Aqua7KH
Keyblade Master
Howdy guys, despite being apart of this lovely website since March, I have no experience on this website past the actual roleplay forms. I never posted anything about myself here and although I'm weary to I just wanted to discuss some real life issues and whatnot and see what other people think or if anyone has similar feelings.
I hope I'm not breaking the rules, as I've read the rules for this forums but I just find it a bit vague for my particular thread. If I'm breaking any rules feel free to delete this thread, I just didn't know of any other topic where I can discuss my personal feelings.
I do admit I was and still am a bit afraid coming into this site. I come from a site where roleplaying is not the primary focus so as a result coming here feels a bit intimidating because you're absolutely surrounded by people of like minded insterests. It's like going from a community college of all subjects to an art school. Because of that you're also going from a community where you might be a professional writer to a place where you're just a little kid kindergarten compared to some other folks. xD there's so much people here too my goodness!
Anyway, I'm straying from what I'd like to discuss.
I have a Generalized Anxiety Disorder and to put t blankly, it sucks. There's many things that causes me anxiety, things that honestly aren't a big deal at all and can be embarrassing. For example; there's a popular new show that just came out? If I see it everywhere I start getting anxiety over it and watching it, to the point where o force myself to indulge in it which makes it worse. This happens quite a lot and is happening right now actually.
I also tend to speak very cryptic about certain topics. There's just some words I don't want to say because I don't like it- literally a Voldemort kind of deal.
Theres also regular kinds of things, I often have anxiety over little things such as if I forgot to get a friend a birthday present it'll bother me for a while, or senarios that are just ridiculous. It's really troubling to deal with, especially since for me it's a constant issue. I can't quite strategize and take medication one could. It's kinda unpredictable.
Anyway, I don't want to get too into it especially since this is my first discussion thread on here, so I was wondering if anyone here experiences the same thing? Or just simple discussion on the matter. Thank you.
I hope I'm not breaking the rules, as I've read the rules for this forums but I just find it a bit vague for my particular thread. If I'm breaking any rules feel free to delete this thread, I just didn't know of any other topic where I can discuss my personal feelings.
I do admit I was and still am a bit afraid coming into this site. I come from a site where roleplaying is not the primary focus so as a result coming here feels a bit intimidating because you're absolutely surrounded by people of like minded insterests. It's like going from a community college of all subjects to an art school. Because of that you're also going from a community where you might be a professional writer to a place where you're just a little kid kindergarten compared to some other folks. xD there's so much people here too my goodness!
Anyway, I'm straying from what I'd like to discuss.
I have a Generalized Anxiety Disorder and to put t blankly, it sucks. There's many things that causes me anxiety, things that honestly aren't a big deal at all and can be embarrassing. For example; there's a popular new show that just came out? If I see it everywhere I start getting anxiety over it and watching it, to the point where o force myself to indulge in it which makes it worse. This happens quite a lot and is happening right now actually.
I also tend to speak very cryptic about certain topics. There's just some words I don't want to say because I don't like it- literally a Voldemort kind of deal.
Theres also regular kinds of things, I often have anxiety over little things such as if I forgot to get a friend a birthday present it'll bother me for a while, or senarios that are just ridiculous. It's really troubling to deal with, especially since for me it's a constant issue. I can't quite strategize and take medication one could. It's kinda unpredictable.
Anyway, I don't want to get too into it especially since this is my first discussion thread on here, so I was wondering if anyone here experiences the same thing? Or just simple discussion on the matter. Thank you.