Rebecca
Rebecca hurried to help unpack the car, stealing glances at Danny, as well as her other children as she moved back and forth from the car to the house. She was worried to see Danny go off by himself, but she also knew that the whole experience must be overwhelming to him. Perhaps the best course of action would be to leave him to get adjusted while they waited for Allyn to arrive.
It would be so wonderful to have Danny back, and to look after all four of her precious children. Rebecca was certain that Etienne must be equally excited, but whether or not he was equally worried was difficult to determine. He seemed to handle it all so masterfully, but Rebecca knew better than anyone how easily fear and uncertainty could be hidden. She had been doing that for so long that she had to put in a great deal of effort to even reveal some of her true feelings and pain to Etienne. It had been significantly difficult because she knew that her husband held little sympathy for her. Rebecca did not blame Etienne for that though, inwardly agreeing with the unspoken assertion that she deserved no sympathy.
Her thoughts having shifted towards thinking about Etienne, Rebecca decided that it would be prudent to talk with her husband before the family meeting. She felt that it would likely be better to keep the children unaware of her own concerns. Although Rebecca couldn't tell if Etienne considered her to be included when he stated that all concerns should be addressed, and even though she felt worried that he wouldn't care to hear what she had to say, she knew that he was right about the importance of honesty and communication.
Rebecca was not the type to lie, but she was the type to hide what she felt. Of course, she knew that it was almost the same thing in a way. She also knew that Etienne had always hated dishonesty. Yet at the same time, what kept her keeping most of her thoughts to herself was the fear that Etienne might prove to dislike Rebecca's true thoughts more than he disliked lies. Or worse, Rebecca feared that he might agree with the more terrible thoughts she harbored about herself. It was not a pleasant thought, and Rebecca pushed it to the back of her mind.
"Etienne dear," she said softly, approaching her husband as they finished unloading the car. "Do you think that perhaps the two of us should talk, to prepare for this family meeting?"
It was a rather important meeting, and it would be best to be prepared. Yet as Rebecca looked up into Etienne's brown eyes, she couldn't quite tell whether she wanted him to agree to talk to her or not.
Rebecca hurried to help unpack the car, stealing glances at Danny, as well as her other children as she moved back and forth from the car to the house. She was worried to see Danny go off by himself, but she also knew that the whole experience must be overwhelming to him. Perhaps the best course of action would be to leave him to get adjusted while they waited for Allyn to arrive.
It would be so wonderful to have Danny back, and to look after all four of her precious children. Rebecca was certain that Etienne must be equally excited, but whether or not he was equally worried was difficult to determine. He seemed to handle it all so masterfully, but Rebecca knew better than anyone how easily fear and uncertainty could be hidden. She had been doing that for so long that she had to put in a great deal of effort to even reveal some of her true feelings and pain to Etienne. It had been significantly difficult because she knew that her husband held little sympathy for her. Rebecca did not blame Etienne for that though, inwardly agreeing with the unspoken assertion that she deserved no sympathy.
Her thoughts having shifted towards thinking about Etienne, Rebecca decided that it would be prudent to talk with her husband before the family meeting. She felt that it would likely be better to keep the children unaware of her own concerns. Although Rebecca couldn't tell if Etienne considered her to be included when he stated that all concerns should be addressed, and even though she felt worried that he wouldn't care to hear what she had to say, she knew that he was right about the importance of honesty and communication.
Rebecca was not the type to lie, but she was the type to hide what she felt. Of course, she knew that it was almost the same thing in a way. She also knew that Etienne had always hated dishonesty. Yet at the same time, what kept her keeping most of her thoughts to herself was the fear that Etienne might prove to dislike Rebecca's true thoughts more than he disliked lies. Or worse, Rebecca feared that he might agree with the more terrible thoughts she harbored about herself. It was not a pleasant thought, and Rebecca pushed it to the back of her mind.
"Etienne dear," she said softly, approaching her husband as they finished unloading the car. "Do you think that perhaps the two of us should talk, to prepare for this family meeting?"
It was a rather important meeting, and it would be best to be prepared. Yet as Rebecca looked up into Etienne's brown eyes, she couldn't quite tell whether she wanted him to agree to talk to her or not.