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WHAT IS THIS BULLCRAP?!?!


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*quietly lurks*

NO LIGHT, NO LIGHT IN YOUR BRIGHT BLUE EYES




Take a guess as to the two things I'm talking about right now ._. 

Can I stop getting into debates with 5 people at once please and thank you

The adrenaline rush is nice though until it gets hard to type because I'm shaking 

L E T. M E. S L E E P. 

UAAAAAAAAGH I'M DROWNING IN TINFOIL HATS HELP

When you have rehearsal all day tomorrow wo you need sleep but CANT FUCKIN FALL ASLEEP 


WHYYYYY

-pokes-

Thanks to everyone except that Cynical kid for making me smile. I just got home and read your replies after going out for food and coming out to Mom.

Thank you so. Damn. Much. Because I just got told my experiences are the same thing every other girl wants and that it doesn't count.

I'm wondering what feels worse, hatred or denial?

How I'm seriously considering coming out:

"What's another name for a cat?"

And then just.. "I'm trans, Mom" outta the blue

I'M TOO AWKWARD FOR THIS AGH

Today's been pretty bittersweet. First, I discovered I can fully customize my class ring and get it for free, being chosen for that special offer. Pretty fricken great.

Then I got a letter from my choir teacher about a summer camp thing (that might be too expensive for me to go to, at $395 some-odd dollars).

Lastly, Mom checks the mail as she comes home. Mixed in with it is this black letter, with fancy silver handwriting, from HARVARD. I haven't applied to any colleges and they do not make random offers that fancy.. I apparently got selected to represent my school for this selective national program honoring students planning on going into the STEM field. It's in Boston, and a bunch of really smart guys--including Buzz Aldrin!!--will be speaking there. It'll even improve my chance of acceptance in colleges! But only if I can actually go there and get the certificate at the end.

The cost? Somewhere around $1500. For three nights.

This is the fifth time I've been unable to do these things simply because of cost, and I honestly wish sometimes these people would take some trouble to help low-income families with brilliant kids. I honestly hope I'm rich when I'm older just so my child doesn't have to miss out on these things.

Just gotta keep on keepin' on, though. I can still be great! 

Thanks to @Yonsisac for allowing me to discover that wonderful gif XD I died from laughter and am now typing from the afterlife.

There were some things in the episode that bothered me but I don't hate it as much as other fandom members do.


All I know is that if we don't get a season 5 to fix some if the VERY wrong things in there then I will be very, very upset.


-glances at Mofftiss with uncertainty because I don't know how I feel about all this-

People on Tumblr talking about the Russian 'leak' of The Final Problem have me REAAAAAALLY nervous for the episode airing tonight.. Hopefully it doesn't turn out as bad as I've heard. 

Meanwhile, I'm trapped somewhere between terror and excitement.

Violins sound so much better in their mid/lower range than in their top range.. I finally figured out completely my issue with some of Beethoven's music.

Two things happened today. One, I predicted: making Conference Band (I got 3rd chair). One, not so much.. wiping out like a boss on the concrete on the way to the bus.





 





I'm a klutz and a half XD

I got 8 1/2 hours of sleep after a week or so of getting 5 and less, and I'm so bloody tired I can't focus WHAT THE HELL

When you have Conference Band auditions today and won't be back until 9:00 or 9:30 but you LEFT YOUR HEADPHONES AT HOME

MY ONLY SOURCE OF ENTERTAINMENT--RUINED. I ACTUALLY HAVE TO DEAL WITH BEING IGNORED NOW.

DAMN YOU MOFFTISS FOR LEAVING US ON A VERY CRUEL CLIFFHANGER

DOES HE GET SHOT?! I DON'T FUCKIN' KNOW BECAUSE THE CREDITS ROLLED!

RAGE

What do you do when you love music but feel pretty damn unwelcome in choir now? Not from open hostility but just from small incidents.

It's been TWO SEASONS and TRF still kills me. -ETERNALLY CRYING-

WHEN YOU CAN'T EVEN LOOK AT A VIOLIN WITHOUT DROWNING IN SORROW 

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SOMEHOW


YOU MAKE CAPS LOCK ADORABLE.


HOW!?


HOW DO YOU DO THIS!?

JUST KIDDING I GOT TO WATCH IT 

BUT NOW I'M FUCKING BROKEN

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

 

BECAUSE OF COURSE THEY COME BEFORE SOMETHING WE'VE BEEN PLANNING FOR WEEKS

OF COURSE

AND NOW MY ONLY WAY TO WATCH THE SHOW IS GONE