Once, I went to the Store
It's a moody day, cloudy skies full of rain,
'What is the worth of this pain, and the dirt?'
I hear the smattering of droplets splattering,
Windows rattling, cashier cackling;
Standing still by the register, I check my purse,
'I thought I'd pay with the earth,'
'Whole...
I am alone now, have been for a long while.
So much to say, but these feelings just won't go away;
I try to understand, however there's so much for me to handle;
It's an emptiness that strangles, intoxicates and wrangles my heart and thus mangles.
My personhood it entangles, sentience estranged...
Introspection
I wake up,
Drenched in cold sweat wrought by my deepest inability to sleep enough.
The water within which I'd slept as deep, dark, and cold as the nightmare I had dreamt about,
Blessed by the loneliness, imagination ends when reality encroaches it:
Recurring themes intermix...
Considering my writing of vaguely poetic works are a recurring thing, I have decided to make a singular thread (this one) within which I will post them. There are no primary themes, or intentional topics which I focus on; these are spontaneous creations, spurred by whichever influences they...
The Edge
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I stand upon the edge: the depth kissing my feet,
Sweetest darkness looming underneath, upside down I feel,
A world reversed from how it should be: 'why am I so unhappy?'
Words beneath which the whole breadth of my existential dread is carried,
Bated breath accompanying, my gaze...
Nightly Thoughts
It is night and I'm-
Much older than I ever thought I would be:
Time flows slowly, yet moves along far too quickly:
Paradoxically, never thought I would ever see-
The day that I wish I'd be what ended up mentally tormenting me.
It repeats; thus my sheet's never cleaned...
Harrowed was the man in vain, destined to ever-living:
Dreamt by every child of ten, to leave death so unwilling.
But Death had no choice in this; his place wholly unfulfilling,
Tired of every war and pest, Death desires rest instead of killing;
An opportunity none should ever miss, how very...
Moon's Flower
We are the soul within which we spend all our hours;
A pillar to soar through the vacant, radiance to split the emptiness,
Built out of sapience.
Our balance of power, our great spire that above all had towered,
Mauled by this darksome floral sprawl that shalt all devour;
Fear...
"It seems like it was... Yesterday," a faint breath, troubled by a lingering lost;
Elucidate: throbbing thoughts strong enough to cross the pause blossomed from within the temple,
Stretched across the mouth and blurted out like a promise crossed; embossed within the mind of a man out in the...
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The birth of this work I...
I wake up every day draining,
"Am I still me," I keep exclaiming,
The worry within me does not cease,
When will it find it's release,
When will the day come where my pain is gone?
But my rights remain wrong,
The pain I've caused is lifelong,
The guilt I feel belongs.
Yet my mind remains strong...
My mind makes so much strange, never would I believe; but it feels so real, it's an outrage.
And for every attempt made to persuade myself to not fail my dreams I evade,
Now I lie here jaded, my gaze to the skies, the glimmering shimmering within my very eyes,
A beauty beyond any soul, a belle...
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The birth of this work I...
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PERMAFROST
A world frozen by the death of time
Quick Note: Permafrost is the creation of myself in a private roleplay, this introduction includes a character from another participant, the 'robed figure.'
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Within the icy clutches of the caldera at the end of the world, bordering the...
Post-completion comment; I decided to stop making comments for each creature following the Shiver, I began to realize I had little valid to say. Most of my valid curiosities are found in the overview reflection. Everything below that is musings about the creatures and a variety of other...