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Remus John Lupin

One week had passed since the horrible encounter of the prank, The aches and dull pain post transforming back were long gone by now. But the aching presence of pain in his chest, were ever present. It was an aching feeling in his heart. Remus was feeling betrayed, hurt, so many different whirling emotions going through his head. But the longing feeling in his heart was different, very different. But He was doing his best not to think about it right now. He was trying to do his best to just deal with the emotions on his own. preferring now to keep to himself and just avoid conversations about anything. He was doing his best to keep up in classes too but since He went back to class after the full moon, He was struggling a bit to pay attention right now. He had already done his best to let go of as much anger as He could at that whole situation. But of course, some of it slightly still lingered.



It was just like any other day that morning, Like it had been prior to the prank. But Remus wouldn’t greet anyone in the morning like He used too. He was most just hurt and disappointed mostly at Sirius, who was the one whom did it. But He was trying to just not focus on the other Gryffindor. Especially since the aching feeling in his heart only got worse when amber eyes met those beautiful mercury hued ones. But He digressed for the moment. He couldn’t look into those eyes not today. The other whom, He’d silently pinned for had practically betrayed him and He wasn’t ready to talk or forgive yet. Honestly, It was easier to just ignore all the maruaders at this point. As far as He was concerned, They were just dormmates now. Perhaps, one day they could go back to some semblance of how things used to be! But the werewolf wasn’t quite ready for that yet. Letting out a small sigh as He peered into the mirror. Moving to touch the scar across the bridge of his nose with a pained expression before turning to throw on a sweater and jeans. His usually garb. But still making sure He looked presentable even if He didn’t feel up to it.



He could feel his dormmates eyes on him, and He briefly glanced back at them before turning back to the mirror to attempt to fix his messy medium brown with almost a reddish hue locks. Fluffy and scruffy were probably the best way to describe, Remus Lupin’s hair. Before trying his best to give a small to himself in the mirror. But nope, He couldn’t give a true smile. A small baby fake smile was all He could muster. Before He turned to make his bed with a quiet sigh. Glancing over towards James and Peter whom He knew were probably going to say something soon before shaking his head. He wasn’t in any mood for that right now. It was taking ever fiber of his being not too look over towards Sirius. What made things even worse, was How absolutely much Remus had absolutely cared for the animagus. He literally was his closest friend before this and Honestly Remus had truly been falling for him. Much to even his own surprise. But now……..even now , the romantic feelings still lingered! And Godric! It hurt! He couldn’t resist one quick look over towards Sirius. A pained , hurt expression still on his face. But Remus had to force himself to look away. He wasn’t quite ready to talk to him yet. If the other said something to him, He’d respond as too not be rude. But that’s about it.


Grabbing his book as He made up his bed. He gave a quick nod to the former marauders before quickly walking into the common room to go sit down in a corner to read. Settling himself down into the side of the couch, But as soon as He opened the book, to where He had left off and Held the book to cover his face. Tears began to flow down his face. He couldn’t help it as the tears silently fell.

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This wasn’t supposed to happen. Like, pranking is the Marauders thing and everyone will have a good laugh, get detention, and just have fun. You know, just classic Marauder things here. Just having fun and causing so much trouble that the professors are getting tired of their pranks. Just doing their usual thing. Just funny, silly things with the Marauders! Staving off boredom every day and causing mischief. Except for setting off fireworks; if the Marauders are gonna be setting fireworks off in the Slytherin dormitory then you can count Sirius out.

Being a dog animagus made him afraid of fireworks. Yeah.

But this… this had gone too far. A prank gone wrong, a joke gone poorly. It hadn’t gone so good; and it cannot be undone. The prank had gone awry. The atmosphere is tense and unpleasant, and really uncomfortable.

Sirius had betrayed Remus; he really did. Padfoot had thought that it would be funny to prank Severus. Well, Snivellus as the Marauders call him. But he had gone too far. Sirius had told Severus where Remus goes every full moon and where the Slytherin could find him. Admittedly, Padfoot hadn’t thought this through very much. He just thought it would be hilarious to scare Snivellus out of his mind. It didn’t go so well. Moony is hurt and betrayed. You could say that Padfoot had broke Moony’s heart.

