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Rena stood on her small balcony, silently watching the sunset. She had spent many nights dreaming of throwing herself to her death off the very same balcony. More to spite her father, rather than indulge her own selfish wishes of death. She knew her mother would not be able to conceive again, the nurses said it was a miracle that she had Rena, and her father would be left with no heir. Though, she was almost certain he had a few illegitimate children walking through the kingdom that he could call on did the need truly arise. Rena gripped the chill metal railing tightly and leaned back, closing her eyes as she faced the sun, enjoying the last few rays as the sun finally disappeared. The girl's hands ached, the cool night air helping to sooth the welts raised across the backs of them. She had dropped a tray of glasses a mere hour ago and after her mother had yelled and yelled about how a princess, how an heir to the most powerful throne in the world, does not shatter glass, does not drop things, she used a switch to turn her hands a nice bright red. Rena was positive there would be bruising, and if not, they would definitely be sore for a few days.
She knew her mother was just in a bad mood as her father had forbid her from attending a few important meetings with the Council earlier in the day and the woman was just looking for someone to take her anger out on. Rena had long ago stopped fighting against physical punishments. If she sat and endured, it would be over faster than if she struggled and fought back. Some days she just didn't have the energy.
The King had sent many of his knights out scouting for the day, most likely just to terrorize the poor people of the kingdom, but Rena had taken advantage of the emptiness of the castle. She had spent most of the day stabbing a few straw dummies senseless. She always wished she had someone to spar with, keep her on her toes, but the straw dummies were good enough. She had spent many nights learning how to handle a sword and over the years had grown to love the weight of one in her hands. It made her feel powerful, unstoppable. It was an unsettlingly feeling, one that she wasn't used too. One she imagined the King and Queen felt on a daily basis ruling the way they did. Rena did her best to separate herself from her parents as much as possible, but she was still their daughter, their blood still ran in her veins. She knew that some of their qualities would inevitably shine through in her.
A knock at her door pulled Rena out of her thoughts. She didn't answer, instead quietly hoping that whoever was on the other side would go away, let her be. The door pushed open and she sighed, turning completely to face Florence, an older woman, Rena's handmaid and someone who had always been kind to her. "Your mother asked me to fetch you for dinner." The woman said softly, as if not wanting to disturb the quiet of the room. Rena hummed in acknowledgement, wanting to tell her that she wasn't planning on attending dinner, but also not wanting Florence to be the center of her mother's ever growing wrath. "Thank you, will my father be there?" The woman nodded, a smile on her lips, "Unfortunately for you, yes. I heard the Queen and him talking about starting up your etiquette lessons again. They say you've grown too comfortable."
Rena rolled her eyes, "Yes, what a horror being comfortable is." She hadn't had etiquette lessons since she was a girl. Her shoulders straightened just at the thought of the horrid man who been her teacher. She knew why her mother was really worried about etiquette and it had everything to do with the fact that the young girl had not found a husband yet. It wasn't for lack of trying, her parents had forced her to entertain many men they thought fit to take the place of King Xavier. But Rena never entertained their wishes for long, always sending the men on their way. She did not plan on marrying anyone her father thought worthy of succeeding him. After wishing Florence a good night and encouraging her to go and enjoy her own dinner, Rena made her way through the cold halls of the castle. Even during the hottest nights of summer, cold air seemed to blow through all the cracks. Rena pulled her cloak a little tighter around her as she descended the stairs towards the dining hall. Her parents were already seated, deep in conversation when Rena sat down, her chair scraping against the floor.
Neither the King or the Queen looked in her direction, but Rena knew they would eventually. And eventually, they did. "You are truly becoming more and more of a problem every day." The King said, shaking his head as he looked at his daughter. King Xavier was not pretty to look at. He had been in many battles, many fights that resulted in injuries most would have fallen from. But he was a big man, towered over most that he met; his face was covered in scars and he was missing the tip of his nose. As a small child Rena used to have nightmares about the man. He was a stark contrast to her mother, whose beauty even she envied. The Queen had cut her once long red hair short, the ends stopping just below her ears. Her face was smooth, free of beauty marks, freckles, and even wrinkles. She still looked young even after all these years. "I don't know why you insist on fighting our every step - we are just trying to ready you for when you must take our place."
Rena hated when he was calm even more than she hated his anger, his loudness. He sounded as if he was the rational one, trying to reason with a child acting out. And worst of all, she knew he was right. He was trying to turn her into a Queen that could take his place, someone just as cruel, just as heartless. Rena met his eyes before looking away, down at her plate. "You will begin to obey us. You are not a young child anymore and have no reason to act as you have been. If you do not cooperate we will have to be severe." Rena blinked, keeping her eyes closed a second longer than appropriate. The threat was not an empty one. She took a deep breath before meeting the Queen's, then the King's eyes, "I imagine it will be severe either way." Her voice was soft, but her father glared before slamming his hand down on the table. Rena did not jump. "You can leave without finishing and if anyone catches you in the kitchens tonight you will sleep in the stables. I expect to eat my dinner and relax, not indulge your ridiculous arguments. Do not show your face again tonight."
Rena imagined her parents understood that their daughter disliked them. Though she knew they didn't realize how potentially dangerous that was. The Roth's were truly one of the most powerful ruling families, almost no one outnumbered them, almost no one could measure up to their armies skill, almost no one had started and won more wars, and those that had were friends. The King and Queen were blinded by their victories and had never even thought that their own flesh and blood would dare stand against them. Rena was smart, but hadn't been able to outsmart her parents, not yet. Her mother had called her a traitor on multiple occasions and had threatened more than once to give her a traitors death before placing her head on a stick outside the front gates like they had done many others. And while Rena would have loved to turn the Council against her parents she knew it was impossible. While Rena knew most people in Hallaway prayed for the death of the Roth's, a few worshiped the very ground they walked on. Those were the people the King kept close. Rena knew that she could not change those minds, could not make them see that what they were doing was wrong. Not without taking dramatic measures, and she wasn't quite sure 'dramatic measures' was something she could accomplish.
Rena pulled the hood of her cloak over her head before making her way towards the gardens. There was a slight chill in the air that she loved, and the moon was big and full, perfect for a late night walk. She wished that there was music at this time of night to occupy her mind. She sang quietly to herself, hoping to push thoughts of her Kingdom and its rulers out of her mind, if only for a few moments.