the presence of the people that created him. It was more of a chore--a nasty feeling that he was forced to tolerate knowing they supplied him with all of his basic necessities. Meanwhile, Fae and Darren were under the impression that they fixed Nicholas' "disgusting" love for computers, and that he'd become the artist that they always wanted him to be. But Nicholas had more than one trick up his sleeve.

Nicholas figured that he wouldn't ever be able to touch a computer inside of his house, but not outside. There'd been a couple of kids that he knew that lived near him that had electronics. In fact, they were apart of this group, that used, upgraded, and sold their own versions of old electronics. When he had a chance, he talked to Sid, the group leader, and joined after lots of persuading. His parents knew nothing of the club, of course. Nicholas convinced them that he'd joined an art society at a museum that allowed him to intern there. They'd been ecstatic at the news, of course not knowing that it was a set-up for Nicholas to be able to leave the house often without getting questioned.

Within months of being in the club, Nicholas and his group had encountered a man by the name of Julius Henderson. Julius had heard about the club, and requested a couple of items from them. He observed and often brought from the club, and took a special interest in Nicholas' superb skills in being able to use computers. What Nicholas didn't know was that Julius was the founder of Simulacron--a new computer based company. He proposed an offer for Nicholas, and promised him that if he was impressed, he'd invite Nicholas to come and work for him part-time. Sure enough, Nicholas impressed Julius and earned a spot as a computer analyst working for Simulacron. He earned a higher salary than he did working with Sid, and realized that it was his best chance. He could leave his parents house.

Nicholas continued to work for Julius part-time, saving up for his own apartment and hiding his earnings from his parents. Fae Yen and Darren never suspected a thing, always in assumption that their son was out working hard and making them proud. It was about a week after his 18th birthday where they were fed the truth about what was truly happening. Where they weren't spared the calmness and tranquil state that NIcholas had given them the first time around, and instead were shocked by his anger and statement of him moving out. The last thing that Fae Yen and Darren said to their firstborn, son, and only child, was that he was no longer theirs anymore and that shame would follow him throughout his entire life. Surprisingly, Nicholas was not hurt by their words. Maybe it was the fact that he was used to living with parents that didn't care to let him do what he loved, or maybe it was the fact that he was too busy praising himself for taking out all of the parts in his father's car one last time before leaving, but regardless, all the young singaporean cared about was the new sensational feeling of freedom coursing through his veins.

family:
fae yen chang / 39 / biological mother / alive
darren chang / 41 / biological father / alive

 

[vesania]

this is just a code that i used for one of my interest checks (fresh poison), but it can also be used as a character sheet as well. if u want to use it as a freebie you may (just pm me for the code).

FRESH POISON

SHHH.....

Welcome to the town of Mountain Brook. It's a reasonably small town- well, in terms of population. The wealth of it's inhabitants means that Mountain Brook is filled with large houses with even bigger gardens. Appearance is one of the most important things in Mountain Brook. No woman would dare leave the house without makeup and pristine clothes- no man would dare be seen driving a second hand car. The thought of being humiliated in front of the neighbours haunts many a citizen, and many late nights are had, trying to ensure that their brownies are better than Susan from the PTA's, or that their home is more pristine than John from the office's home.


This competition to be the best isn't just exclusive to the adults. The teenagers of the town are constantly striving to be the best at whatever they're good at. But this desire for success combined with the constant search for identity can be overwhelming for many teenagers, and so, the parties of Mountain Brook often get a little out of hand as they try to forget for a few hours what's expected of them.


However, one night, things go drastically wrong. The next morning, as the host is kicking out the last few stragglers, a boy is found dead. It doesn't take the police long to figure out that it was murder, and suddenly, almost the entire young adult population of Mountain Brook is under suspicion. Interviews are conducted, evidence is hunted for, and accusations are made. Secrets start to emerge, and piece by piece, the carefully constructed appearances of so many in Mountain Brook start to fall apart.

With so many desperate to keep secrets, things start to get messy, and one question starts to appear in everyone's mind.

Would you kill to keep your secrets?


Yo yo yo. So, this is going to be a revision of one of my old old roleplays. The plot is pretty much going to be about Brooks University's football QB getting murdered during a frat party. The police never catch the killer and therefore the person who murdered the QB is still out there. While the investigation is going on, the death will bring tensions which will break and form relationships as well as secrets getting spilled all on top of everyone trying to figure out who the killer is.

Characters in this roleplay can and will end up getting murdered so know what you're in for. I will choose a character to play the role of the murderer based on who I see fit. You can have up to 3 characters. The gender ratio for this roleplay does not matter to me and I was going to set up roles but I figured that since it is going to be in a University setting, you guys could get creative and create any type of character(s) that you want.

I will begin the thread after at least six people (not including me) show interest.

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[vesania]

"blessed are the warriors."

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personality

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[vesania]

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