Reforged

I know I want to be @Reforged, eh? Ayy? No.. Okay.

This flu has got me wanting to change the face claim of my character. Fuck it, say good bye to the old and say hello to the new. 

I enjoy having the flu. - not - 


"You gonna give me brain or nah?"


- Or Nah.

I feel fucking awful. So behind on replies. -.-

Up and at them this morning! Laundry day! Anyone wanna help?

Sorry people, I can't fire up my pistons in order to write. I'm stuck on lingering thoughts and bad memories that continue to pepper my emotions. I'll probably only do a couple select replies, if possible. 

Will eventually get around to replies. Just been a sucktastic day. 

It's real sad when you have to ignore your first follower who use to be a friend but turned out to be a real fucking creep. 

Closing up shop tonight. Far too tired to make replies to anyone. Sorry folks!

I seen you left our chat. I'm sorry if I had kept you waiting but I had been having some rough times. I do want to try roleplaying with you if you are still interested or have other interests (:

Brain is already beginning to hurt. I shouldn't have stayed up.

Okay. Cookies are for fucking closers. What am I? I'm a mother fucker who closes!

Off to bed finally. 

@MissZoeHatter knows how much I am fangirling over this fucking rifle. My character owns it as his primary weapon and I'm actually jealous of him because I want to own one too. I'm a prepper. I want one.

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Replies on hold to EVERYONE. Getting paper work ready for tomorrow's deals that I have to close in order to make a fat ass check. Sorry everyone. OOC Chatter is still GREEN to go. So, no worries. 

Just went from being Broken Steel to being Reforged. 

Love, you're in pieces
There's no one left to lay you down
Or say it's okay
On the worst night, of the worst year
Though we might fall, we'll go out punching


You hit me like a subway train
And I will never be the same
And darling I'll follow you down to the ground
Even when you fall apart, I'll pick up your bloodstained heart
And darling I'll follow you down to the ground


-- Bloodstained Heart by Darren Hayes. 


(That was the last song my ex, Jamie Smith, made me listen to before breaking things off with me. Use to hurt but now it feels good to listen to it.)

i still think tea is gross ~


*runs away like a duck*

"I guess it's true that I'm not good at one night stands but I still need love because I'm just a man. These nights never seem to go to plan. I don't want you to leave, will you hold my hand? Won't you stay with me, because you're all I need."


-- Stay With Me by Sam Smith.

Here's the problem of being a ambivert. It's practically being a balance between a extrovert and a introvert. I like to be around some groups of people but it's only people I know. I don't like to be around people I don't know and it's much worse for me when that group is full of strangers. It can make feel left out, left behind, an outcast, unlike, unwelcome -- it's just a awful feeling. For folks who don't know what ambivert means, Google it. It's time like these that I wish I had someone who could understand my thoughts and actually be around to talk to me. I need a loyal best friend and all of this just brings up awful memories of when I thought I had one a few months back. Betrayal can fuck up the mind. I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor. 

Sorry! I'm feeling much better and so, now I can make replies to some folks. 

Looks like I"m not in the mood to role-play.

My internet connection is down. Replies are on hold. 

thanks for the profile view