Radioactive Rose

I'm that casual art dork who posts art instead of rps BWAHAHAHA.


sorry i exist


call me

I just trolled a troll. x"D

Hi. I'm Albie and I'm addicted to having a crush on characters that don't exist. :')

Who wants to help me come up with a cute guy name for my new bby oc? ;o


I don't want common names lol.

screams


who wants to be my friend c;

You're a dick if you don't return a wallet full of cash and a clear identity.

I need to express my feelings.


As much as I grew up mentally and emotionally because of these internet friends I made in 2012 on a quiz site, I think I'm at that breaking point where I need to move on completely and not associated with anyone from there. I haven't been talking with them much lately and when I do, I don't usually feel like it. It's not the same as before. Tbh I feel like I'm not important to them. So it's easy to move on just knowing that they have other people that they obviously care about more.


Still, I'm not going to say that they didn't teach me so much, because they did.


Jfc I joined because this one girl wrote stories instead of quizzes and reading it made me want to comment and make my own. But instead I made friends who made me glue myself to this site since 2012. It ruined my health and changed me. Got on everyday and during school hours. Fucked up my education time and grades.
But at the same time it taught me so much and I'm not going to sit here and say it didn't.


I might end up doing the same here as well.


So people like Cam,  I'm sorry.

Work is literally taking up most of my time.

Trying to stop myself from ordering a prismacolor marker online because I could maybe find cheaper ones in stores.


>doesn't have time to go to stores


crying

Youtube is filled with ignorant people who use profanity to make  arguments look intimating and cool. They look stupid instead. xD should I even bother with them because right now they are attacking me with sad insults xD

hate cold weather

My Spanish sucks. It'll never get better. Stop expecting it will one day jfc.

I wonder how long it'll take for me to be known as an artist on social media. uwu

When your coworkers constantly ask if you're okay.


NO I AM NOT OKAY.

Someone thinks that depression is suddenly lifted when you have a job. They're wrong and ignorant for saying that because it's doing the complete opposite to me. My job is literally making me feel worse about myself. It's suppose to help? Aha. Riiight. It piles more shit on you.


I walk in almost everyday with a frown on my face, knowing my "teammates" talk about me.

Nice Marienette icon

*looks around for possible script roleplayers out there*


..Nope. Well isn't this tragic?

A brillant question I need answered, Coral.

loud sigh

Okay. So every since a huge argument and ignoring each other presences, I've grown to dislike and get annoy with this person. It's like there's no fixing anything anymore. It's pretty much done and over with. I get really pissed at them quite easily than before. I'm surprised they haven't took the hint that this so called old friendship will never work out. So why are they even trying? I wish I never met them.


I wish I never met a lot of people actually.

HEHEHEYEYYEYEY!


IM GLAD YOU BACKK! *Hugglez*

I MISSS YOUUUUUUUU~ 

HAPPY THAT YOUR DOING BETTER!!! DD


WHO NEEDS GRAMMMMARR IM TOOO HAPPYYYY  And sugar rushed..


BUT YAYYAYYAYA

When people unfollow you on Instagram because you didn't follow back.


Bye felica. Lol.


I only follow artist on DA or just artist in general. And friends. Don't expect me to follow back, losers. ;3

That moment when you realize your birthday is in two days and that I will be rotating the sun for 19 years. God DAYUM.

You know what I hate? Like.. Really hate? Lol, I gotta rant and let out some steam. Here it go:


I hate when my roleplaying partner controls my own roleplaying. And before you ask "what do ya mean albie??"--- Okay. I mean when I'm forced to do something with my character that I clearly don't want to do. So lets say.. For instance.. My character is flirting with my partner's character. Then my partner suggests something and it goes like this:


Partner: OH OH OH LET HIM RAPE MY CHARACTER PLZ OMG


Me: ehh.. Noo.. I don't want that


Partner: but cute babies! Pleeeaasse!


Me: I dont want him to rape them..


Partner: *throws small fit*


Me: sighs


Partner: *20 mins after* please?


You might as well KEEP MY FUCKING CHARACTER DUDE





And me, being nice, always give in. Well. NOT ANYMORE.

I feel like I don't deserve the friends I have right now.


They shouldn't put up with me. Makes me wonder why they even associate with me.