Sleepless_Dreamer
(semi)functioning human
"I'm... sorry to hear that." Elise said in response to James's story. And she meant it. Elise was rough around the edges, but she wasn't a monster. She cared about people. Otherwise, she would have never joined the force.
Sitting there, she cradled her chin in her hand, her elbow propped up on the table. She remembered when she'd been bitten. By whatever wolf had killed the guy her squad had been after. She wondered if it had just been an unstable stray like her. She wondered what had become of it. Part of her wanted to know, so she could make him pay for what he'd done to her. For taking her whole entire world away from her. But she knew that revenge wouldn't make her human again. And it wouldn't bring her sister back. Elise sighed.
"I've been living the better part of a year now as a wolf. On my own. I guess it was just easy somehow. I was so busy caring about Anne that I didn't care about myself. I ignored what had happened to me and tried to pretend I was still human. I held onto it for as long as I could but..." She dropped her eyes down to the tabletop. "But it's like the longer I try to pretend I'm human, the more feral the wolf becomes. I can't... I can't find that balance."
She turned her eyes to James and even went so far as to offer him a small smile. It seemed her rage from before was forgotten. Elise could be hot-headed, but she tried not to hold grudges. And the longer she was exposed to James and Robert, the more her inner wolf started responding to being around like kind. When he offered help, she nodded.
"I'd like that."
Robert's footsteps echoed in the hallway and eventually brought him where James and Elise were. He was surprised to see them sitting next to each other. He honestly would have expected Elise to come out guns blazing, but it seemed like James was getting through to her at least a little bit. Still, he kept his distance, knowing that the competitive back and forth relationship that he and Elise seemed to have would not be conducive to her recovery.
"Marcus will be over this evening after he gets off of work. Tony won't be able to make it in until tomorrow, though." He glanced at Elise. "Which is probably good. Tony's my brother. And he's even bigger and louder than I am."
Elise sized Robert up and found that very hard to believe. But it was probably good that not everyone met her at the same time. She didn't know if she could handle a whole room full of them just yet.
Sitting there, she cradled her chin in her hand, her elbow propped up on the table. She remembered when she'd been bitten. By whatever wolf had killed the guy her squad had been after. She wondered if it had just been an unstable stray like her. She wondered what had become of it. Part of her wanted to know, so she could make him pay for what he'd done to her. For taking her whole entire world away from her. But she knew that revenge wouldn't make her human again. And it wouldn't bring her sister back. Elise sighed.
"I've been living the better part of a year now as a wolf. On my own. I guess it was just easy somehow. I was so busy caring about Anne that I didn't care about myself. I ignored what had happened to me and tried to pretend I was still human. I held onto it for as long as I could but..." She dropped her eyes down to the tabletop. "But it's like the longer I try to pretend I'm human, the more feral the wolf becomes. I can't... I can't find that balance."
She turned her eyes to James and even went so far as to offer him a small smile. It seemed her rage from before was forgotten. Elise could be hot-headed, but she tried not to hold grudges. And the longer she was exposed to James and Robert, the more her inner wolf started responding to being around like kind. When he offered help, she nodded.
"I'd like that."
Robert's footsteps echoed in the hallway and eventually brought him where James and Elise were. He was surprised to see them sitting next to each other. He honestly would have expected Elise to come out guns blazing, but it seemed like James was getting through to her at least a little bit. Still, he kept his distance, knowing that the competitive back and forth relationship that he and Elise seemed to have would not be conducive to her recovery.
"Marcus will be over this evening after he gets off of work. Tony won't be able to make it in until tomorrow, though." He glanced at Elise. "Which is probably good. Tony's my brother. And he's even bigger and louder than I am."
Elise sized Robert up and found that very hard to believe. But it was probably good that not everyone met her at the same time. She didn't know if she could handle a whole room full of them just yet.