well
i have stabbed (well not stabbed, more like slightly punctured) myself before. It felt bad yet good. But my screaming just totally ruined the experience.
STUPID STUPID STUPID
calling myself that.
i just like thinking of myself as insane.
people think HONEY does not go on SANDWICHES
that just makes me m a d
and then my college friends make fun of me, leading into this big cycle of them calling me "mad" or "unstable" and then me punching...
Its the urge of insanity.
Its slipping through your fingers. But that is nothing to be worried about, because the same thing is happening to me.
Embrace the Fog of Madness and Nothingness, as I have done.