Organized_Chaos11
New Member
I try to write poetry.
All that comes out.
Of my dirty mouth.
Is pain.
The rain.
Coming from my eyes.
Every single night.
I want to fall in love.
And rise high above.
In peace.
I've fallen.
In love?
I don't think so.
I'm falling.
Drowning.
Somehow always going down.
Why can't I go up... I just don't know.
Maybe it's because...
Of all the weight I'm carrying.
The pressure.
Stress.
Pain.
Rain.
Attempts.
Sometimes I wish,
People thought I was sane.
We both know that can't happen.
Because they would be thinking lies.
I can think lies.
I don't say them.
I think about conversations.
I never have them.
I think about sharing.
I never do.
because I think promises.
and never make them.
Never keep them.
I made a promise.
To myself.
To keep my mouth shut.
To subdue the comments,
I want to say.
Sometimes...
I break the promise.
And get in trouble.
With myself.
I'm scolded.
I scold.
I'm reprimanded.
I reprimand.
I hear 'Don't do it again!'
I say 'Don't do it again!'
I don't listen to myself.
I do it again.
I hurt.
Both ways.
I hurt people.
I hurt inside.
And I keep on hurting.
Keep on raining.
Keep on promising.
Keep on sailing.
Through this sea.
Of lies.
All that comes out.
Of my dirty mouth.
Is pain.
The rain.
Coming from my eyes.
Every single night.
I want to fall in love.
And rise high above.
In peace.
I've fallen.
In love?
I don't think so.
I'm falling.
Drowning.
Somehow always going down.
Why can't I go up... I just don't know.
Maybe it's because...
Of all the weight I'm carrying.
The pressure.
Stress.
Pain.
Rain.
Attempts.
Sometimes I wish,
People thought I was sane.
We both know that can't happen.
Because they would be thinking lies.
I can think lies.
I don't say them.
I think about conversations.
I never have them.
I think about sharing.
I never do.
because I think promises.
and never make them.
Never keep them.
I made a promise.
To myself.
To keep my mouth shut.
To subdue the comments,
I want to say.
Sometimes...
I break the promise.
And get in trouble.
With myself.
I'm scolded.
I scold.
I'm reprimanded.
I reprimand.
I hear 'Don't do it again!'
I say 'Don't do it again!'
I don't listen to myself.
I do it again.
I hurt.
Both ways.
I hurt people.
I hurt inside.
And I keep on hurting.
Keep on raining.
Keep on promising.
Keep on sailing.
Through this sea.
Of lies.