From July 5th, back on September 5th.
I fully realize no one cares, just wanted to post this here.
I don’t believe myself to be a good fit for this platform, as every time I get into conversations about starting an RP, something happens to come up, and I never end up replying to my partner because I either feel like I can’t say no without seeming rude, or just telling them I’m busy. With this, I then lose interest and after slipping away from everything I’m involved in, I end up leaving, only to try again later. What I do is bad, and though I realize I’m an atom in an ocean, I still feel like I’m somehow negatively impacting other people greatly.
The main reason for this may be due to the fact that I don’t regularly engage with the platform, unlike what I mainly use, Discord. As such, I think I simply disassociate and additionally feel no need to check out the site when busy. It just doesn’t work and I think for my best interests, it’s better if I stay away. I’ll still be RPing, it’ll just be elsewhere, as it has been. I may return at a different point, but I merely wanted to express a negative trend I noticed.