BENECIO DE GUERRA.
WHEN I DIE ?
FUCK IT, I WANT TO GO TO HELL
I’M A PIECE OF SHIT, IT AINT HARD TO FUCKING TELL
FUCK IT, I WANT TO GO TO HELL
I’M A PIECE OF SHIT, IT AINT HARD TO FUCKING TELL
namebenecio jonas de guerra
nicknameshe answers to benny, never ben. due to his feral nature, benecio has earned the moniker ‘cujo’. it’s hard to tell whether he likes it or not.
date of birththe exact date was never recorded but benecio knows he was born during the summer of 2002.
zodiacunknown. a boardwalk psychic told him he had “the spirit of a leo” and he’s run with it ever since.
place of birthsequoia national park, california
race/ethnicitymexican, iranian and white.
hairmedium brown curls, never gelled down or combed. sections of his hair are often congealed with blood or mud.
eyesbenecio’s eyes are completely black. there is no distinction between his pupils, his irises or the “whites” of his eyes. he’s invented lie and lie again about why they look like that and eventually, people got too scared to ask. benny’s often seen in sunglasses, a pair of crooked ray-bans, in order to avoid questions. despite how disturbing his eyes look, they are framed by long, thick lashes and it’s easy to get lost in his stare.
skinolive toned and appears constantly flushed. his skin is uncomfortably warm to the touch as if he’s feverish, as well as feeling oddly prickly. he has more than his fair share of scars scattered all over his body.
weight165 lbs. benecio is slightly underweight but thats because of lack of fat on his body. he’s built like a wolf, lean and rangy, always tensed up for a fight.
distinguishing featuresbenecio’s a handsome guy—however, that doesn’t stop his face from looking slightly off. the way his jaw juts forward combined with the slope of his nose gives his face the appearance of forming a snout. his mouth is a little too wide, his lips are a little too red. a feature that never fails to garner attention are his teeth, concerningly sharp and jumbled in his mouth. more than a few of his fangs are chipped, indicating the hard life he has lived. if there was one feature that he truly hated, benny would have to say that it’s his eyes. no matter how hard he showers, he carries the scent of smoke on his skin, a lovely result of his demonic heritage.
wardrobebenny wears whatever fits. he was never afforded the luxury of being able to choose clothing. he’s always gravities towards black, white and grey clothing, flannels, sweatshirts, and anything that could keep him warm. benecio is always seen in layers as he’s used keeping everything he could carry on him. as far as shoes go, he alternated between distressed work boots and beaten black chucks. benecio has always liked the appeal of jewelry but he knew, living on the street, anything of value made him a target. as an ironic substitute, he wears dog chains instead.
personabenecio is a dick. he’s not some urbane, teasing bad boy, he’s just cruel. life has taught him to be on the offense constantly, attacking other people before they have the chance to attack him. all his jokes are taken too far too fast and really everyone he meets is driven off by his derogatory words. that’s the goal. anything more than an acquaintance is a step closer to weakness and the boy is weak enough as it is.
don’t get him wrong, sometimes he enjoys being the antagonist and seeing others upset. there’s no human in his dna to water down the strength of his emotions, to automatically give him empathy. if taught, benecio could learn a lot, maybe even have something more to offer than just sharp teeth and sharper comments. however, he’s had no one to show him.
ever so often, he slips up and says something that could be considered nice. the type of person he is, he’ll always mean the compliment. despite benny’s complete lack of other morals, he has always vowed to be as honest as he could, damn the consequences. it’s something he wished his mother did with him and in some stupid interpretation of the golden rule, he aims to be genuine with others.
positive traitsalert, adaptable, resourceful, honest, darkly humorous, genuine
negative traitsaggressive, abrasive, careless, pessimistic, impolite, vaguely sadistic
likesdark liquor, second hand clothing, forests, gold jewelry, raw red meat, birds of prey, dumpster diving, bumming cigarettes
dislikeslipstick stains, any chocolate flavored food, baths, formal events or venues, luxury cars, close relationships with other people, churches
fearsother hounds or wolves, shapeshifters or not. benicio has a lone wolf mentality and in the presence of other canines, his fear presents itself as aggression. churches, bibles, and religious talk never fail to make his skin prickle. benny can’t even go in a church without nearly vomiting. he’s scared of cops, foster homes, and inpatient hospitals.
alimentssurprisingly nothing. benny’s monstrously durable and as long as he eats often and enough, he’s in perfect condition.