But it’ll pass right? Soon Moony will forgive and everything will be okay! Padfoot cared about Moony so much — he’s there when Moony transforms back after the full moon is over with. Yeah Prongs and Wormtail are there too but Padfoot is there right next to Moony. He had become an illegal animagus for Moony. Yet he had pulled this awful stunt on the full moon just to scare Snivellus. It cannot be undone, Sirius can’t just go back and not do what he had done.

The night before had been tense for the animagus. Going to bed knowing that Remus is mad and upset with him. It had been a week since the prank and Remus wasn’t talking to him. Sirius was so used to talking to Remus and being a dorky idiot around the werewolf but now it’s been a week without talking to him. But the animagus had gone through a bunch of cigarettes trying to think of when and what he should say to Remus.

Sirius had thought about going over to the couch and trying to talk to him. This whole thing could be settled and Remus can forgive Sirius. Maybe not forget about what had happened but Remus can certainly forgive the animagus!

Sirius could see the hurt in Remus’ eyes. He could see that the werewolf is hurt, upset, and feeling betrayed. It hurts, it really hurts seeing Remus like this. Knowing that he’s mainly the cause of Remus’ hurt. The werewolf had left. It’s awkward with the silence hanging in the air.

Remus had gone to the Gryffindor Common Room. It might be wise not to follow the werewolf when he’s upset and most likely wanting some alone time. But, Sirius wanted to follow after Remus. Talk to him, sort this thing out. Sirius was still in his pajamas, not bothering to change out of the warm pajamas. He just wanted to apologize to Remus.

There’s Remus, sitting with his book. Crying.

“Moony,” Sirius sat down, unsure of what to say, “Remus,” The animagus was quick to say, “talk to me. Please.” It’s worth a try to get the werewolf to talk to him. Even if Remus ignores him, it’s worth a try to get the other Gryffindor to talk to him. Padfoot wanted Moony to talk to him. They can talk this out! “Remus, I’m sorry.” Anything to get the werewolf to look at him, let alone talk to him.

You know what? It’s okay if Remus doesn’t want to talk to him. But Remus should know that Sirius is sorry about what he did.

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Remus John Lupin

The tension the past week had been at an all time high. What used to be the most joyous dorm in Gryffindor had turned into a melancholic dark place. Which could only hopefully be fixed. You could almost cut through the tension with a karate chop. It was really tense. The werewolf had done his best to just try to spend as little time as He could in the dorm after getting patched up in the Hospital wing after the full moon. He just knew with how angry, He was that week that He’d say things he’d end up regretting later. Which wasn’t the vibe right now. Yes, He is still angry, hurt, disappointed and so many other emotions. But He was trying to deal with it by himself. As the person, whom He thought He could trust with everything. Betrayed that trust, all for a stupid prank.
A prank that wasn’t totally thought through in the slightest.


Sure a lot of the pranks they had pulled over the years hadn’t been entirely thought through but this was just next level. Just wasn’t a good one. For anyone really! It made a happy friend group…..seemingly start to break a part.


Moony had been hurt by someone that He truly cared about……All for a prank. Pranks were not something He was most found of now due to that. How could He grow past this and learn to trust his so-called friends after this for! He knew he’d eventually have too. But now he’d have to worry about Severus Snape knowing the one secret that He’d dreaded ever leaking out to the rest of the student body. Eh- Of course, it’s not the only secret but that’s the only one needing to be focused on right now. The other, was a sorta secret. Not a real secret. But that’s not the focus right now. He was heartbroken and just was trying to get to a good place emotionally before trying to work on forgiving. He knew that of course he’d forgive. But it wasn’t going to be a simple task.

Nope not one bit......But Remus was very smart and it's entirely possible to get through this.

