desti
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If anything, Alys was proud of the act she was able to keep up when talking to nobles. Their words meant nothing to her, their well wishes and slightly envious compliments were absolutely insignificant. Still Alys smiled and nodded politely, playing the part that her Septa had made her play for so many years now. Even her parents seemed to believe her that she was happy. They hugged her and told her sweet things, but even those words seemed meaningless.
Everything was so overwhelming to her. Alys wanted some peace and quiet, but she knew that she wouldn’t get that today. First, there would be the feast and later… Gods, she felt uncomfortable. Alys tried to calm herself with talking to her brothers, but even that didn’t help. Even they seemed mesmerized by the charm of Wheldrake and overwhelmed by the surrounding nobles. Talking to them brought Alys nowhere and eventually she found herself drifting back to her husband.
Though Alys figured they might only speak during the feast, their first exchange of words happened in the carriage that brought them to it. Trevas was smiling, he even kissed her hand like a good husband ought to. Yet Alys found herself more confused than anything, more suspicious than flattered by all of this. Still the mask of a good, proper wife laid on top of her face as they sat together, alone for once.
There was something uncomfortable between them that Alys didn’t quite like. She felt so tense sitting next to Trevas with her hand in his, she couldn’t even truly pay attention to his words. All that left her lips were simple pleasantries, and Alys felt dumb saying them. She felt like a stupid little girl, in way over her head, but that was what she was after all. Alys had nobody to go to that she could talk to about her worries, therefore she could get no answers to the many questions inside of her head.
Most of the journey was rather silent overall. Alys listened to the hooves of the horses against the pavement and gravel, as she parted the curtains of the carriage to look outside at Wheldrake. She’d never been here before, or perhaps she had but she’d been too young to remember. The streets were all new to her, the sea seemed threatening and yet inviting at the same time. So many things to explore, so many people to meet, and yet Alys wasn’t sure if the memories she’d make in this town would be any good.
At least Wheldrake had some sort of life to it. The streets seemed to be filled with life and the buildings had some colour to it. Golden Harbour was about as dull as a rich town could get. It was pretty, of course, in fact it was beautiful really, but Gods it was so perfect that Alys hated every bit of it. Every stone was perfectly matched to the one next to it, every rock on the ground seemed deliberately placed. Everything in that city was either golden, white or blue and it drove Alys near mad. Wheldrake was different, Wheldrake had a charm to it that Alys couldn’t explain.
Every once in a while, they’d pass a commoner that would quickly jump out of the way and bow their head towards the carriage. Some were a bit braver and stared defiantly into the small window, as though daring to be dealt with. Alys wondered how they were treated, if the King even cared all that much about the people of his own city. If he didn’t, then she would have to.
When they reached the feast, Alys didn’t even notice. She only realised when the carriage door was opened by one of the guards and Trevas got up. Alys had initially wanted to pull away from his hand, but it felt like he didn’t want that, so she let him hold onto her. Still she felt rather awkward when the people cheered for them. They were nobodies to each other, Alys didn’t know Trevas and Trevas didn’t know Alys. Why were these people clapping and cheering for love that didn’t exist? It just made her realise once again how messed up nobility truly were.
Golden Harbour had its fair share of gossip and intrigue, but Alys imagined Wheldrake would be worse. She had been told not to trust anyone, not to befriend anyone. The first part might be easier to achieve than the latter. Alys rather enjoyed the company of other people, especially girls her own age, and most of all she loved being liked. She needed it, craved the affection from other people. Alys had done many good things in Golden Harbour involving the poor people there, especially the children, but there was no doubt in her mind that her good deeds stemmed from that need to be liked. It was selfish, but others gained from that so perhaps it wasn’t too bad of her to do that.
The feast was grandiose and Alys found herself looking around like a child at the decorations. It was so bright and beautiful here, that Alys could almost ignore that hand resting heavily on her waist. Though they were husband and wife now, the touch still felt inappropriate and Alys found herself fighting the urge to shove his hand away.
They seemed to have been the last to arrive, because most of the tables seemed to be occupied. Next to the two empty, large seats reserved for the King and Queen, the two tables for their families were filled as well. Alys’ eyes went from her own relatives, to the table on Trevas’ side. She had been told about his daughters, and she knew of Princess Elaria and what had happened. The man next to her must’ve been Justan. They would become King and Queen once Trevas would pass. As joyous as this day was, there were no smiles present there, and Alys wondered what her situation with Trevas’ daughters would be like. She could almost imagine the awkwardness already.
Once they sat down, a kiss was pressed against her cheek as Trevas took her hand again. Alys smiled and she must’ve blushed because heat rose to her cheeks as she cast her eyes down at her lap. This was wrong. This didn’t feel right at all. Though Alys wanted to stop thinking too much into it and just enjoy the affection Trevas was giving her, it just didn’t make sense in her mind. This man had lost his wife in a horrible way just a month prior and here he was kissing her so sweetly and never letting his touch leave her skin. It wasn’t right, it felt wrong in every way and Alys found herself pulling her hand away from his.