explanationhellhounds could be considered god’s mistakes—except he wasn’t the one who created them. ever so often, a demon or a malignant spirit will manage to copulate with a lycanthrope. the result is a bastardization of both species, an enormous black hound able to exist in a corporeal state as well as spectrally. they’re eerie beasts who can bring down elk and other large prey with ease, either with their serrated fangs or acidic saliva. hellhounds are essentially made to kill. this is their main urge, above all other feelings, and it results in them being easy to set in someone’s path. it’s rumored that after catching the scent of something or someone trying to escape it, a hellhound will not rest until they’ve killed the victim. this results in their portrayal as omens or harbingers of death. whenever a hellhound is seen, a slaughter is soon to follow. due to their demonic heritage, hellhounds often appear mangled and bloody, with scars and matted fur. despite this, they are extremely durable and grow stronger with age.
rulesdue to the complex chemistry of their bodies, hellhounds have voracious appetites. they often crave carrion, rotten meat, or extremely charred food. feeding upon humans is not taboo and human hearts are seen as delicacies amongst hellhounds. they’re durable creatures but starving one is certainly a way to weaken it. hellhounds grow more violent with age, most going rabid and ending up killing themselves. however, this morbid process takes hundreds of years. crosses, churches, and holy water set hellhounds into a frightened panic, which usually presents itself as confused aggression.
extrabenecio’s father was an incubi, a sex demon. this results in his ability to dream walk and make himself present in the subconscious of others. what he does in those dreams would make a nun cry.
backgroundbenecio is why some people shouldn’t be allowed to have sex. he was an immaculate conception, after six days of vivid sex dreams, his mother woke up six months pregnant. her name was inez and she lived as a lone wolf, sequestered off in an area of the sequoia woods known to be teeming with wildlife. she described the pregnancy as difficult. throughout the three months she was pregnant with benecio, she craved rotten meat, often bleed out her nose and ears, and found herself killing the surrounding fauna just because she could.
and then he was born, wearing the umbilical cord like a chain. inez had a brief moment of hesitation as she looked down at her son, his eyes open and mouth full of serrated teeth. she shocked herself out of it. that was her son no matter what he looked like and she wouldn’t just let him die. that was her mistake because raising benny was even harder than giving birth to him. the boy was a brute, slaughtering anything that came near the home and flying into rages where he’d often injure himself or his mother. as soon as he could run, he would disappear for hours and come back covered in blood. he was a hellion and his mother couldn’t take it. at age ten, benecio was abandoned by his mother, hansel and gretel style. inez lead him to the end of the forest, where hikers and guides were found. benny has blanked this part out but he ended up being found and quickly shuffled into foster care.
the boy couldn’t be housed with other werewolves and damn sure not with human children. that, combined with the abuse he endured, and the realization of his true heritage caused him to begin running away from homes. demonic blood in his veins horrified him but it also explained why he was the way he was, why inez discarded him. with this new found knowledge, benecio began his life on the streets, not bothering anyone and not letting himself be bothered. he’s been at it for six years and despite knowing it’s no way to live, its the only way he knows how.
when did they receive the brochure ?benecio had just got hit by a car. a rolls royce, to be specific. it was the night chastity’s father walked right into their little dalliance and chased benny out with a pistol in hand. the boy leapt right off the balcony and across the highway, shifted into hound form and vowing to come back and tear her father’s throat out. he could with ease. really, the only thing that stopped him from doing it was the luxury car knocking him back a few feet. the driver assumed they had hit a street dog, albeit a disturbingly large one, and kept driving. as benny laid there, slowly healing and homeless once again, he wondered if life could get any worse—and then there the brochure was.
xx → mother = inez de guerra | inez gave him up when he was young and they haven’t had any contact since then. knowing what he does now, he can’t blame her for her choice. still, if they ever met again, he couldn’t guarantee her safety. benecio’s memories of his mother are fuzzy but he could recall her always being afraid of him or irritated. all her affection seemed shaky, as if she was scared of how he’d react if she didn’t hold him, call him her son.
xx → father = ??? | benny doesn’t know who his dad is and doesn’t care. fuck that guy.
xx → ex= chastity calvete | chastity was benny’s personal lifesaver. her and benny used to screw around and since her parents worked the night shift, he’d end up staying over to the next morning. this arrangement went on for around two years. benny would never say he loved chastity but she was reliable. she’s the only person who cares about his existence.
coded by shady.