SheLuvsMusic
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Peter shook his head. "Of course it isn't stupid. Hell, you belong in a classroom," he said. He had been the one to first suggest it, as far as he was aware. He was just glad she was actually considering it instead of just accepting a boring life as wife and mother when she was capable of so much more. She should have the ability to choose whatever she wanted for herself, and the freedom to explore those avenues.
He was a little worried that just because he was excited about it and she wanted it and was more than capable of it, that society wouldn't agree and the administration would shut her down before even giving her the chance, but that was not a reason to not try. "If they give you trouble about it, then you'll just have to give them hell right back," he said. "And I'll be right there with you until they have no choice to let you in. You're perfectly smart enough. If it's marriage and families they're worried about, then I'll just tell them it doesn't bother me. I'm your boyfriend now, after all." He grinned, hardly able to believe he was using that word to describe his relationship to her now.
Her father was another avenue, but he knew the man was smart and wanted the best for his girls. There wasn't any reason Peter could think of that her father would be opposed to the idea. He had already raised his girls to go against some of the status quo, and obviously he had encouraged Ella to learn and be curious about the world. She was a strong, independent woman perfectly capable of making change in the world.
Josephine frowned, feeling a little sick to her stomach. She could tell he wasn't happy about this, despite his efforts to stay calm and collected. It wasn't even about John, which was what she was prepared for. Not this, not his criticism about how she was trying to help. She didn't know what else to do when it all seemed so complicated to her. She leaned her head back against the wall, staring up at the ceiling. "Not at length..." she admitted. She'd barely spoken a word to father since they returned, but it was difficult when she felt resentful of him. He was also making it difficult to approach the topic of Alec, if not impossible. Every mention of him was met by a threat of "eliminating temptation", which meant Alec would lose both her and his job and she really couldn't bear being responsible for that.
She sighed, turning her head to look at him. Apparently betting was a lot more complicated than she had anticipated, but she still wanted to try. Her father had given her a little bit of spare money for today, and they hadn't spent it all. She could use it to help their relationship, or she could waste it on chocolates and useless trinkets. She felt better about one than the other. "Okay, I guess I'll try harder if that's what you want me to do..." she relented, even though the thought of going to her father about him again had her scared nervous this was going to backfire on them like it always had up until this point. They had such terrible luck and she was really stressed out about everything as it was.
"But Alec, I need to try this, too," she said, referring to the races. "Just this once. If I lose, then no harm done. If I win... then we'll be just a little bit closer." And hopefully he'll have a little extra to help him if she ends up costing him his job. She brought her face close to his again, brushing her lips lightly against his. "Please? It's the only thing that's going to make Saturday more bearable for me." She needed more purpose to go, otherwise she was just at the races with somebody who should be Alec.
He was a little worried that just because he was excited about it and she wanted it and was more than capable of it, that society wouldn't agree and the administration would shut her down before even giving her the chance, but that was not a reason to not try. "If they give you trouble about it, then you'll just have to give them hell right back," he said. "And I'll be right there with you until they have no choice to let you in. You're perfectly smart enough. If it's marriage and families they're worried about, then I'll just tell them it doesn't bother me. I'm your boyfriend now, after all." He grinned, hardly able to believe he was using that word to describe his relationship to her now.
Her father was another avenue, but he knew the man was smart and wanted the best for his girls. There wasn't any reason Peter could think of that her father would be opposed to the idea. He had already raised his girls to go against some of the status quo, and obviously he had encouraged Ella to learn and be curious about the world. She was a strong, independent woman perfectly capable of making change in the world.
Josephine frowned, feeling a little sick to her stomach. She could tell he wasn't happy about this, despite his efforts to stay calm and collected. It wasn't even about John, which was what she was prepared for. Not this, not his criticism about how she was trying to help. She didn't know what else to do when it all seemed so complicated to her. She leaned her head back against the wall, staring up at the ceiling. "Not at length..." she admitted. She'd barely spoken a word to father since they returned, but it was difficult when she felt resentful of him. He was also making it difficult to approach the topic of Alec, if not impossible. Every mention of him was met by a threat of "eliminating temptation", which meant Alec would lose both her and his job and she really couldn't bear being responsible for that.
She sighed, turning her head to look at him. Apparently betting was a lot more complicated than she had anticipated, but she still wanted to try. Her father had given her a little bit of spare money for today, and they hadn't spent it all. She could use it to help their relationship, or she could waste it on chocolates and useless trinkets. She felt better about one than the other. "Okay, I guess I'll try harder if that's what you want me to do..." she relented, even though the thought of going to her father about him again had her scared nervous this was going to backfire on them like it always had up until this point. They had such terrible luck and she was really stressed out about everything as it was.
"But Alec, I need to try this, too," she said, referring to the races. "Just this once. If I lose, then no harm done. If I win... then we'll be just a little bit closer." And hopefully he'll have a little extra to help him if she ends up costing him his job. She brought her face close to his again, brushing her lips lightly against his. "Please? It's the only thing that's going to make Saturday more bearable for me." She needed more purpose to go, otherwise she was just at the races with somebody who should be Alec.