Everything was so overwhelming to her. Alys wanted some peace and quiet, but she knew that she wouldn’t get that today. First, there would be the feast and later… Gods, she felt uncomfortable. Alys tried to calm herself with talking to her brothers, but even that didn’t help. Even they seemed mesmerized by the charm of Wheldrake and overwhelmed by the surrounding nobles. Talking to them brought Alys nowhere and eventually she found herself drifting back to her husband.
Though Alys figured they might only speak during the feast, their first exchange of words happened in the carriage that brought them to it. Trevas was smiling, he even kissed her hand like a good husband ought to. Yet Alys found herself more confused than anything, more suspicious than flattered by all of this. Still the mask of a good, proper wife laid on top of her face as they sat together, alone for once.
There was something uncomfortable between them that Alys didn’t quite like. She felt so tense sitting next to Trevas with her hand in his, she couldn’t even truly pay attention to his words. All that left her lips were simple pleasantries, and Alys felt dumb saying them. She felt like a stupid little girl, in way over her head, but that was what she was after all. Alys had nobody to go to that she could talk to about her worries, therefore she could get no answers to the many questions inside of her head.
Most of the journey was rather silent overall. Alys listened to the hooves of the horses against the pavement and gravel, as she parted the curtains of the carriage to look outside at Wheldrake. She’d never been here before, or perhaps she had but she’d been too young to remember. The streets were all new to her, the sea seemed threatening and yet inviting at the same time. So many things to explore, so many people to meet, and yet Alys wasn’t sure if the memories she’d make in this town would be any good.
At least Wheldrake had some sort of life to it. The streets seemed to be filled with life and the buildings had some colour to it. Golden Harbour was about as dull as a rich town could get. It was pretty, of course, in fact it was beautiful really, but Gods it was so perfect that Alys hated every bit of it. Every stone was perfectly matched to the one next to it, every rock on the ground seemed deliberately placed. Everything in that city was either golden, white or blue and it drove Alys near mad. Wheldrake was different, Wheldrake had a charm to it that Alys couldn’t explain.
Every once in a while, they’d pass a commoner that would quickly jump out of the way and bow their head towards the carriage. Some were a bit braver and stared defiantly into the small window, as though daring to be dealt with. Alys wondered how they were treated, if the King even cared all that much about the people of his own city. If he didn’t, then she would have to.
When they reached the feast, Alys didn’t even notice. She only realised when the carriage door was opened by one of the guards and Trevas got up. Alys had initially wanted to pull away from his hand, but it felt like he didn’t want that, so she let him hold onto her. Still she felt rather awkward when the people cheered for them. They were nobodies to each other, Alys didn’t know Trevas and Trevas didn’t know Alys. Why were these people clapping and cheering for love that didn’t exist? It just made her realise once again how messed up nobility truly were.
Golden Harbour had its fair share of gossip and intrigue, but Alys imagined Wheldrake would be worse. She had been told not to trust anyone, not to befriend anyone. The first part might be easier to achieve than the latter. Alys rather enjoyed the company of other people, especially girls her own age, and most of all she loved being liked. She needed it, craved the affection from other people. Alys had done many good things in Golden Harbour involving the poor people there, especially the children, but there was no doubt in her mind that her good deeds stemmed from that need to be liked. It was selfish, but others gained from that so perhaps it wasn’t too bad of her to do that.
The feast was grandiose and Alys found herself looking around like a child at the decorations. It was so bright and beautiful here, that Alys could almost ignore that hand resting heavily on her waist. Though they were husband and wife now, the touch still felt inappropriate and Alys found herself fighting the urge to shove his hand away.
They seemed to have been the last to arrive, because most of the tables seemed to be occupied. Next to the two empty, large seats reserved for the King and Queen, the two tables for their families were filled as well. Alys’ eyes went from her own relatives, to the table on Trevas’ side. She had been told about his daughters, and she knew of Princess Elaria and what had happened. The man next to her must’ve been Justan. They would become King and Queen once Trevas would pass. As joyous as this day was, there were no smiles present there, and Alys wondered what her situation with Trevas’ daughters would be like. She could almost imagine the awkwardness already.
Once they sat down, a kiss was pressed against her cheek as Trevas took her hand again. Alys smiled and she must’ve blushed because heat rose to her cheeks as she cast her eyes down at her lap. This was wrong. This didn’t feel right at all. Though Alys wanted to stop thinking too much into it and just enjoy the affection Trevas was giving her, it just didn’t make sense in her mind. This man had lost his wife in a horrible way just a month prior and here he was kissing her so sweetly and never letting his touch leave her skin. It wasn’t right, it felt wrong in every way and Alys found herself pulling her hand away from his.