Yeah! He would eventually. Just who knows when. It was just really tough when the person whom you care about more than anything….does something like that. The animagus that truly had been there for the werewolf on many occasions. So did the other friends but it wasn’t the same. Nope it wasn’t. Now Remus didn’t know how to feel. Like obviously the feelings were still there and it took ever fiber in his being to keep his gaze away. Cause He was acutely aware that He would easily get lost in those blue pools again. Those stunning mercury pools. Ugh…..Just so frustrating. But honestly, Moony wasn’t even sure if they other ever felt similarly about that. He had thought maybe previously but with that happened. He was having doubts. Was He just seen as a dangerous werewolf for them? Useful for their mischievous deeds. Ugh great! So great……But deep down He knew it was probably just his anger and betrayed feelings talking. Yeah.

The night before was practically tense and awful for everyone who resided in their dorm honestly. The whole week had been shitty. Before that fateful full moon, everyone would have been joking around and having a good ole time. Remus would have had Sirius to lean on and just use the time after the full moon to rely on. But not this time…..Moony had to recharge all on his own. Which sucked. It did! The werewolf wasn’t sure how the next full moon was gonna go now. He was already dreading it even though it was weeks away. Just ugh. But now here, Remus was just sitting on the couch trying not to break down into a sobbing mess but still crying. He’s dealing with his feelings okay.

He had thought maybe the book would be a good distraction and wearing a favorite sweater of his too try and give himself comfort. But it wasn’t working how it hoped. But alas it was worth a shot. His tears falling down onto the formally pristine pages of the book. Of course, Moony would take super good care of his books. He wanted to forgive the animagus…..but it wasn’t going to be easy with all the feeling going on in his head.

Remus had gotten out of the dorm as quickly as He could not wanting to have to deal with all the looks from everyone. The common room was a much safer bet at that moment. Well a much roomier place to just chill with the book. But that was a quick escape before the tears fell down onto the pristine pages. Pristine no more. He was trying his best to hide the fact that He was crying with the book but honestly it was painfully obvious. All the feelings of betrayal, hurt, sadness flooding into him in the much less tense atmosphere.

He did go into the Common Room of Gryffindor to try and have a little alone time. But it was always a busy place, so He didn’t pay any attention to the footsteps when someone else made their way into the room. Tears still falling down onto the pages of the book. Before eventually just closing it not wanting to ruin the pages as He placed it down beside himself. Pulling a sleeve of his sweater over his hand to use to wipe away his tears. Well as best as He could. The soft material of the sweater was much nicer than his own scarred fingers anyhow. Another great perk of being a werewolf…..


He had finished wiping away his tears as He heard someone sit down beside him. When He heard the voice of the animagus, that He was trying to avoid. But alas Here Padfoot was. He let out a sigh before lifting his head, mentally reminding himself that He couldn’t avoid looking at him forever! “ Sirius…..” He spoke softly not quite looking at him yet cause He knew that if He did, those beautiful mercury pools would lure him in. That was something He knew He couldn’t resist. He hesitated for a moment, as even as mad and hurt in that moment. All He really wanted to do was hug the animagus. But that would be better than speaking more or looking directly at him yet right? Yeah it would be a little awkward but eh. It had been a source of comfort for him in the past maybe it would work now? Taking a deep breath as He reached over to just press his face into the other’s arm slightly opting to just do that instead of going for a full hug as much as He wanted too. He was still deeply hurt emotionally. He opted to stay like that not saying anything for a few moments. Before sitting up and looking directly into the mercury hued eyes that always drew him in. His own amber ones full of hurt and sadness. He wasn’t sure what to say. But He couldn’t just say nothing. “ Pads…..” He started out his voice crackling in almost a raspy way, your could hear the hurt in his voice. “ Sirius…… why?” Was all He was able to ask. All he could muster…..


Maybe if He was aware of why…He could start the process to forgive Padfoot…..He wasn’t entirely sure that would be enough to forgive but the endless gazing into the other’s eyes wasn’t helping either. He had to dig his fingers into the hem of his sweater to try and keep himself from doing anything else with them.

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The tension is so uncomfortable but nothing could compare to the tension that always hangs in the air at 12 Grimmauld Place. Maybe the tension will lift soon and be replaced with calmness and relaxation. It’s just a matter of time before Remus forgives Sirius right? Everything will somewhat go back to the way things were before the prank. Hopefully. Sirius can only hope.

