Kylo wasn’t so sure they would actually know what to do when they got there, but he would, for the moment, try to believe that. At least they had a plan, and at least they would try. Still, his gaze jolted from the table gathering, to slip down to where Paquin’s hand was as felt the contact.
He missed Gnaeus’s amused smirk. Probably a good thing.
It wasn’t as if anyone could see, protected by the table and their own positioning, but it still felt odd to Kylo. Strangely forbidden. He was more than willing to make contact with someone in public via punching them, but a simple, comforting gesture? Unspeakable.
He liked it, but also found his mind going right into a moment of panic – which was only intensified when the comm on his arm – the arm Paquin had touched – went off. He jolted and pulled it up, eyes widening as he saw it was Snoke.
He set his arm on the table, and answered the call, with all of them able to see. And Snoke, on his side, able to see all of them. Gnaeus quickly swallowed what bit of drink he had and hoped his glass was out of sight of the holos on Snoke’s side.
“Supreme Leader,” Kylo greeted, hoping some of his anxiety was hidden.
“Kylo,” there was a bored drawl in Snoke’s tone, and he ignored the others, for the moment, “Brendol Hux has acquired the General of the First Order. Verify your location, and then stay there.”
Looked like the party was almost over.
“The Rings of Kafrene,” as Snoke had wanted, “currently in a cantina, uh,” he had definitely forgotten the name. Or the hangar. Or any useful information in the moment.
~***~
Finn understood.
He listened, and he understood, and Mira was nearly elated by that simple fact and how he didn’t try to walk it back or insist on something else, or something other. Of course, that elation wouldn’t show through or break the calm she had grasped at again. Still, she smiled as he spoke against the unfairness of it, of how that wasn’t any way to live.
“I know.”
But she had no other way to be, unless she wanted to exist as a cyclone, the Force tearing things down around her. So, she had to live this way. Constantly calm, constantly controlled. “At this point I’m not even sure how I’d live if I could…well, live normally.” She almost laughed at the thought.
Still, what she wouldn’t give to do that – and that Void stone gave her hints of it. The suggestion of its possibility, and how terribly nice it was.
“But…I wouldn’t mind figuring it out.” She wouldn’t mind another fate, as Finn suggested, and she wouldn’t turn him away from considering how. Kevan had done so. Kylo had done so. Finn, being new to the Force, being as empathetic as he was, might figure something out where they failed.
Even if he didn’t, Mira could hardly fault him for failure. No one she knew had succeeded. “For now though, this is my life. This is how I understand the Force.” Perhaps it would also give insight into how she taught it, and why she taught it that way. Why she likely had a heavier insistence on meditation and focus than, strictly speaking, Finn might need.
~***~
Terex was exasperating, but he was useful, and he understood where to be in all of this. Brendol just gave a grunt of approval as Terex promised to get a message out to Snoke, and he idly listened to the recording as he zipped through the Coruscant skies, dipping lower to appear to be with the normal traffic all the way back to the hangar where his ship was.
By then, of course, Terex’s message would be complete, and a response would be returned.
Thankfully, Snoke seemed inclined to send a recording as well, rather than try to insist on a face-to-face. He probably didn’t like Terex anymore than…well, Tarkin.
The message would be simple – the location of Kylo Ren on the Rings of Kafrene. A cantina, of all places.
He missed Gnaeus’s amused smirk. Probably a good thing.
It wasn’t as if anyone could see, protected by the table and their own positioning, but it still felt odd to Kylo. Strangely forbidden. He was more than willing to make contact with someone in public via punching them, but a simple, comforting gesture? Unspeakable.
He liked it, but also found his mind going right into a moment of panic – which was only intensified when the comm on his arm – the arm Paquin had touched – went off. He jolted and pulled it up, eyes widening as he saw it was Snoke.
He set his arm on the table, and answered the call, with all of them able to see. And Snoke, on his side, able to see all of them. Gnaeus quickly swallowed what bit of drink he had and hoped his glass was out of sight of the holos on Snoke’s side.
“Supreme Leader,” Kylo greeted, hoping some of his anxiety was hidden.
“Kylo,” there was a bored drawl in Snoke’s tone, and he ignored the others, for the moment, “Brendol Hux has acquired the General of the First Order. Verify your location, and then stay there.”
Looked like the party was almost over.
“The Rings of Kafrene,” as Snoke had wanted, “currently in a cantina, uh,” he had definitely forgotten the name. Or the hangar. Or any useful information in the moment.
~***~
Finn understood.
He listened, and he understood, and Mira was nearly elated by that simple fact and how he didn’t try to walk it back or insist on something else, or something other. Of course, that elation wouldn’t show through or break the calm she had grasped at again. Still, she smiled as he spoke against the unfairness of it, of how that wasn’t any way to live.
“I know.”
But she had no other way to be, unless she wanted to exist as a cyclone, the Force tearing things down around her. So, she had to live this way. Constantly calm, constantly controlled. “At this point I’m not even sure how I’d live if I could…well, live normally.” She almost laughed at the thought.
Still, what she wouldn’t give to do that – and that Void stone gave her hints of it. The suggestion of its possibility, and how terribly nice it was.
“But…I wouldn’t mind figuring it out.” She wouldn’t mind another fate, as Finn suggested, and she wouldn’t turn him away from considering how. Kevan had done so. Kylo had done so. Finn, being new to the Force, being as empathetic as he was, might figure something out where they failed.
Even if he didn’t, Mira could hardly fault him for failure. No one she knew had succeeded. “For now though, this is my life. This is how I understand the Force.” Perhaps it would also give insight into how she taught it, and why she taught it that way. Why she likely had a heavier insistence on meditation and focus than, strictly speaking, Finn might need.
~***~
Terex was exasperating, but he was useful, and he understood where to be in all of this. Brendol just gave a grunt of approval as Terex promised to get a message out to Snoke, and he idly listened to the recording as he zipped through the Coruscant skies, dipping lower to appear to be with the normal traffic all the way back to the hangar where his ship was.
By then, of course, Terex’s message would be complete, and a response would be returned.
Thankfully, Snoke seemed inclined to send a recording as well, rather than try to insist on a face-to-face. He probably didn’t like Terex anymore than…well, Tarkin.
The message would be simple – the location of Kylo Ren on the Rings of Kafrene. A cantina, of all places.