To all of those I RP with:
Just a warning, I won't be on as early as I normally am tomorrow. I have an orthodontist appointment early in the morning to get my other set of braces on and the top ones tightened. Don't worry I'll be on later tomorrow.
"Don't you know I'm no good for you?
I've learned to lose you, can't afford to
Tore my shirt to stop you bleedin'
But nothin' ever stops you leavin'
Quiet when I'm comin' home and I'm on my own
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
Don't you know too much already?
I'll only hurt you if you let me
Call me friend but keep me closer (call me back)
And I'll call you when the party's over
Quiet when I'm comin' home and I'm on my own
And I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
Yeah, I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
But nothin' is better sometimes
Once we've both said our goodbyes
Let's just let it go
Let me let you go
Quiet when I'm comin' home and I'm on my own
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that"
"Got my bills all paid, not mad about it
Got my whip upgrade, not mad about it
Got Mexico vaca', not mad about it
My brain a grenade, I'm sad about it
I'm sad about it, sad, sad, sad about it
Got my retro ones, not mad about it
On my second album, not mad about it
Got my stacks in tons, not mad about it
Bags unloaded, gun, I'm sad about it
I'm sad about it, sad, sad, sad about it
(I'm sad about it, sad, sad, sad, sad)
I'm down
I should be on top but I'm always underground
Things are looking up, but I'm making myself drown
My anxiety and money just compounds
I'll be right here just waiting underground
Five star meals, I'm boujee, not mad about it
TSA pre-approved, not mad about it
Adidas black tracksuit, not mad about it
Attitude unglued, I'm sad about it
I'm sad about it, sad, sad, sad about it
(I'm sad about it, sad, sad, sad, sad)
I'm down
I should be on top but I'm always underground
Things are looking up, but I'm making myself drown
My anxiety and money just compounds
I'll be right here just waiting underground
I'm sad about it, sad, sad, sad about it
I'm sad about it, sad, sad, sad about it
I'm sad about it, sad, sad, sad about it
I'm sad about it, sad, sad, sad about it
I'm down
I should be on top but I'm always underground
Things are looking up, but I'm making myself drown
My anxiety and money just compounds
I'll be right here just waiting underground"
"There was a time
I used to look into my father's eyes
In a happy home
I was a king, I had a golden throne
Those days are gone
Now they're memories on the wall
I hear the songs from the places where I was born
Up on a hill across the blue lake
That's where I had my first heartbreak
I still remember how it all changed
My father said
Don't you worry, don't you worry, child
See heaven's got a plan for you
Don't you worry, don't you worry now
Yeah
Don't you worry, don't you worry now
Yeah
Don't you worry, don't you worry now
Yeah
There was a time
I met a girl of a different kind
We ruled the world
I thought I'd never lose her out of sight
We were so young
I think of her now and then
I still hear the songs reminding me of a friend
Up on a hill across the blue lake
That's where I had my first heartbreak
I still remember how it all changed
My father said
Don't you worry, don't you worry, child
See heaven's got a plan for you
Don't you worry, don't you worry now
Yeah
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
See heaven's got a plan for you
See heaven's got a plan for you
See heaven's got a plan for you
Don't you worry, don't you worry, child
See heaven's got a plan for you
Don't you worry, don't you worry now
Yeah
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Yeah"
"A broken heart is all that's left
I'm still fixing all the cracks
Lost a couple of pieces when
I carried it, carried it, carried it home
I'm afraid of all I am
My mind feels like a foreign land
Silence ringing inside my head
Please carry me, carry me, carry me home
I've spent all of the love I saved
We were always a losing game
Small town boy in a big arcade
I got addicted to a losing game
Oh
Oh
All I know, all I know
Loving you is a losing game
Do you love me, love me not?
Giving pieces from my heart
Tomorrow's coming and has gone
Still I carried, I carried, I carried on
Oh
Oh
All I know, all I know
Loving you is a losing game
Oh
Oh
All I know, all I know
Loving you is a losing game
I don't need your games, game over
Get me off this rollercoaster
Oh
Oh
All I know, all I know
Loving you is a losing game
Oh
Oh
All I know, all I know
Loving you is a losing game"
But if they do come back, it's usually just normal life stuff.