Lexus
Ten Thousand Club
Breathe, she said it three times in two minutes so it's probably important, but why should you? I don't want to talk to you, best friend. You came here with the intent to tell me things you knew would break me. I don't want to talk to you, but I shouldn't take it out on you. You're doing the right thing. Catching a breath, I lifted my head, still deep in thoughts. "What is there to talk about? Eric cheated on me, that sucks. It was stupid to ever think I was anything valuable to him," Sighing I looked away from my best friend before I balled my fists in frustration. "I don't want to drink, Isabel. I just want everything to stop going to shit. It's not fair. You can't just come here to see me, something has to be wrong. I should have known." Not saying another word, I never pulled away from her.
After five minutes, I took another deep breath, nothing was said because she knew I was just angry and needed time to decompress. When I realized what I said I was bound to apologize. It wasn't a surprise to either of us.
"I'm sorry, I know you the last thing you wanted to do was come here to tell me the truth but I appreciate your honesty. I'm sorry about Jayden too, I know you're friends. I hope he''ll be alright." I don't need the last thing he remembers from me to be me walking away from him. That was a shitty move. "What am I supposed to do, best friend?" I asked helplessly, I made it sound like i was referring to Eric, he cheated on me, that was something to be devasted over, but it was the thought of losing Jayden that actually made me sick.
After five minutes, I took another deep breath, nothing was said because she knew I was just angry and needed time to decompress. When I realized what I said I was bound to apologize. It wasn't a surprise to either of us.
"I'm sorry, I know you the last thing you wanted to do was come here to tell me the truth but I appreciate your honesty. I'm sorry about Jayden too, I know you're friends. I hope he''ll be alright." I don't need the last thing he remembers from me to be me walking away from him. That was a shitty move. "What am I supposed to do, best friend?" I asked helplessly, I made it sound like i was referring to Eric, he cheated on me, that was something to be devasted over, but it was the thought of losing Jayden that actually made me sick.