buttermyeggroll
Just A Lifeless Author
So, I have this little problem and it's called social anxiety, I often question myself what I am doing on a site like this because of it but y'know, I like writing and stuff so I at least try. I really wish I could be a better writer, drawer, etc.. and share this stuff with others however, i'm too shy to do that even outside of RPN or any other social media like thing but I really want to. I've been on this site for roughly around 2 years now and you would think that my inbox is always full or that I have lots of followers but no. I don't even want that many followers anyways lmao I actually spent forever with only one RP partner because I was scared about what others on here might think because even though RPN is pretty accepting i've seen some folks who are pretty picky about how their partner writes and that's really nerve wracking for me because i'm still a one liner but i've gotten pretty good over the years. I would like to find people who will accept me no matter what and actually stick to our RPS cuz it's kind of annoying when you are ignored. If somebody is offline, that's all fine and dandy with me i'm talking about something else. I don't know I just needed to get this off my chest, that's all.