But here he is sitting next to Remus on the couch, hoping that they can talk it out. If Remus wants to. Sirius isn’t going to push it. Sirius has always been there for Remus when it comes to the full moon. When it comes to anything, really. But Sirius being there for Remus after the full moon didn’t happen last week. Because Sirius was being an absolute idiot.

Padfoot was unsure of what to expect from Moony. Would the werewolf push him away and tell him to get lost and to leave him alone? Padfoot was sure they was going to happen but he’s still unsure, you know? The two of them could just sit in silence save for Moony crying and the sound of footsteps from other Gryffindors if that’s what Moony wanted. Just as long as Moony knows that Padfoot is truly, honestly sorry.

If Sirius could, he’d go back and actually think before acting. Think about how Remus would feel if Severus found out he’s a werewolf. But what’s done is done and Sirius can’t do anything about it. He can’t. The only thing the animagus can do is apologize and hope for the best. Let Remus know he’s sorry.

Neither of them said a thing. It was just Sirius letting Remus hug onto his arm, he doesn’t mind it at all. It’s a start. The animagus leaned his head back and let his eyes flutter shut. Just basking in the temporary silence before they could hopefully talk things out.

Sirius’ eyes fluttered open when he heard his name. His head turned to look at Remus, mercury meeting honey. No doubt that there was still so much hurt in Remus’ eyes and Sirius was the cause of it. He really did hurt Remus. A lot. It’s his fault that Remus is so upset and hurt.

This is a start, right? At least Remus is talking to him, you know? Well, just saying his name. Maybe it won't be long until Remus forgives him, and they can just talk this out. Just ignore the other Gryffindors walking around in the Common Room and focus on Remus. He knows Remus is upset with him for pulling that stunt, but the animagus wishes to talk things out with the werewolf and start the process of well.... trusting each other again. Well, getting Remus' trust back. This is just a start. Getting Remus to talk to him after a whole week of silence between the two.

The animagus opted for not hugging the werewolf, refraining from pulling the werewolf closer to him for a more proper hug or anything like that. Remus might not want that right now. And Sirius didn’t want to startle him. Hugging has always been a means of comfort for Moony when it comes to Padfoot, but right now... Padfoot is just going to let Moony cry and hug his arm. Proper hugs can come back gradually and slowly. But for now, Sirius will settle for Remus holding on to his arm.

What could Sirius do to make it up to Remus? Surely there must be something that Sirius can do! Remus may not forget about this but surely, with time, he’ll forgive Sirius!

Moony asked him why he did it. Why he had done a horrible prank like that.

That's the thing. Sirius doesn't know why he did it other than wanting to scare Severus out of his mind. It was a prank that Sirius had little to no thought of and it was more of a spur of the moment prank. Well, impulse. A prank of poor, awful taste that Sirius is ashamed of doing. He feels shitty, he really does. He feels absolutely shitty for hurting Remus all for a stupid prank. A prank that he won't be pulling again. Nope!

“I don’t know.” Was all that Sirius could muster to say, because he doesn’t know. “It’s not the best answer, but it’s the truth.” It is. “I just… it’s awful I know but I thought it would be funny to scare the daylights out of Severus, I didn’t give any thought to it, I just acted.” Severus has always been a target for the Marauders pranks. And that prank had been no different even if it was in horrible taste. “I want you to know that I feel so bad for hurting you, I really do.” He just doesn’t know why he did it. There’s no… good explanation. If that makes sense.

“I don’t know why I did it.”

Saying sorry would never be enough would it? And “I don’t know.” really doesn’t seem like the best answer to why. But it is the truth. Really, it is. Because Sirius doesn’t know why he did it other than thinking it would be funny. That’s like… the reason he did it. Because it would be so funny to scare the absolute living daylights out of Severus.

“Moony,” Sirius broke the temporary silence between the two, “you can take your time forgiving me if you can ever forgive me. But I just want you to know that I’m sorry. I don’t think I can tell you sorry enough.” It’s true! Sirius is pouring his whole heart out on this. “Moony, is there anything I can do to make it up to you?”

The animagus inquired; there’s a lump of guilt in his throat. “We can talk it out, whenever you feel like talking it out.” Sirius won’t push Remus into talking the tense situation out with him.

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